Bunny Diary Chapter 07; Tasteless

Bunny Diary Chapter 7; Tasteless

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May I ask you something?

When did you show your love? Or for whom is it those love? The answer is not always the same, since every perspective are different.

 

Love is not only coming from those who you think is the one for you, it can be also from your family & your best friends.

 

Even if you show your love in Valentine’s Day, Don’t Stop There, show your love & smile everyday.

 

But it different story when you can’t even tell the difference between love & admirable feeling. Between love as a friend or love as opposite gender, is it really love or just misunderstanding with complicate feeling that can’t be describe or even to explain.

 

How she could explain that to herself, when she never thought about it before. It is embarrassing to ask her sister or even ask her crush for what happening. Pretty obviously that we’re talking about Echa or rather known as Enchi The Bunny.

 

And talking about her crush, it been over a month since the last time they talk to each other, to be precise it just after watching the Big Christmas Tree together. Even she could see him in front of The School Gate, where the Student Council correcting the uniform from each student. But it’s almost like there is no chance at all to talk to him.

 

Inside Class 2-C, Lunchtime.

*Sigh*

As Echa sighing & laying her head on her desk, one of her friend coming at her,

“Hai,,hai,,” – waving to Echa that look trouble.

“Oh Hi, Terra.” – she respond with low voice.

Then she ask,

“What is with that respond? And what is it this time?” – with smile she sit on empty seat in front of Echa.

As Echa seem don’t understand with her tone,

“What do you mean Terra?” – confused

“Oh come on, I’m talking about that boy, your crush.”

Hearing that Echa got shock & panic,

“Wach, Terrrraaaa,,, SSSShhhhh,, Not so loud! It embarrassing you know.” – she said with blushing a steam are coming out from her head.

“Hhmm? Why? You still use your uniform, what are you embarrassed about?”

*Huff*

(Sometime I really can’t understand how she can joking like that.) – Echa thought.

 

For you to know, Terra is a good friend of Echa, since she is a Class Representative from Class 2-C, you can say that she is quite reliable. Though she is also in category that being called tomboy, hidden tittle given by the boy within the classroom. She got those kind of category since she always protect the weak & act like a boy, but most of the time she protect only the girls. And back to normal after the problem is solved.

 

As Terra don’t get any respond from Echa, she throw another question at her,

“So, is there any progress with him?” – with a straight face.

Surprised with the question that she got panic,

“Progress? What progress, Terra?”

“Come on, you know what I’m talking about. You already talking about him over a month, right? And I got tired hearing you always talking about him, that’s why I ask you ‘is there any progress with him?’”

With blushing & whisper voice she answer Terra question,

“N,,No. There is no progress at all.”

“You must be kidding me.” – she said with cold-sweat.

“No I’m not, but for started I’m not sure if this is exactly what you told me. So I feel awkward to even greeting him.”

“So, if you said it’s not exactly what I thinking is, what is it then?”

“I don’t know.”

With bored eyes,

“Picture the following.”

“Huh?”

Without waiting her respond, she said,

“You and him alone in a classroom.”

*Blush*,

“Arg..” – Echa blushing,

“You and him alone at the movies.”

As Echa face getting more red & she try to look at another way,

“Arghhmmm,,”

“You and him alone on an uninhabited island.”

Echa start to panic,

“Please, stop it Terra. If you continue any further I’m afraid my heart will explode.” – she blushing.

“That’s what I have been trying to say to you, that kind of reaction is called ‘Love’. You have been fall in Love with him.” – trying to explain.

“But,,”

“Just greet him like you usually do, you meet him every morning, right? And he also come to your club to help your club, right?”

*Little bit down*,

“Hhhmmm, Yes I meet him every morning but, my heart beating so fast that my mouth can’t say a single word. And about that, President Sheila said he got busier with Student Council stuff & he also have some project in his hand. So, basically he have been absent since then.”

“Okey, but you still meet him every morning, right? Just come at him, and greet him like you greet your lover.” – said Terra little bit annoy, losing her patience.

“I told you already, it’s not that easy to just greeting him suddenly, that way will created another misunderstand, that is for sure.” – said Echa Panic.

 

As Echa trying to stop Terra from giving her funny idea that’s bad for her heart, Terra remember something,

“Echa, today is February 5th, right?”

Casually answer,

“Yes.”

“Then, how about giving him a Chocolate on Valentine’s Day?”

As Echa shock with her idea, she shouting at her,

“Heeehhhhhh?!?!?!”

Hearing her shouting, she closed her ears with both of her hand,

“Ow,,ow,,ow,, You don’t need to shouting like that Echa. In that case, we can ask Sheena whether he like chocolate or not. Since she is also member of Student Council.” – after she said that, she immediately walk to Sheena.

“Wait, Terra,,,,” – Surprise hearing her idea, she try to stop her.

But before she could stop Terra, Terra already call for Sheena that preparing the paper before she going to the Student Council Room,

“Sheena, Sheena, did you listening to our conversation?” – ask Terra casually.

“Yeah, you guys talking pretty loud. It difficult for me to ignored your voice.” – said her with little bit annoyed while ignored us.

 

Sheena is the Secretary of Student Council. With her long sides hair & her dark green eyes, she look so elegant & beautiful. But behind those beauty, it come a cold presence that no one dare to approach her when she is in that state. Even though she is not a class representative like Terra, she have more authority in the class. The reason is because many of them admired her & in the same time, they scared, whenever she have a bad mood. This is also why Terra hated her & the real reason why Echa try to stop Terra.

 

*Giggle*,

“Come on, don’t be so cold like that. Hey, do you mind if I ask you something about your Vice-President?”

As Echa still try to stop Terra, she standing behind her back, trying to pulling her,

“Terra, stop it. It’s embarrassing.” – whisper Echa with blushing.

“Ssshhh,, be quiet will you.” – Terra said to Echa without feeling guilt.

*Little bit annoy*,

(Aarrggg,, Don’t act like a class representative in this situation, though it is what you are but my heart is on the stage here.) – Echa thought while blushing.

As Sheena looking at them with curious eyes, she ask,

“About what?”

“About whether he like chocolate or not?” – answer Terra casually.

But suddenly the way Sheena look at them turn into a cold & scary look,

“Forget what I said, don’t make any chocolate for him or even try to give him directly. Now if you excuse me.” – as she said that, she turn around & walk away.

Confused with her answer Echa & Terra looking at each other,

“Eh???”

And out of curiosity Echa ask her,

“Wait, Sheena. What do you mean by that?”

 

But Sheena not listening to any of her words and just walk away like that. With Terra that annoyed with her attitude she said,

“Hemd, yeah just go away! who need your help anyway!!” – she shout,

“Echa you don’t need to bother about her, I forgot that there is a rumor about both of them are dating. Maybe she want to give him something by herself, that’s why she is so pissed, I guess she being dumped by him. That sound more reasonable for her temper.” – Explain Terra with annoyed eyes.

*Confused*,

“Both of them? What are you talking about Terra?”

“Oh that, Panda & Sheena of course, what else?” – answer her casually.

*Surprised*,

“Eh? Y-You mean she is his ex-girlfriend?”

“Yeah, that’s why she warn us that way. Aaarrggg, it annoying to talk about her, I never get along with her anyway. Now I get hungry, let’s go to Cafeteria, Echa.” – she said while get more annoyed.

“(But you are the one who try to talk to her.) O-Okey.” – after she said that, she look at the way Sheena walk to & think,

(Why I have a feeling that was more than a warning.)

With Terra that already going ahead, she turn to Echa & ask,

“Echa you coming? If you still thinking about the Valentine’s Day, don’t worry I will help you, I hear home-made chocolate are more romantic than obligatory chocolate. Though I’m not confidence with my cooking skill either.” – giggle.

“That make me worried, but thanks Terra.” – as she said that she turn around & walk following Terra.

“Hahaha, no problem. that’s what it called friendship, right.” – She said with smile to Echa.

 

As both Echa & Terra going to the Cafeteria, back to Sheena that walk to the Student Council Room,

(If you insisted to give him chocolate, don’t say that I did not warn you.) – she thought with a bit down expression.

 

Meanwhile, inside the Student Council Room.

Angela the President of Student Council is sleeping. As she laying her head on the desk, with her long layered hair as black raven silk that covering her, she let Panda do all the paperwork,

*Yawn*,

“Hhmm,,Pao, did you finished yet?” – she ask as she awake with her head still laying down on the desk.

*Ignored*,

*Tap, Tap.* – Panda answered her by ‘Tapping’ his pen twice to the table that mean yes.

“Why you taking so long to finish that many paperwork.” – ask her with bored eyes.

*Ignored*,

“……” – he continue his work.

“Pao, I’m bored. Tell me a joke, that’s an order.” – said her with bored eyes.

As Panda Notepad are in front of him, he write something,

[Sorry. Still busy. Order are invalid. Try again next month.] – he give the notepad to her.

“Haha, nice try you Little Panda. I’m not a computer.” – say her with dry laugh.

As Panda ignored her childish side, he stay quiet & do his work,

[……]

“Seem I can’t disturb you for one bit, huh? You are too serious on this.” – she said with lazing around.

As Panda turn away looking at Angela,

<Most of this paperwork is your job not mine.> – said Panda with sign language.

“Your face, & your sign are not telling the same thing. Anyway I’m bored, cheer me!” – she said while leaf up her head from the desk,

“Oh! What do we have here?” – she said while she notice something out from Panda bag & taking it.

*Ignored*,

“……” – as Panda ignored her, he continue his work.

“Oh, PSP. I thought bringing game console in the school is forbidden? Did you break your own rule, Little Vice-President,,” – *Giggle*

*Ignored*,

“……”

“Hey, while you still busy with those paper can I play this?” – ask her while she taking his PSP out of his bag.

*Tap.*  – Panda answered by ‘Tapping’ his pen once that mean yes,

(As long as you can be a little quiet.) – he thought.

“Hhmmm, what is this? Elysium Legends? Is this a failure project?” – she ask while she play.

*Tap, Tap.* – answer Panda by ‘Tapping’ his pen, & continue his work.

“Then, you must have a reason to bring this to the school, even though it against the rule.” – she said trying to guess.

*Tap.* – he answered by ‘Tapping’ his pen.

“So, what is this game? Fighting? Adventure? Sci-fi? Well I hope this is RPG game.”

<It’s RPG game.> – Panda said with sign language using his right hand.

“Oh, really?” – she said with smile,

“But wait, why you only created 9 avatar only in this game?” – she complain.

<Prototype.> – Panda said with sign language.

“Arrgg,, Okey, I will test them then. You don’t mind, do you?” – she ask.

*Tap.* – Panda answered by ‘Tapping’ his pen.

 

As Panda continue his paperwork & Angela who continue playing game, they keep the conversation in strange way. While Angela keep talking about the game, Panda only answered her by ‘Tapping’ his pen, between ‘Yes’ or ‘No’. Since Angela is Panda childhood & for her their conversation is more or less like a game that fun being played only for her.

Few minute later, someone coming to Student Council Room,

*Door Open*,

“I’m sorry, I’m late.” – a girl with many book & paperwork coming into the room.

“Katherine, you are late.” – Angela said while looking at her.

“I did already said sorry, right?” – she said while putting all book & paperwork on the table,

*Huft*,

“I’m beat.” – Katherine said with taking sit & look little bit tired.

“If you are already beaten up while you just coming here, do you want me to beaten you up?” – ask Angela with bored eyes & scary smile.

“Arg, No. Thanks.” – Katherine answered with scared,

“Hhmmm,,” – she turn around look at Panda direction.

<Welcome.> – Panda said with sign language & smile.

*Blush*,

“Ach, yeah. Thanks.” – Katherine answered with little blush.

“So, why you are late? And why that paperwork with you? That supposed to be Sheena part, right?” – Angela ask while playing game.

“I’m sorry, but my brother currently sick, & since my mother is a nurse, I thought it would be easy. But actually not, & because his condition getting worse he is now being nurse in the hospital.” – Katherine said trying to explain.

“Yeah, I know. Your homeroom teacher said that today morning.” – respond Angela casually.

*Cold sweat*,

“Arg, then why you ask?” – little bit annoyed.

*Giggle*,

“To know whether you are lying or not.” – she answered with smile,

“And how about the second question? Why Sheena paperwork with you?”

“Oh this, I got this from Sheena herself. I met her on the way here but she got order from the teacher to go to the first year building, & she ended up giving her paperwork to me.” – explain Katherine.

“Hhmmm, is that so.” – said Angela while playing game & sound like she don’t care.

“Hahaha, yeah. But, by the way Angela, where is your paperwork?” – she ask while she just realized that Angela only playing game.

“Little Pao doing it for me.” – she answered casually with focus on games.

*Cold Sweat*,

“Arg, don’t you think you supposed to be doing your own paperwork, Angela?”

“Hhhmm, Maybe. But I’m too lazy to do that & too bored to doing any paperwork. So, I leave everything to my Vice-President.” – *Giggle*,

“Anyway, he look like he doesn’t mind about it, right Little Panda?”

*Tap, tap.* – Panda responded with ‘Tapping’ his pen.

As Katherine notice what Panda doing she said,

“Eee, isn’t that mean he do mind about that?” – trying to remember what Panda mean.

“Well, leave him. He will finish all the paperwork in another 20 minute anyway. And it all his fault anyway.” – she said.

“What do you mean?” – Katherine ask.

“He is smart & a good  guy, but the moment I turn away, he helping a club activity without my permission. Knowing his project still much to do & not to mention his position in Student Council. So I think something like this is a piece of cake for him.” – Angela answered with little bit annoyed & wreak her emotion to the game.

*Giggle*,

“Oh I know what mean, are you jealous that you can’t keep him for yourself, Princess?” – ask Katherine trying to tease Angela a bit.

*Pissed*,

“I do. Have problem with that?” – Answered Angela glaring at Katherine.

*Cold Sweat*,

“Hehehe, I’m sorry for trying to teasing you.” – she said little bit scared,

(Woah the way she glaring at me is scary.) – she thought.

 

As Katherine having conversation while doing her paperwork perfectly with Angela who is still playing game, Panda trying hard to focus & ignored those two.

 

20 minute later,

*Tap, Tap.* – Panda trying to call Katherine by ‘Tapping’ his pen.

“Hhmmm, yes?” – she noticed.

<I’m finish with my paperwork, give me half of yours, I will help.> – Panda said with sign language .

“Real,,,”

*Glared*, but before Katherine finish her words, Angela cut her word & glaring at Katherine again,

“You don’t have to, I will help. You need to finish your project, right?” – said Angela little bit serious,

“Here your PSP, I’m lost many time in that dungeon, it really difficult game you created there. But, I’m having fun. That’s the important part, right?” – she said looking at Panda.

<You sure?>

“Yeah, pretty sure.”

<Then I will take my leave.> – he said with sign language while putting his PSP in the bag.

“Hey, before you leave, can I ask you something?” – she ask with different tone.

<What is it?> – Panda answer with a calm expression.

“Where are you going last Christmas?” – looking at him with curiosity.

As Panda looking at Angela, he throw another question,

<Just how many time you will ask me about that & answering you with the same answer every single time until you satisfied.>

“Come on, don’t be stingy.” – she sullen.

*Sigh*,

<It already 341 time you asked about it. Well whatever, I’m going with Enchi to watch Big Christmas Tree.>

As she change the way she looked at Panda,

“Did you guys dating?”

<No. She just want to return the favor & I just want to repay her phone, since her phone are broken because of me.> – answered Panda casually with sign language.

With ominous aura surrounded her, she say,

“I hope you present on Valentine’s Day, Little Panda.”

<It’s not that I’ll be absent on that day.> – he responded.

“This will be interesting.” – She said with malicious smile.

 

Meanwhile Katherine that being ignored as a third person between them, doesn’t have any chance to talk at all. Where actually she enjoy the conversation between both of them & having little bit fun looking at how Angela jealous. As for Panda, with his personality, he is too good to not knowing that she have the plan for him, to be played with.

 

Everyone in Class 2-A know, that Angela also had a feeling for him. Since she always so strict & devilish to whoever break the rule but so childish & friendly with Panda. Even for Sheena, her childhood friend, can’t do a thing but smile at how she behaves. Yet she always sad, by the fact that Angela never holding back to show her ugly side to someone she doesn’t like. Whoever it is, stepping back from them are merely a mercy for Angela, The President of Student Council.

 

As the days are passing by, Valentine’s Day has arrived.

Lunch Time, In front of Class 2-A, are become crowded place, the reason for this ruckus is no other than there are so many girls that trying to get in to Class 2-A. But they are being held by 4 boys which is not letting them to go in. Their purpose actually not far from the event on that day, the only problem is the person who they try to give the chocolate, is only one person. It’s for Panda.

 

Eventually one of the boy that holding the door shouting,

“Aaarrggg, girls please, calm yourself,,” – with trying to holding them to get in, he shouting,

“Meg, are you done yet?”

Since it crowded she respond with shouting too,

“Not yet! And can you please make them quite? I can’t concentrate here.” – as she continued where she leave before,

“Okey, now how I can solve this question again, Panda?” – ask her with pointed her finger to the question in the math book.

With Casually he using sign language,

<Page 93, inside the yellow box there’s a formula, you can use them as the second formula and combined with X to find Y. Then you need to,,>

As Panda try to explain math to Meg, she interrupt him,

“Wait, wait, wait, Panda. If you excuse me.” – she turn slowly & shouting,

“can you guys please shut up!” – she get annoyed by the crowd that trying to get in.

Since, one of the boy that holding the door is Ursiblue, he try to confront them with sweat on his head,

“Ladies, you hear that, right? Our class have study session now, so can you little bit quite.”

“No, Let me pass, I want to give my chocolate to Panda! Let me Pass!” – said one after another with the same line.

Realize that no one is listening to him, he look at Meg with a depress expression,

“No one care.”

She got annoyed,

“Yeah, maybe that’s because you are too soft!!!”

 

Meanwhile, two girl are standing not so far from Class 2-A. As Terra shock seeing the crowd in front of Class 2-A,

“The Heck! Are you sure about this Echa? Where you are going to is a war zone, I mean look at those girls, it definitely a war zone.”

As Echa carry a small  box covering with pink fabrics & a nice red ribbon she said,

“Y,,yes, I will give this chocolate to him.”

Little bit worry,

“On the first place, why you don’t give that chocolate to him in the drama club? You don’t need to pass those war zone thing, you know.”

“Maybe you are right, but he leave a note on his locker yesterday that saying, [Sorry for the disturbing, I’ll leave everything to you.] At first nobody know what he mean, only President Sheila do. But then today morning there are so many chocolate box & bouquet of flower in front of Drama Club, it was mean for him. Now everybody know what he mean.” – Echa trying to explain.

*Surprised*,

“Heh? What he is? Is he a super stars or what?”

“Yes, he is, or rather it’s not only him, anyone who play the main role or get a character to play, they all have a fans now even from outside of the school.” – answer Echa casually.

“Wow. Wait, don’t tell me you also got many chocolate from your fans too?”

“Yes, but I share the chocolate with the rest of the member, since I can’t finish it alone, do you want some?” – ask Echa casually.

*Cold Sweat*,

“Ack, No Thanks. Now let’s go there, I’ll open the way for you.”

“Thanks, Terra.” – she said with smile.

 

But before Echa & Terra getting close to the crowd, a loud voice can be heard from the inside of Class 2-A,

“Hey look! I saw Panda running to the backyards!!!”

 

Hearing that, all girls respond,

“Heh, really?” – then one girl trying to get out from the crowd & start to run with shouting,

“I will be the first who give Panda the chocolate.” – following by,

“Don’t even think about that!” – then the other said,

“I won’t let you to do that!” – said another girl, then they start chasing the girl who running first one after another until the door is free to pass.

 

After all girls are gone, the boys who holding the door with a heavy breathing & their annoyed eyes directed to Meg, as she respond,

“What?”

*Ursiblue annoyed*,

“Why you don’t do that from the first place?”

“Don’t blame me, you guys look almost dead holding them anyway. Thanks would be good, and ,,,oh!” – just before she could finish her word, she saw Echa coming in into their class.

As she nervous because of everybody inside the class looking at her,

“Em, Excuse me.” – say Echa with a low tone.

“I’m sorry but we are having,,” – before Meg finish her word, Panda pat her back then with a sign language,

<It’s Okey.>

With worried eyes,

“Are you sure about this?” – ask Meg.

<Yeah. Meg, look at her finger. She have been trying hard. It would be rude to decline a home-made, right?> – said Panda to Meg using different sign language that he use in Drama Club.

“Just don’t push yourself.” – said Meg warn him.

With Echa getting close to Panda,

“I’m sorry, did I disturb your study session?”

“Nah, don’t worry about that,, Hhhmmm,, Enchi, right?” – said Meg trying to remember Echa name.

“Agh, my name is Echa, but I’m fine either way.” – said Echa little bit embarrassed.

“Okey. So, why are you here again?” – ask Meg casually.

“I,,I,,I’m here to give the chocolate. T-To Panda.” – said Echa embarrassed.

“Alone?”

“Ah no, I’m with my friend. But she said she want to make sure that the other girls keep distracted.”

*Cold Sweat*,

“Yeah, I guess that would be the best move. Good job Enchi friend.” – said Meg with cold sweat.

As Panda take a look at Echa finger that full of band aid,

<Enchi, What happen to your finger?> – ask Panda casually.

“Th,,this? Ah don’t worry, this is nothing. I just careless & accidently touch a hot pan 2 days ago.” – explain Echa with little bit panic & think,

(Though, I actually did that because I overthinking about the chocolate, but it’s impossible for me to say that, am I.) – as she trying to give the chocolate to him, but she blushing beforehand,

“P-Please, accept my chocolate.” – said Echa while giving him the chocolate.

<Thanks.> – with smile Panda accept her chocolate.

 

*Stare….*

As Panda notice that Echa have been staring at him,

<What is it?>

“Please, try it.” – she shy,

“I’m not sure that will be good, but I try my best to make it.” – she said.

<Okey, I will try one.> – after he said that with his sign language, he take one piece of chocolate from the box & put it in his mouth,

<It was delicious.> – he said with his sign language & smile.

As Ursiblue suddenly show up from Panda back,

“Really? Then I guess I will take one.” – as he stealing one chocolate from Panda, he suddenly make a funny face afterward,

“Uurrgghh, it salty. Panda, are you sure this chocolate is delicious or you just can’t,,”

“Blue!!!” – Just before Ursiblue finish his word, everybody shouting on him & startled Echa.

“Oops..” – as he realized what he have been trying to say,

“Pao, I didn’t mean to,,”

<It’s okey, Blue.>

As Echa confused & doesn’t understand why they are shouting on Ursiblue in the same time or even why he try to apologize to Panda, then she ask,

“What’s going? Wha,,”

 

But before she could throw another question to everyone, she look at Panda face, Panda expression, she remember that look. That expression is what she saw when they are going to the Aquarium Park.

 

As Echa worried over Panda, she try to ask him,

“Panda, are you alrig,,”

Before she could finish her word again,

“Pao, what are you doing here! There are so many worksheets in Student Council Room, I need your help.” – Sheena is calling Panda from outside the class.

With his expression still the same, he answer with sign language,

<I’m coming.> – as he passing everyone like it was nothing happen, class become awkward for a moment.

“Uummm,, What is going on?” – ask Echa that still confused & trying to break the awkward.

“Okey everyone, who is hungry? It lunchtime, don’t waste your time,, let’s go to cafeteria!” – shout Ursiblue trying to distract & dodge the question.

“Yeah good idea.” – said one of them,

“I’m coming with you buddy.” – respond the other student.

“Hei wait, how about my math problem?” – ask Meg panic.

“Don’t worry I already have a note from what Panda explain.” – said the girl beside Meg.

“Thanks, then let’s go.” – said Meg, and following her, everybody else leave the classroom.

 

As everything happen so fast, without Echa realizing she have been left alone in the classroom. With nothing but a question, ‘What is going on here?’

 

Back to Panda that walk alongside with Sheena,

“Are you alright?” – ask Sheena worried.

*Cough, cough*

<Yeah.> – answer Panda while he covering his mouth with handkerchief.

As Sheena take a look at Panda handkerchief, she see a blood,

“You should not push yourself, Pao. Do you want spew that chocolate?”

<No, thanks.>

*Huff*

“You are really persistent, huh? As your cousin I’m worried, you know. Here, take this.” – said Sheena give a mineral water to Panda.

<Thanks.>

“It was Angela who ask me to buy the drink for you & give it to you. I don’t know what is her reason, until I saw what happen there.” – explain Sheena.

<Why I’m not surprised hear that.> – said Panda with his expression still down.

“Sorry.”

<It’s not your fault.>

“Thanks for trying to cheering me, but it doesn’t change the fact that I let thing happen. Sometime I don’t understand her as her friend, why she played you around yet she care to you.” – Sheena confused.

<That’s one thing that I agreed with you.>

 

Along their way, they continue their conversation as they continue their step. Many  student misunderstanding & think that Sheena is Panda ex-girlfriend which is still chasing after him, though actually she just like Wolfrik, care to Panda like a real relative. She is Wolfrik cousin, and she seeing Panda like a big brother, she is the second daughter of famous restaurant, the place where Wolfrik & Panda have part-time job.

 

Maybe it is true that she is Angela childhood or even the longest friend that can stand with her behavior. She do can’t understand her as a friend but, she really do understand what exactly she is. Rather than hated & sarcastic the person who have the same feeling like her to Panda, she chose to played them so that they fall into despair & tear them apart slowly. And that’s is how ugly her ugly side.

 

 

To be Continue.

Note:

This story is fiction.

All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story.

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Bunny Diary Chapter 06; Lion & Wolf

Bunny Diary Chapter 06; Lion & Wolf

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Imagine that the whole years are just like a book, with 365 page, 12 chapter & 2.628.000 words each chapter, what do you think? Every end of the years we close one book and open the new one in every beginning of the years.

 

Don’t you think it’s funny? To think the last thing you see in the last years was also the first think you see in the new year’s.

 

What is your resolves in this year?

 

It been the same question over and over again, each years that passing by whether you like it or hate it. Either you wasting your time to whining & give up or you keep trying each years until eventually you reach your dream. It all your choice.

 

The question is only, whether you willing to do it or not.

 

Let’s go back to December 24th, 2004, 09:00 morning, Panda room.

*Yawn*

As the light shine on the person in bed from the windows, he turn himself to the right side of his bed with his eyes still closed while saying,

“Good Morning, Brother.”

 

Few minute later.

Since there is no answer from his little brother, as he open his eyes to looking why he don’t get the answer, he see the bed from the other side of the wall is tidy,

“Brother!!!” – he said surprised that his brother not in his bed, he get up & accidently shouting.

Then a voice from a mature women can be hear from the outside of the room,

“Wolfy, if you already wake up, get yourself down.” – she shouting from the first floor.

“Yes Mom.” – he answered as he standing beside his bed because how shock he is, he found a notepad on Panda pillow that was supposed to mean for him.

[I’m going out, sorry I switch off the alarm clock.] – what is writing on the notepad.

With a expressionless eyes,

“Oouu, and thanks to you I’m wake up late, Brother.”

 

Little Note about Wolf-Boy & Panda, in every morning.

Every single morning, or rather every single time when Wolfrik say ‘Good Morning’ to Panda, he always throw the alarm Clock to Wolfrik face. Or at least something to throw at him, it doesn’t matter what it is. The reason is, Wolfrik will start scream, shout, or even repeat what he said when Panda do not respond Plus (+), he always waking Panda 2 hours before the time that already being set on the alarm clock.

 

As Wolfrik going out from his room, he walk to the direction of stairs. Panda room & his room are a single Roof Room with two bed that separate by the small table in the middle.

 

Hear the Wolfrik step going down from the third floor his Mother shout again,

“Wolfy, you better go shower. You not shower for 3 days, I will prepare breakfast for you.”

*Yawn*,

“Thanks Mom.” – he answered with little sleepy.

 

But the moment he step his foot on the first floor, the bell door ringing,

*Ding-Dong, The Bell Door Ringing.*

“Oh there is a guest coming,,,”

Before she finish her word,

“Don’t worry Mom, I got this.” – he said as he going to the door.

“Thanks, Dear.”

As he opening the door,

“No probl…..Ach,,you?? Why you are here?” – as Wolfrik surprised for the second time, he couldn’t finish his words properly and the reason he got so surprised is because the guest that coming is his girlfriend.

“Hey, is that the first think you saying to your girlfriend early in the morning??” – she said little bit annoy by Wolfrik reaction.

“S-Sorry Sheila, please come in, it must be cold outside.” – he letting her going in with cold sweat.

“Despite how rude your attitude toward me, you still care, huh?” – she said while going inside.

“What are you, saying something like that, An Old Lady?” – he said.

“Thanks you.” – she smile.

“Ah, You are welcome.” – he said with cold sweat.

 

The way she respond was not something to be surprised by Wolfrik that already get used to it. Since it’s Sheila principle to keep smile & say ‘Thanks you’ to whoever try to bully, rude or even mocking to her. But kindness or calmness is not the thing here, she always saying stuff like,

*Giggle*,

“Smile & be Happy in front of your enemy, it will burn them anyway.”

 

Laugh about something like that is not normal, but what to do, what she was saying is just right. Anger & Sadness just make your enemy happy, can’t blame the reality about it now.

 

As she chat with him, Wolfrik Mother that still in the kitchen ask,

“Wolfy, who is coming?” – she ask shouting.

But before Wolfrik could answer, Sheila already did,

“Aunty, it’s me. Sheila.” – as she try to going to the living room.

Two small children peeking from the living room door, as soon as they see Sheila going to their direction they shout,

“Wach! Everyone Run, Sheila The Lion is coming! The Lion is coming!” – they run & shout to warn the other.

*Giggle*,

“Hehe, you think you can run from me? I’m coming for you, Roar.” – she said while chasing the kids.

With bored eyes he watching how his girlfriend behavior,

“Seriously, why you are even here, Sheila.”

“Oh welcome, Shelly.” – greeting Wolfrik Mother to Sheila.

“Thanks Aunty.” – as she stop chasing the kids.

By the time Wolfrik going to the living room, 3 children are running to him,

“Good Morning, Wolfy Brother.” – they said together.

“Ah yes, Good morning for you too. Hhhmmm? 1, 2, 3,, only 3? Mom, where is everyone?” – Wolfrik ask by the time he realized that usually everyone will running toward him every morning.

With cooking,

“Don’t worry, your Father & Shelly Father are winning a free ticket to the Amusement Park, & right now they are having fun with them.” – his Mother explain.

“I’m more worried when those two old man are together. In the end of conversation is always talking about married.” –  he responded with cold sweat.

*Giggle*,

“Oh don’t worry, even so you don’t hate it right?” – Sheila said with smile at him.

“If you try to make fun of me, you already win the contest.” – he said little annoy.

“Hehehe, you are welcome, Darling.” – she said with smile.

“But, why Eric, Erin, Amy, & Chichi not coming with the other? And why you are even here?” – ask Wolfrik still wondering.

“Again with that question? Is it wrong for a girlfriend coming over to her boyfriend house?” – she ask back.

“Amy & Chichi want to help me with preparing the dinner tonight, as for Eric & Erin will coming along with you guys.” – explain Wolfrik Mother.

He getting more confused,

“What is with that plan? Is somebody coming tonight? And coming along? With whom? To where?”

Wolfrik Mother & Sheila looking each other, then Sheila look at him,

“Wolfy, did Panda not telling you anything?” – Ask Sheila.

“I don’t think she leave any note for,,,” – before he finish his word, he remember that Panda leave one notepad that he still holding in his hand.

 

As he take a look at Panda notepad again, he see that Panda writing something on the back too, as he turn the notepad there is a note that saying,

[I message Sheila to come over, study is good but you need to relax some time to time. Especially when you shut-in for over a month to study & make her worried. Also all member in Drama Club got her temper, already. Calm her down, I pray for your life.]

 

With little relieved & annoy from his message,

“Sorry to make you worried, Brother. Anyway where he is right now? Did he going to the Amusement Park too?” – ask him to Sheila.

“Nope, he going somewhere else.” – she said casually as she try to hide something.

“You know something, don’t you?” – he ask suspicious.

“Nope, I have no idea what you are saying.” – she said while looking at other direction.

“Okey, if you don’t want to tell me, there must be a reason, right? And so, where did you want to go?” – ask him.

“Before that, you need to go shower Wolfy. And finish your breakfast then you can go.” – complain his Mother looking at him still a mess.

“Oh I almost forgot. Aunty, Mom said she will coming over around 15:00 o’clock.” – Sheila said to Wolfrik Mother.

“Yeah, thanks for telling me that. Or actually it’s fine if you don’t tell me about it, because she already send me a message. Even though she is busy with her job, she always have a chance to give a message to her friends. You have a wonderful Mother, Shelly.” – Wolfrik Mother said with smile to her.

“I know.” – she answered with a big smile on her face.

 

And so, women conversation is began while waiting for Wolfrik & the children ready to go. Nobody know what they are talking about, even the children don’t understand. After Wolfrik finish his breakfast, they start to get going to their destination, the Mall.

 

Eric & Erin are the twin with different gender, they born in the Christmas Eve, that’s why they always wanting to watch the Big Christmas Tree inside the Mall Squire. They never wanting any present from other except watching Christmas Tree, you really don’t want to know their reason because even they doesn’t know why, they just want it.

 

For Sheila, she really doesn’t mind about it but, for Wolfrik it always become a little misunderstanding when he going out with his Girlfriend together with Eric & Erin.

 

In front of Ice Cream Store inside the Mall.

As Sheila standing with Erin that holding her right hand waiting for Wolfrik & Eric that buying some Ice Cream for them,

“Sorry to make you waiting.” – say Wolfrik with holding two Ice Cream following by Eric, “We’re Back.” – with two Extra Large Ice Cream too.

“What is with that Ice Cream, I thought you don’t have enough money to buy extra-large for them?” – Sheila surprised seeing the Ice Cream for those two.

“Here is yours Ice Cream. Well don’t worry about it, I got it for half price.” – giving Vanilla Ice Cream to Sheila.

“Thanks. But how you get the half price again?” – she still don’t get it.

“The Worker remember that this day is Eric & Erin birthday, and since we always visit this Store, they giving us a half price. Also,,” – Wolfrik little blush.

“Also what?” – Curious.

*Blush*,

“Also they saying thing like, ‘Oh so you bring your Wife this time, good for you sir. Today we have a special event to give the customer who coming as Couple a discount, would you like to try it Sir?’ so basically they think that you are my Wife.” – he said with his face turn into red.

Happy hearing that Sheila embrace her left hand to him with smile,

“Oh come on, I know you are happy to know that people think that way about us.”

“Urgk.” – his face getting more red.

*Giggle*,

“Come, it is not the time to be embarrassed about small stuff. It’s our children birthday today, we can’t let it pass by just like that, right?” – she said while pulling his hand to walk around the mall.

“Please stop joking around.” – he said with expressionless face.

 

As they walking around the Big Christmas Tree, they keep holding hand each other, since it is crowded & not getting separated. To make both Eric & Erin able to see the Big Christmas Tree, Wolfrik carry Eric & Sheila carry Erin on their shoulder.

 

Around the Big Christmas Tree.

“Sorry, Sheila. I make you to do this with me.” – he said with feeling sorry.

“Nah, don’t worry about it Wolfy. I just take it as a lesson & learn from it for our family later on. And maybe, I adopt both Eric & Erin as our children, you don’t mind don’t you?” – she said with smile at him.

*Blush*,

“What the?” – as he surprised hearing that, his face turn into red.

*Giggle*,

“What is? You should be lucky to have me until the rest of your life, Dear.” – giggle.

Remembering something,

“Yeah, I’m the luckiest man to have you right beside me. Until I remembering something about the first time we date.” – he said with cold sweat coming from his head.

Confused,

“Hhhmmm, What happened?” – she try to remember.

“You don’t remember? It was like this,,,” – Wolfrik remind Sheila.

 

3 Years Ago, Inside the Orphan house.

*Sign Language.*

<Brother, you look happy today. After you really down yesterday, what happen?> – Panda ask with curious.

“Oh you notice?” – he said while smile at his phone.

<Well to be honest, you really creep me out by smiling at your phone the whole time. So, what happened?> – little bit scared.

“Hehehe, sorry about it. Oh yeah, something really good is happening today. Yesterday I just nervous to confess, but starting from today morning we are officially dating.” – with lovely dovey aura coming surrounding him.

<I don’t follow it. Confess? Dating? Who you dating with?> – Panda getting more confused & curious.

“Sheila. Our childhood friends, you remember her, right?” – try to explain.

Shock hearing that,

<You must be kidding me!> – Panda said with scared.

Confused,

“What are you talking about, Brother?”

<Did you forgot already? She always try to put a girl clothes on me & Paola! And push us to play on stage with the rest of us.> – Panda said with fear by their traumatize.

“Eh? Sorry about it.” – he respond as he just remembering those accident.

<Now she is your girlfriend, she will use this opportunity to ask me to play in her club activity.> – Panda said with Cold Sweat.

“I’m really sorry about it, brother.” – he said feel bad about his Brother & Paola.

<<But as long as you are alright with her, & can make her happy, maybe I will be safe from her. And I’m Happy for you too, Brother.>> – said a voice from his phone with smile.

“I don’t know if I should say ‘Thanks you’ to you or what, with the way you saying right now. Oh please, keep it secret from Mother & Father, okey. I will tell them when the time is right.” – he said while whispering.

<I’m not the one you worried about, but Chichi & Paola that play with me is running to the living room, just now.> – he said with Straight Face.

“Oh damn, Pao. Why you didn’t say it sooner? And don’t say it with those ‘straight face’ it confusing.” – panic & try to chasing Chichi & Paola that run to tell Wolfrik Mother about it.

 

And so something similar happened within the whole week, starting with ‘You must be kidding me?’ and ended up with the reason why they are in shock. It’s not a jealous or something that look impossible, but it’s just their traumatic causing by her. Now their traumatic story become his story & his traumatic. How tragic.

 

Back to the present.

“Wolfy, did you listening to me? Wolfy!”

Realizing that he have been spacing out,

“Sorry I was spacing out in the middle of story, what you were saying again?”

“I said, how old is Eric & Erin?” – she ask with curious.

“Oh, about that. If I’m not wrong, Pao said they are 5th years old this years.” – try to remembering what his brother told him.

“So you don’t remember, huh?” – with bored eyes.

“Sorry, sorry, I can’t remember all of their birthday. It was Pao who always remind me about it. Ah talking about him, I think I see him passing by just now with a girl. Is that his girlfriend?” – looking back from the way he walk before.

As Sheila notice he want to looking for his brother, she pulling his hand back,

“Nope, let him have some fun will you. He already big, you don’t need to worry about him that much. Anyway, we need to bring Eric & Erin to home, they already fall asleep here.” – she said while pulling him.

Little bit down & worry,

“Yes, you are right.”

 

As he walk together with her, he letting go his worried & believe what she said to believe his brother will be alright.

 

Meanwhile, on the second floor of the mall, not far from the Big Christmas Tree, someone is watching Panda from the balcony. As everyone can see her long Black hair & White Scarf around her neck combined with her Black Coat is standing there, alone. No one dare to get close to her, no one dare to hitting her, or even ask for her number, no one. With her cold eyes, her glasses & stared are become one, as she put despise look with jealousy she said,

“Hhmmm, this will be Interesting. Don’t you think so, Panda.” – she said with Malicious Grin.

 

In the other hand, one week after The Christmas Eve, approximately 2 hours before The New Year’s come, Wolfrik stuck with Sheila, again.

 

In the New Year’s Festival.

With her hand clingy to him,

*Blush*,

“So, why I’m stuck with you again, Shelly?” – he blushing.

“Hhhmmm, why you ask? Is not it pretty obvious, that because you are my boyfriend.” – she said while getting closer to him.

With his face turn into red because Sheila so close to him that he can feel her warm from his right hand,

“Arg, please stop that.” – he said with his face turn to red.

*Giggle*,

“Nope, I know you like it. I just wondering if nosebleed will come soon, hehehe.” – She said with smile,

“Anyway, you are so focus on study until you forgot to take a rest, everybody know about it.” – as Sheila say that, she little bit down because of worried.

“Yes, I’m sorry to make everyone worried over me. Especially you, I’m sorry.” – feel bad.

“I don’t need your ‘sorry’, I just want to know the reason why you are so focus on study. I know since we are a third-years, it is good to spend our time to study but, you are focus on something else besides study. What’s it? Maybe I can help you. You don’t need to burden it alone on your shoulder, Wolfy. You have me.” – say Sheila that look at his eyes to seek answer.

“Yeah, you are right. I can’t just lock myself without any explanation & make everyone worried even though they just try to help. I’m sorry, Sheila.” – he said while pat her head.

As she little bit annoy by Wolfrik habit which always been that way from the beginning she said,

“You should! So what is it that make you this way. Is it job interview with my father? Or something else.” – she ask.

“No. Maybe half of it, but no. I just need to catch up with him. You know all his story, right? That’s why you always make him as your superstars, so that he distracted from the truth. Thanks for taking care of my brother, Shelly.” – he smile at her.

“He’emd.” – she is nodding.

 

As they stop by & sit on the bench, under the tree they continue their talk,

“So, are you going to University? Or Going to work?” – with drinking her drink.

“I don’t think it’s as simple as that.” – he answered with serious.

“Why?” – Confused.

“Because it’s like a Cram Schools, but it’s actually University. They ask me to come at their place every weekdays, & there will be a test every months, though it already start from 6 month ago. It’s pretty nice of them, giving me money as long as I attend the class everyday. But in the same time, I can’t stay as it is, so I will have part-time job with both My Uncle & your Father, Shelly.” – Wolfrik try to explain.

With her eyes trying to understand, she ask,

“Are you really going?”

“I’m sorry. But yes, I will. They already giving me the exception to come along, so I can’t let this chance down easily. Are you gonna be alright when I’m gone?” – worried.

With her spirit she standing up & pointed her finger to him,

“Of course I’m not! But if you are going to give up halfway, I will gonna beat you up till dead, do you understand?”

“Huh, ah yes Ma’am.” – he said with scared

“Even I’ll be lonely here. If that is the only way, then I just need to work as hard as my Father, & reach the top like my Mother, right. So, just wait for me & I will come to you.” – she said with smile.

*Giggle*,

“Yeah, I will be waiting for you. Thanks, Shelly.” – he answered her smile.

 

With both of them smile to each other, time is flowing fast as The Fireworks is already start.

 

Wolfrik standing to stay beside Sheila & holding her hand, as she looking at him, he whispering,

“I really do love you, Happy New Year’s, Sheila.”

As she blushing & smiling at him,

“Yeah, I know.”

 

And so with those two holding each their feeling together, promise that mean to kept as it written on the new chapter that just began.

 

Even a Lion is just another kitten when they are in love. Even a Lone Wolf is just a lonely animal that need love. All can understand what it mean, the only problem are how they seeing things.

 

That’s the only thing that keep them together, & another thing that keep coming as they grow to love each other even more. For them everything is already clear, the only thing they need is just to step forward to which fate will bring to them, they never know.

 

As the story actually was mean for both of them, Panda become more & more mysterious. The more answer you seek, only question & conclusion that come to mind.

 

 

To be Continue.

Note:

This story is fiction.

All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story.

Bunny Diary Chapter 05; Voice Present

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Bunny Diary Chapter 05; Voice Present

 

If you can sing a song, what would you sing along, I wonder.

If you don’t have any voice to begin with, what would you sing on the Stage, I wonder.

Each of decision is always begin from wondering of what will happen after you deciding.

 

Either it led you to the right way or another way, the future is always like a mystery, full of endless possibility. The past is history, where you either remember all of them as a lesson or forgetting all of them as tears. But today is a gift, that is why it is called present.

 

Friday, December 01st, 2004.

It’s been a few month after that accident with Panda, the idea that everyday will back to normal afterward is not suit him at all. Since the last show from Paola manuscripts were a big success, President Sheila decide to make Panda as the main role in every Stage that being organized.

 

He agreed in term the practice will be scheduled after he finish the Student Council stuff. But, even he have much less practice than the others, how he play are always outstanding than the other who have a lot of practice.

 

17:30, inside Drama Club.

As Echa coming inside,

“Sorry it took me awhile to get the drinks.” – she said with bringing 2 mineral drink,

“Panda?” – Echa ask once more since there is no respond from him, she call him with a low sound.

 

As she looking at Panda who sleeping in front of the Stage, on the floor, she make slow step to him.

 

And sit beside him, as she looking at how Panda sleeping,

(Wach,, He sleeping so deep. When he sleep, he really like a normal student, huh. Maybe I will let him sleep, and wake him later before I’m going home.) – she thought.

 

Few minute later.

(But, when I look at him closely, he really cute.) – she thought as she smile with leaning her chin into her hand while looking at how Panda sleeping.

 

Without she realizing there is a notepad in front of her, as saying,

[Just how long are you going to staring at me while I’m sleep?] – as Panda give a notepad with expressionless face.

*Blush*,

“Waahhh,, S-S-Sorry,, I don’t mean to staring at you while you sleeping.” – she said with surprised.

Using Sign Language,

<Just what you are thinking, you smile while watching me sleep just now.> – Panda suspicious.

As she blushing,

“No, it nothing. Really. Oh, here is your drink.” – as she give the bottle of mineral water to him.

<Thanks.> –  Panda said as he sit & lean his back on Stage.

 

Maybe it surprising to know that Echa able to understand sign language now, but that’s one thing, the way they are right now is the other thing.

 

As Echa looking at him taking his drink, she remembering how they are meet for the first time. Few month ago, or at least one week after the show, President Sheila announce that Panda will also play the role alongside with her. So everybody need to understand him at least little bit, that is what President Sheila told us.

 

Especially Echa who is right now always being put together with Panda, as she thought,

(Thanks for that I able to understand his sign languages, but somehow why everybody manuscripts are turn into love story & all base on both of us recently.) – she thought with cold sweat,

“Panda, why you look so tired today?” – she ask as she noticed him pushing himself too much recently.

<I’m not.>

*Giggle*,

“You are pretty bad at lying, Panda.” – she smile.

<You keep asking me the same question from start, are not you?> – he ask.

“Hehe, and you keep answered me with the same answer every single time. At least tell me the reason, we’re friend right?” – she said with smile.

As Panda looking at her,

<If I said it was because of you, what would you do?> – with smile.

Surprised with his smile that only show in stage Echa blushing,

*Blush*,

“Whach,,, (Oh my, oh my, he smile at me, but wait,) Wait, you do that on purpose are not you?” – she annoy after she remember he is pretty naughty sometime.

*Giggle*,

<You got me there.> – he smile as both of them laughing to each other.

 

Few minute later after their laugh filling the empty room, though the only laugh that can be hear is Echa laugh.

“Panda, I’m sorry for our Club President behavior & thanks for your effort to helping us till where we are right now.” – she said with her gratitude tone.

<Don’t worry about it, I know how she is.>

“No, really. I really appreciate your help, Panda. Even in The Halloween Event that usually flat, you & Paola were helped us with ‘Ghost Ship’ Show, and it was the second success from our club. We never had so many request from Mall & the others school for our show before.” – she said as she show her gratitude to him.

<You are welcome, though in this situation Sheila is not at wrong.> – he with smile.

“Eh? What do you mean Panda?” – she suddenly got confused.

Suddenly he write something on his notepad,

[Remember the show you have in Springs to attract the freshman?]

“Yeah, but why you start to write again Panda?” – Echa got more confused.

[It’s easier to make you understand. That time I just walk around accompany Paola, & since some of your member got injured from a small accident there. Sheila give you a task to find a replacement, fast! so that’s how you drag me along though the one who want to play actually Paola.] – with bored face he give the notepad.

 

“Is that what really happened?” – she embarrassed since she doesn’t remember about it.

*Giggle*,

<Yups. I have been trying to avoid her for at least half year, but in the end you catch me.>

“Then, is there anything I can do to apologize?” – Echa ask with feeling responsible for dragging him to the club.

<No need, Enchi.> – he said with smile.

As Echa try to convince him, she using sign language too,

<No can’t do, if it’s not because of you, we’re not who we are right now. President Sheila also always told us about you, so at the very least, let me show our gratitude to you.> – she smile.

*Giggle*,

[Your sign language are pretty mess up, but if you that insisted then are you free on December 24th?] – Panda smile as he give Echa a notepad.

With cold sweat,

“Sorry about that, but yeah I think so, why?” – she ask.

As he smile at her,

<Go out with me.> – he said casually.

*Blush*,

“Heh?” – With that as her respond, she blushing.

 

But, the way Echa was blushing is out of her own personality.

Even she doesn’t know what is happened with her in that moment, since it’s not like she feeling embarrassed or have fever, but she just did.

 

She had this kind of weird feeling from the start, to be exact just after seeing Panda smile at Paola. Smile which is not hiding anything, smile that was not for himself, but a smile for the happiness of others. Echa never saw that kind of smile in someone before, not with eyes that full of satisfaction or even from Panda himself, not until that moment.

 

Though in the end, she doesn’t bother with all those strange feeling & thinking that she had toward Panda, as she understand it is just an admirable feeling. From her, to Panda.

 

December 24th, 2004, at 10:00.

As Echa waiting for Panda in the promised place, she hear the voice that she never know before from behind,

<<Sorry I’m late, did I make you wait that long.>>

Which confused her & think that this person is mistook her with somebody else, she turn to him and say,

“I’m sorry, I think you have the wrong person,,,,W-wait, Panda? You can talk!” – as she surprised seeing Panda behind her.

*Giggle*,

<<Sorry. Did I startle you?>> – he smile.

As she looking from where did that voice coming from, she look at his smartphone,

“You can talk with your smartphone?” – she wonder.

*Giggle*,

<<Not quite, right. This application is just convert words into voice. With a little bit improvement of Panda style, of course.>> – Panda smartphone voice.

“Cool, then why you don’t use that in school, Panda?” – she ask casually.

<<Did you forget I’m Student Council member? I can’t break my own rules, Enchi.>> – Panda smartphone voice with his eyes looking at her strangely.

*Giggle*,

“Hehehe, sorry, I forgot about that.” – she said with smile.

<Stay still> – as Panda give her a sign language to stay still, he getting close to her & put something on her ears.

“Eh, what is this for Panda?” – ask Echa as she recognize it’s Bluetooth earbuds that he put on her ears.

As the voice are getting clear,

<<Shall we go?>> – with smile he give his hand to Echa as it mean to hold each other hand.

 

And so, they are walk together to their first destination, the Aquarium. But they are not holding hand, as she know that Panda only teasing her before. Though it is enough to make her blushing.

 

Inside the Aquarium, as they talking to each other like there is no tomorrow Echa notice that something is off with Panda, he watch those fish like they are so beautiful. Maybe it’s true those fish are beautiful, but there is another deep meaning within his eyes that she can’t tell by words.

 

“Panda, are you alright?” – Echa grabs his right arm as she worried.

As he realized that he make someone beside him worried, he turn to her & pat her hair,

«Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you worried.» – with smile.

“Are you sure?” – she ask once more to make sure.

«Yeah, I’m pretty sure about it, since I’m hungry right now.»

“Wait, don’t tell me that you look at those fish so deep because you want to eat them?” – she surprised.

<I can’t?> – Panda said with sigh language & innocence face.

Annoying with Panda,

“Of course you can’t eat those fish! At least you need to cook them first & even you did, don’t you eat only bamboo usually?!!” – Echa shouting.

«Ok, ok.» – as a voice coming from her earbuds, he change to sign language & get closer to her,

<But Enchi, Sssttt,, can you not shouting, you are disturbing the other you know.> – he said whispering to Enchi.

 

As she try to looking around & notice that they become the center of attention, Echa face turn into red because of embarrassing, she grabs Panda hand with saying,

“Let’s go.” – and they running.

 

Few minutes later, out of the Aquarium close to shopping district.

“Can you stop that? Why you still laughing anyway.” – she said annoyed seeing Panda still giggles all the time.

*Giggle*,

«Hehehe, sorry I can’t believe that you actually saying that you want to cook those fish out loud.» – he smile.

Annoyed,

“Are you satisfied?” – she said with angry face.

«Oops, sorry about it. Let’s go eat here, I really hungry with those laugh.» – Panda said with pointing his finger to one of small family restaurant.

As he drag her to go to that small family restaurant, she remember something important & stopping him with both of her hand,

“Ah Panda, can you leave it to me, to order the menu I mean,,” – she said as she remember that Panda is Mute, but before she finish her sentence, Panda typing.

«Enchi.» – a voice from her earbuds.

“Yes?” – she responded.

*Giggle*,

«Just how long do you want to holding my hand?» – with smile.

*Blush*,

“Ah, I’m sorry.” – as she immediately letting his hand go & blushing since she keep holding his hand for a while. But as soon as Echa letting his hand go, Panda going to the cashier,

“Wait, Panda.” – she said trying to stop Panda realizing that he is going to the cashier, running.

 

“Welcome, is there something you did like to order, Sir? Oh Pao, it is really you! It rare to see you at this hour, hey everyone Pao is here!!” – greeting one of the worker & following the rest of them that wanted to see him, even theirs chefs also greet him.

Confused with what is happened, Echa can’t say a single words except think,

(What is going on here?) – she thought.

<Hey, you guys better get back to work before the manager back.> – he said using sign language & bored eyes.

“Hahaha, as strict as always, hah. Don’t worry, she just leave the restaurant for meeting, so it gonna be fine.” – said the worker who greeting Panda first.

<Are you trying to dig your own grave? There are CCTV to watch how you guys work.> – Panda said with straight face.

“Wach, you are right. Thanks for remind me, Pao. So, what’s your order?” – he ask with smile.

<Like usually.>

“Sure thing, Sir. So how about the girl, what she order?” – he ask casually.

<Why you still standing there? Come here, & order what you want to eat.> – Panda said with smile.

After Echa finish with her meal order, she pulling Panda shirt because she feel being leave alone & curious,

“Hey Panda, do you know those guy?” – she ask whispering to Panda.

<Yups.> – he respond casually.

Realizing that Echa whispering something to Panda, the worker respond with energetic,

“Oh you are on dating, hah? Hey everyone Pao have a girlfriend now!!” – as he shouting again to tell the others worker & start a ruckus again that make both of them startled.

With Echa & Panda get annoyed,

<She is not my girlfriend!> + “He is not my boyfriend!” – they accidently answered him with sync.

“Oho, but you guys pretty synchronized you know. So, what’s your girlfriend name? Even I’m little bit sad by the way you are not telling me about this. At least let make a celebration for it, what do you think, Pao?” – he said while not listening to Panda with confidence smile he had.

Little bit suspicious,

“Panda, don’t you think he remind you with someone?” – she ask with cold sweat.

*Sigh*,

«Yes. You are not mistake, He is the Third Brother of Ursiblue.»

Echa respond with tired eyes,

“No wonder he is not listening at all. Is all of them like this?”

<You can tell by that specific annoying trait they have.> – he said little bit annoy.

 

As both barely can escape from Ursiblue Brother, they get assault of question from each worker that passing their table, both Echa & Panda are tired, mentally.

 

2 hours later.

“So tell me, Pao. If you not on dating, then what you guys doing?” – he wonder.

*Sigh*,

<As gratitude. Just hangout. That’s all.> – Panda said as he already tired explaining to him for two whole hour but seem nothing is going in his head, Panda try to answer him as simple & short as he can.

Surprising thing is he actually understand with that kind simple answer,

“Oh really? Then are you,,”

Before he could finish his word, Echa cut his line as she could see that Panda is really tired already,

“Hhmm, can I ask you something?”

“Oh, of course Enchi, don’t be shy just ask anything you want to know about Panda.” – he said casually.

(Eh? Why he also calling me that way too now?) – she thought little bit annoyed,

“I just want to know, how you meet him?” – Echa ask casually without thinking.

 

And with her question, they spend the next hour listening to nothing but his story. Yet there are 3 thing that Echa learn from those story, first, although he is Mute, he is good at teaching. So he open a small kindergarten to teaching those children’s who is poor & that’s how he meet Ursiblue brother & the rest that wanted to help him to do so. Especially those worker inside the small family restaurant, the manager, and the others.

 

Secondly, in order to collect the money for the kindergarten equipment before the government help, he going to various part-time working like the rest of them did. No wonder sometime he look so tired after school. But somehow Echa understand that there is something more than that, since she know him for quite a while now.

 

Lastly, Echa learn that Panda is actually an orphan. Which make, the guy who called him brother is Step-brother. Yet as Echa listening to Sheila story every single time, about Wolf-Boy, she can tell that his character doesn’t bother much about it. Blood-related or not, once family is always family.

 

The thing she ask is just to save Panda, but seem it become personal information & privacy that should not be talking about without Panda permission. And that led to this awkward moment, that happen the moment they leave the restaurant.

 

Half-hour pass since they leave the family restaurant & now going to their final destination, the mall.

 

«Enchi, if I take a picture of your face right now, I think you are no difference with Rudolf.» – Panda said trying to break the awkward moment between them.

“……..” – with silence she smile.

As he smile back at her,

«Don’t let it yourself going down like that, we’re here because you want to repay your gratitude, right? So if you don’t having fun, it’s really not fun you know.» – he said with patting her hair.

*Blush*,

“Okey, okey, just stop patting me like a bunny.” – she said with blushing she putting Panda hand away from her head.

*Giggle*,

<But, you are Enchi The Bunny. You should be happy about it, a little.> – giggle.

*Annoyed*,

“Ah again? You know, sometimes I don’t know if you want to cheer me or teasing me.” – she making a annoy face.

*Giggle*,

<I like both.> – Panda said with innocent face.

Annoyed,

“Hey,,,”

 

So, when they finally arrive at their destination, they spend their time together in the mall where usually a Big Christmas Tree was there. Many couple are coming only to watch how beautiful the Christmas Tree are, except Echa & Panda isn’t a couple here. And what is more, they spend the entire time fighting & joking, which is attract people’s attention without they intentionally.

 

There are also another reason why ‘Big Christmas Tree’ event are popular among the couples. It’s because every couple that come to ‘Big Christmas Tree’ event will get a free-random-present from the sponsor & owner of the mall himself.

 

As the event are ended at 00:00, the air are getting cold & late, Panda accompany Echa all the way to her home. Even actually, his home is exactly opposite from direction to Echa house.

 

The way to Echa house, close to the bridge.

«Oh, here is your Christmas Present before I forget, Merry Christmas.» – giving his present to her.

“Thanks you, Panda. Here, I have also a present for you, hope you like it.” – she said as she exchange the present & exciting,

“Panda, can I open the present?” – she ask while she guessing, shaking, & wondering what is inside of the present.

<Of course.> – he responded with smile.

And so when she open the present, she is as surprised as she could be,

“Panda, what’s this?!?!”

<Smartphones.> – answered her casually.

“I know it, in second thought I can’t accept it. It must be expensive.” – she said as she try to return the present to Panda.

«Enchi, it’s Christmas. You can’t return the present to the person who just give to you, except you throw it or just burn it if you don’t want it. At least it make you warm, right.» – he smile with eyes little bit scary.

“From the way you are saying, don’t tell me you already planning this all the time? You know that I didn’t do that kind of cruel thing, are you?” – she ask with suspicious eyes.

*Giggle*,

«Yups, if I didn’t doing it this way, you will try to return the present just like now.» – he type with smile.

“Yeah but,,” – she feel awkward with the present, before she can finish her words Panda give another voice speak to her earbuds.

«If the price that you are worried about, don’t worry I buy it on advertisements, so it quite cheap & it was also half of my fault that your phone is broken, at least it will make me happy if you just accept it.» – he typing with smile.

“Then I can’t complain about anything, huh. Thanks, Panda.” – she said as she answer his smile.

 

In front of Echa house.

“Thanks for tonight Panda.”

<You’re Welcome.>

“Oh almost forgot, your earbuds,,” – before she could take it off, Panda stop her.

<It was mean for you.>

“Huh? Really? Is not this earbuds is expensive too?” – she ask to make sure.

<Not at all.> – he said with smile.

“Is your phone dead?” – she ask noticing that he using sign language rather than typing, as somehow Echa don’t want to end the conversation either.

<Yeah, low battery.>

“Thanks again, Panda.”

<Just how many time you need to say thanks, Enchi.> – he smile.

“Sorry.”

*Giggle*,

<It’s only between ‘sorry & thanks’ you have been saying the whole time. But better you going in, your parent must be worried & it’s getting cold outside.> – he said with pat her hair.

“Okay.” – as she can’t look at him in the eyes for some reason & not complain when he pat her hair.

<Then I will be going back, see you.> – he said while he turn his back & walk away.

As she rise her head, she shout to him,

“See you next year, Panda. You better getting fat by the time we meet again, because you look skinny. Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!!” – after she shouting that, she just running away inside her house.

 

As Panda looking at how she is running,

(Is she looking for a fight or what? Oh well, whatever. At least I do what I want to do for today.) – he thought with little bit confused, and then continue his step.

The opposite thing is happening to her,

*Blush*,

(Oh my, just what happened with me?) – as she still standing in front of the door she lying her body on, she blushing so red that steam are coming out from her head.

As her Big Sister notice the noise,

“Yo, sister. So, how is your Dat,, wait, what is happened to you? Why you are so red? And steaming?! Are you alright, Enchi? Enchi, are listening?” – her sister ask with panic seeing Echa in those condition.

 

From here onward, everything is not the same as before. As Echa feel something strange happen to her, the mysterious aura behind Panda past are getting nowhere to be reveal. Where the love is not close enough to be called love without a single drop of the darkness.

 

 

 

To be continue.

Note;
This story is fiction.
All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story

Bunny Diary Chapter 04.5; Theatrum – Ghost Ship I; Lonely Girl

Bunny Diary Chapter 04.5; Theatrum – Ghost Ship I; Lonely Girl

Bunny Diary Chapter 4.5; Theatrum – Ghost Ship I; Lonely Girl

“You never know what kind of fate you have ahead, you never know what kind of person awaits you, & you never know what kind of story will be written for you. Only fate that filling with question & mysterious, that make everything more fun to play with. Don’t you agree with me.” – she said with smile.

 

As I can hear unrecognized voice into my head, it lead me to another direction as I try to listen where it coming from, that is not far from my side.

 

While I try to find whose voice it is, she ask me,

“So, why don’t you finish your story?” – with smirk.

 

It very simple question, yet I can’t answer that question easily. How even I began the story, when everything is changed. Everything is, gone, empty.

 

Two hour earlier.

All seem normal to me, passengers on board, crew are standby at their post, & captain is greeting all passengers in front of the gate,

(Seem weird, even it natural on  Cruise Ship like this.) – I thought.

 

Many passenger just having fun, have shopping, & make a lot of noise for their party,

(Seem annoying to me, though.) – I thought with bored eyes.

 

And the rest, they just rest in their cabin or relaxing under the sun. It’s not something to be surprised for, since some of them are tired from their traveling that will be going onward.

 

Yet not all passenger can sleep with so much noise like this,

(Doesn’t matter if you had cabin or not, either way you can’t sleep this way.) – I thought as I get annoyed.

 

Walking between the crowd, alone, using my headphones & music on, to repelled all noise in this world. It’s not that I don’t want to enjoy the party or spend all the money to buy unnecessary stuff, but what is the point to buy the same things all over if the old one is still good. I called it ‘efficient’, but my friends called them ‘stingy’. Can’t blame them for what they look at the surface only. Arguing what you believe is right to someone who don’t listen or even open their mind is pointless.

 

Called it ‘strange’ for I can’t enjoy this kind of party, called it ‘weird’ for I choose this kind of choice for my life & called it ‘heartless’ for I really don’t care for those who make fun of me.

 

As the time passing by I try to get myself out from the crowd, I found an empty bench close to balcony fence, where I can see ocean & less people passing by. Though it doesn’t change much about the noise that still disturbing me,

*Yawn*

“I’m tired.” – I said while sitting.

 

But by the time I try to close my eyes, everything suddenly become quiet. More than quiet, all noise from the music & all voice from people whose talking out loud is gone. Even the music from my headphone. That basically, there are nothing but a silent,

(Should I be happy about that, that I finally could sleep peacefully or should I worried over something that bothering me the whole time.) – I wondering.

 

No noise, no voice, it’s just me & the silence now. Even when I try to move my body, I couldn’t do it. I feel like floating, in the mid of darkness that filled with emptiness.

 

Until her voice reached me. A voice that filled the emptiness. A voice that awake me from the darkness. A voice, that I didn’t recognize at all, a beautiful voice yet all her words that she have been saying, they feel lonely.

 

As I’m awake, I opened my eyes. Surprisingly that I’m awake inside the cabin, where there are many seats on & she is over there, sitting on the other side, close to the windows. With the fact that it only the two of us is here, alone.

 

All others passengers is gone, crew are nowhere to be seen, & all place that I have been seen become darker. Even though, I try to sleep at the noon time.

 

The moon from the windows is the only light we have, with nothing I can heard except her voice, the wave from the sea & wind was so quiet.

 

While reading a book, she said,

“Don’t you think it little bit awkward to be like this?” – She ask one question after another’s, without even looked at me.

 

While everyone is gone & everything is different, she keeps asking like there was nothing happened. Yet she keep talking without waiting any of my answer, telling her story like there was no tomorrow, that make me lose a track of the time itself.

 

‘How long I have been here?’ is the only thing that popup to my mind, wondered about the time with the broken clock on the wall. I truly can’t tell the time difference with this kind of atmosphere surrounding me.

 

And suddenly she said something else,

“Isn’t that beautiful, the stars between those darkness.” – she said with looking up to the sky from the windows,

“So pity tiny from here, yet it still beautiful, don’t you think so?” – said her with her little smirk she putting on.

 

Can’t say a single word, can’t say I understand all her words, while she always put it in a strange way.

 

As she staring out to the windows, as my eyes adapted with this darkness, I try to look at her once more. With a silky black hair & long white dress, that really suits her, though it’s look like for a party dress rather than casual.

 

She also wearing a glasses that covering her red eyes. She sit there, under the moon light, looking at them so deeply & she is rather beautiful than scary,

(Just how deep she staring at those stars & moon in the sky?) – I thought with wondering.

 

“Don’t you think it impolite, to staring a woman like that.” – she said suddenly with her eyes glance at me & smile she give to me.

 

As she smiled at me, as I realized my mistake, I got blushed,

*Blush*

“S-Sorry.”

 

Then she put her book to the side, & start to standing up from her seat,

“So, do you want to get a fresh air?” – she ask kindly.

 

As I could understand her word, & without I thinking I respond to her,

“Sure.” – with I standing up as well.

 

It’s not actually I respond to her without thinking, but there are many thing that I want to know even it enough to make my head full of question. Like, ‘where am I right now?’ or something like, ‘is this some kind of weird dream?’ but even all those question is popup inside my head, ‘why it really feel so real for I am here, right now.’ Is the most thing that make me confused.

 

While we are on the way to going out to feel the wind & the world, I realize something. This ship is really empty & without any trace of living being. Rust, dust, & shattering glass can be seen everywhere, even the ship have many hole & crack. The pool is empty, the shopping district & the party place are in a mess, like being abandoned for a long time.

 

When we got outside, the wind that blows on us are colder than snow that falling,

(Wow, it quite cold here.) – I thought with freezing.

 

As I look up to the sky, I saw beautiful stars & moon that filling the darkness on the sky, without a single cloud floating. Just like what she said,

“The stars between those darkness, so pity tiny from here, yet it still beautiful.” – I said to myself.

 

The views from here are pretty nice, though for some people is creepy. When I saw her, she closed her eyes as she feel the winds that blows at her, & the way her hair got blows are so beautiful.

 

But then the rain suddenly pouring, even there are no cloud on the sky. As she open her eyes, she just standing there feel the rain over her. She turning around & around, she just dancing, & feel the rain surround her. Just like a little girl that happily playing under the rain.

 

As I walk closer to her, she looked at me & saying,

“Are you going to stand there or will you pull me inside?” – she said with giving me her hand,

“Because if you not gonna dance with me, both of us gonna get wet.” – said her with smile.

I looked at her with thinking,

(Dancing or not, the results is still the same for both of us. Let’s just go inside, shall we.) – I thought, as I take her hand, I pull her inside to take cover.

 

Yet she already dry by the time she passing the door to the corridor. As we walk into the dark corridor, she lead the way, ‘where we are going?’ I don’t have the answer for that either way.

 

Afterward things become more quiet, since she not start conversation & even it awkward for me to start conversation while she give me a silence.

 

As we walk into the darkness night, the moon is the only light we have. He lighting our way through the windows, though it still quite dark but it much better than nothing.

 

With her steps still onward, she looking back on me, while saying,

“Did you ever feel lonely?” – ask her with curious expression.

Surprised with her question, I answer her casually since I do understand that kind of thing,

“You only feel lonely when there are people.”

“Then what happened when all people is gone?” – answer her questioning my answer.

“Rather than feeling lonely, it’s more likely, Empty.” – answer me with looking outside the windows.

As she do the same thing as I did, she respond,

“Empty? It a very troublesome, huh.” – she said with a boring eyes,

“Then what happen when you throw all those unnecessary feelings?” – she looking back at me, this time is with a deep stared,

“Will you have love or will you have happiness within you from that?” – ask her curious.

Surprised with her statement, I respond,

“Maybe you are right, there are so many unnecessary feelings within our life. But without any of those feelings, how people can appreciate love. How they know that they being happy without knowing sadness. How they know about royalty without being betray. How they know about hope without Despair. How they know which feeling is which, if they never know the other feeling.” – I explain.

As she give me a moment of silent, she keep staring at me deeply,

“Wow, you do know your stuff, huh. Impressive.” – she said with smile,

“But then how about you throw all those feelings? By all, I mean all of them.” – she said with turn to my direction.

Surprised with what her said,

“Huh?” – I stopped my step.

But knowing I stopped my step, she continue her steps,

“I wonder which one of us is not human anymore that way.” – she getting closer,

“Isn’t that an interesting statement?” – she said with malicious smile.

 

As I hear those words coming out from her, I’m awake in the same place as I’m awake before, while she sit there reading her book on the same place when the first time I saw her.

 

Confused,

“Is it a dream that being repeated,”

“Or is it an event that being looped,” – she said while cut my words,

 

As she looking at me with her smile, she closed her book & start telling me all her story again. Without any hesitation or even holding back, like a teacher telling all her history to her student. She tell what she want to tell. Laugh, angry, confused, exciting, I could tell all her emotion alongside her story, & the way she tell me all her story, is just make me wonder,

(How long she have been here?) – curious.

“Must pretty Lonely.” – she said suddenly while stopped on the mid of her story, as she keep looking at me in the eyes, she keep questioning thing that I don’t really understand,

“Do you want to coming back,” – she said with serious tone,

“Or do you want your heart back?” – she ask casually.

 

But when I started to understand her words, in the same time I surprised by what she really mean by it. But before I could ask her, she disappeared before my eyes. For a moment ago she was there, on the same seat together with her book, telling me her story, yet just a blink eyes, she disappeared.

 

Without thinking much, I try to looking for her. ‘What reason I have to do that?’, even I have no idea the reason behind my action, but one thing that I’m sure, it’s not a panic it more likely worried.

 

As I try to looking for her in every single place, in every cabin, shopping district or even the party place, yet I couldn’t find her.

 

But suddenly I saw a flower petal falling behind me, one after another, it’s like they try to guide me to somewhere else,

(Perhaps they will guide me to where she is.) – I thought as I feel relieved.

 

Later on.

Finally I arrived to the final petal which is led me to this door, they guide me quite far from the point I saw them,

(If I remember correctly this door is, the door to restaurant, right? Last time I check it still in a mess, why they led me to here?) – wondering to myself.

 

As I open the door, I’m surprised with what I saw. The restaurant is not in a mess, even everything in this ship is in a mess, & what is more I check this place before but,

“How could it become like this?” – confused & wondering.

 

Everything is tidy. Bar, table, decoration, wall, ceiling, & even the red carpet are clean like new. As I walk to one of the closer table to me, I see the candle are match with the atmosphere. Fork & knife was on their place correctly,

“Just how did this happen?” – I wondered as I pull the chair & try to sit.

“It takes you long enough to coming here, I’m hungry you know.” – she said suddenly appear in front of me.

“Ah, sorry about that.” – I respond casually.

“Hehehe, you are quite strange you know that, but I like that.” – she said with a smile at me,

“So, do you want to have dinner now?” – she ask me kindly.

“Yeah.” – I respond.

 

Just as I thought, I feel relieved when I can find her unharmed. Though the possibility of her got injured are zero. Since from what I have learn, she have been here for such a long time.

 

Each of her words was twisted, each of her story mean one day she have been lonely. I don’t know how long she have been here, or how lonely she must be this whole time, even I have no idea what she is.

 

Each of her story, telling me the truth about her. Each of her words, telling me her feeling. Yet each time that passing by from this moment, I couldn’t hear her voice properly, as if she vanished again, before I could ask her name.

 

As I walking into those dark corridor again with her, the moon give a light toward me, I can see her, she have been waiting under the shadow, I can see her with her red eyes glowing within the darkness like a devil.

 

“I don’t remember the last time I meet a person like you.” – she said with smile,

“I don’t even remember this feeling,” – she said with her tone little bit sad,

“It’s not about being lonely.” – ,

“But how it feel to have accompanied by someone like you.” – she said while she trying to keep her smile,

“Though I’m the only one who always talk, you still listening to me calmly with the eyes of curiosity that ready to ask all about my story,” – ,

“It’s difficult to put farewells into words, huh, but,” – ,

“Let’s meet again in the other side.” – she said with smile on her face.

 

As she giving me her final smile, with waving her hand as her farewells, a bright light coming from behind her, getting more, & more bright till everything white blank.

 

As I wake up in the same place when I try to sleep, I really can’t tell whether it’s real or just a dream. Everything seem like just a dream, but how I explain this, this sensation, this feeling, was like real. Since everything that happened back then seem so real to me, it like almost impossible to be just a dream.

 

“A dream, huh?” – I questioning myself.

 

After I awake, I could hear all loud voice as clear as day again, all passenger that gone are back, & all mess are also vanish.

 

As I arrive to my destination, while I trying to forget everything, there is yet one think that still bothering me, what does she mean by “Let’s meet again in the other side.”?

 

The END..?

 

 

As he walk away, back to the ship, there is a beautiful girl with a silky black hair, white dress & glasses covering her red eyes, waving her hand as if she try saying farewells to a certain person, with her sweet devil smile she said,

“Let me have your soul for myself next time.”

 

 

To be continue,

Note;

This story is fiction.

All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story

Bunny Diary Chapter 04; Shy Paola

Bunny Diary Chapter 4; Shy Paola.jpg

Bunny Diary Chapter 04; Shy Paola

 

Every action always determine thing that happen, but sometime there is a time where a single thing change everything. Whether it is the right thing or the wrong thing to do, once it done it can’t undone. That’s how life is.

 

They keep giving you a second chance that called ‘Tomorrow’, & leave you with a choice to start your step or repeat the same mistake again.

 

Previously in front of Class 2-A, Lunchtime,

As Echa standing face to face with Panda,

*Using Sign Language*

<I’m sorry. I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?>

 

As Panda & his friend had a few second pause.

Blue & the other two are surprised that she using sign language,

“Woe Panda, did you have a fight with your girlfriend?” – Blue ask Panda with looking at him.

<Shut Up.> – Panda said little bit confused too.

“But still, why she propose to you? Did you teach her wrong?” – ask Blue still confused.

<Don’t ask me. I’m not the one who teach, but somehow I know what happened here> – Panda said with eyes that somehow understand what she trying to say exactly.

 

As Echa hear what Blue said she respond,

“Propose???” – she said with confused.

Looking back at her, Panda ask,

<You, are you trying to apologize just now?>

“S-Sorry, I can’t understand what you are saying, I just learn the word that I mean to say. So, if you could please, can you write it for me.” – she scared & surprised as Panda using sign language to her.

As Panda take his notepad from his pocket & write something,

(Its look like she just learn that, interesting.) – he thought,

[Come with me.] – As Panda show that notepad to her, he grabs her hand and brings her to somewhere else.

With Blue & the other two being left behind by Panda, he shouting,

“Panda, don’t forget our promise to hang out together, okey!!”

As Panda still can hear his shouting,

(Since when I promise you something like that.) – thought Panda with annoy eyes.

 

School Garden, The Garden of the School.

Near the Flowers Garden as Panda watering the flower & Echa sit on the bench close to the garden, Panda give her a notepad every time he passing her,

[I’m sorry to brings you here, it was my turn today to watering them.]

“It’s okey.” – Echa said after she read Panda notepad.

[So, what you actually try to say before.]

“Hhmm, I just want to apologize about that bump & calling you Deaf even you are not.” – she said timidly.

As Panda finish his duty to watering the flowers, he sit beside her on the bench,

[Don’t worry about it, people sometime confused & think that we’re the same.] – he give a notepad with smile.

“By the way, why your friends suddenly talking about ‘Proposal’ before?” – Echa wonder while remembering their words.

Panda surprised,

[About that, do you even know what is the meaning from the sign language you use before?] – also wondering.

“Hhmmm, if I’m not wrong I just try to say ‘I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?’ is there something wrong?” – Echa said trying to remembering what she said.

 

*Sigh*,

[The last part, it totally mess up.] – Panda said with cold sweat.

“Eh, really!? Then what I actually saying there?” – Echa surprised.

[I don’t think you want to know about it.]

“Oh come on, tell me where I make a mistake. If I don’t know my mistake then I will never be able to learn a single thing.” – she insisted.

As Panda looking at her,

(Hhmmm, Interesting.) – he thought with smile.

“Panda, are you listening?” – she ask, wondering why Panda smile.

As Panda giving a sign for her that mean ‘wait moment’, while he writing something,

[In the last part that you want to say ‘will you please forgive me?’ the sign are wrong. Instead saying ‘forgive me’ the sign language you use is mean ‘will you marry me.’]

As Echa read Panda notepad, her face turn into red and slowly ask him,

*Blush*,

“D-Did I,, Did I really say that?” – she blushed.

With straight face,

[Yups.]

* Blushing*

“P-ple,,,,please tell me, h-how many student understand sign language in your class?” – she ask timidly.

[All of them.]

“Arrgg please, don’t say it with a straight face like you have nothing to do about this.” – as she embarrassed, she cover her face with both of her hand.

With curious,

[Actually, who teach you sign language anyway?]

Looking at notepad he give to her,

“Hhmmm, it President Sheila from Drama Club. You know her, right?”

[I do know her. She is my brother girlfriend, & she is not someone who make a mistake deliberately. Knowing that she always busy, did she not send you any message?] – Panda wonder.

“Oh you mean Wolf-Boy, that’s your brother? I know about him, since President Sheila keep talking about him if she talking about love. And about my phone, it was split into 2 piece because of that bump, since it was flip-phone, you know, when I fell down and my phone was on my hand and you know what happened, hehehe.” – she explain with smile like nothing is happened.

[Wolf-Boy? Who?] – Panda confused.

“So-Sorry, I don’t mean it, I hear President Sheila called him that way.”

[I thought as much, no it is fine, it suit him. And sorry about what happened to your phone.] – Panda give a notepad as he apologize.

“Hhmm,, no, don’t worry about it, it’s not like your fault or anything else, it’s my own fault for being careless.” – she said with little bit awkward.

*Giggle*,

[You are quite clumsy, hah.]

“Heh? How you know that?” – she surprised.

 

Before he answer her question that obviously she is quite clumsy herself, Panda take a look at his watch,

[I’m sorry. The President of Student Council is absent today, so I need to go back to the Student Council Room. I’m sure the other already waiting, so tell me why you are looking for me beside apologize?]

“Woah, I’m actually forget about that! I’m sorry to take your time, it’s about my manuscripts, President Sheila said you could help me as the second character that’s why I’m looking for you, can you help me out this time?” – she said realizing she forget something important.

As Panda seem in hurry,

[Fine by me. Meet me in front of Class 2-B after school, we need her. See ya.] – as he give a notepad to her, he going to the Student Council Room as fast as he can without explaination.

 

But Echa seem not understand what Panda writing,

“Help? Her? Who he is talking about?”

 

***

*The writer notepad.*

Don’t you think there is something to asked here? It’s not actually complicate question or complicate thing to understand, because it quite simple. How Panda will play his role while he is Mute?

 

Any consideration why Sheila still choose him?

 

Seem Echa not thinking about that, since she always focus on her study & club activity, that sometime made her become clumsy.

***

 

After School, in front of Class 2-B.

(Hhmmm, Why Panda ask me to go here.) – Echa thought as she standing in front of Class 2-B & looking for Panda that nowhere to be found.

As someone open the door from the inside,

<You are here?> – said Panda with sign language.

Seeing Panda standing there, Echa see a hands is grabs his back showing that someone is hiding behind him,

“Hhmmm, who is that?” – she ask casually out of curiosity.

As Panda looking at his back he using sign language to her,

<Hey, you promised to me that you won’t hide from her.>

As she using sign language only by her right hand,

<But I don’t know her. Is she gonna eat me?>

<She is not carnivore.>

<How you can be so sure? What is her name then?>

 

“Hhmmm, I’m sorry. What you guys talking about?” – Echa ask looking at their conversation that made her confused.

Panda looking back at Echa, as he forget about her,

[Sorry about this, but how Sheila called you in Drama Club?]

“President Sheila? Oh, she called me Enchi The Bunny, why?” – she ask little bit surprised.

He using sign language again to the girl behind his back,

<Her name is Enchi The Bunny, and Bunny not eating meat, they eat carrot.>

<I can hear that.>

“Hey, even I can’t understand what you guys talking about but I feel being mocked or at least that is what I feel.” – Echa said feeling little bit annoy.

[No one is mocked you, at the very least that is what I think.] – Panda smile.

*Annoy*,

“Hey,,,”

[Just kidding. The girl behind me is Paola The Squirrel, as you can see she is a very shy person, and scared with people.] – explain Panda with his notepad.

“People? But you are also people.” – Echa confused.

<No! Panda is Panda!> – as Paola responded with sign language to what Echa saying.

“Huh?” – Echa getting more confused.

[Please, don’t mention that to her.] – after he show that note to her, he talk to Paola with sign language,

<Paola, say hi to her.>

 

As she respond nicely to him, she just wave her right hand to Echa,

<Nice to meet you.>

“Oh, nice to meet you there. My name is Echa from Class 2-C.” – Echa said responding to Paola hand she notice it mean ‘Nice to meet you’.

But she just give her a sign language as a answer & one word only that of course Echa can’t understand,

“Bunny.” – she said with making a ‘Bunny’ sign with her right hand.

“I’m sorry, What is that mean again?” – ask Echa looking at Panda with confused.

As he saw the sign Paola have been make he write a note,

[She said ‘You’re not Echa, You are Enchi The Bunny’. It seem she will stick with that nickname of your.] – he give a note with expressionless face.

Little bit annoy,

“And whose fault is that? Anyway, why you ask me coming here?” – Echa said still confused.

[You still don’t understand, are you?]

“Understand what?”

[If I’m going to the stage, how I’m supposed to talk there?]

As Echa respond without thinking,

“Of course you just need to go there and read the scripts and,,,,” – but as she realizing thing in the midway, she have a pause.

 

Few second later,

“Oooohhhh No!!!! I’m forget that you can’t talk! But President Sheila said you are the only person who can play the role! What should I do? What should I do?” – as she realize the most important part she going panic.

Yet Panda calmly show another notepad to her,

[Calm yourself, Enchi. That’s why I ask you to come here, to meet the person who may help our problems.]

“What do you mean by that? And why you calling me that too?” – Echa said while still don’t got it & little bit annoy by Panda who called her that way too now.

*Giggle*,

[Stay focus, Enchi.]

Little bit annoy,

“You are the one who need to focus, Panda. So, who is this person you’re talking about?” – Echa ask casually.

[She is right behind my back. Maybe Paola is a very shy person, but she can imitate or change her voices like others.] – Panda give a note with smile.

“For real? That’s so cool Paola, I just hope we have someone like you in Drama Club.” – Echa admire Paola.

 

After hearing that Paola become more timid behind Panda back, as Echa seeing what is happened, she getting more confused with the way she act,

“Paola? What happened? Panda, did I said something wrong to her?” – she ask.

[Well about that, she like reading a book & her voice are good, but she is not coming from Library Club or Glee Club. Originally she is one of from yours, Drama Club.] – Panda give a note with expressionless face again.

As Echa surprised reading that,

“Eh? Really? S..sorry about that. Paola, I’m sorry okey. It’s just we never met before,,”

Before Echa continue her words, Panda show another notepad,

[That’s because Sheila is the one who drag her to join the club.]

“I don’t know why I’m saying this, but I’m sorry about our Club President.” – she said as she feels the same thing has happened to Panda.

[No Problem. Just give me the manuscripts, & the schedule to practice, I need to adjust with my schedule & Paola won’t come or even practice without me, so if you don’t mind about the trouble.]

“No, it’s fine. Here is the manuscripts & schedule for the practice.” – Echa said as she give the manuscripts & the schedule to Panda, then he give them to Paola.

But suddenly Paola poking Panda back,

<What is it?> – ask Panda as he looking at her.

<I think you did forget something?>

(Oh!) – Panda thought remembering the thing he forgot & then he write something on the notepad fast,

[Enchi, I forgot to tell you that Paola had own manuscripts for the next show & because of her fear she can’t ask anyone for help even after being approves by Sheila.] – he give a note with worry,

[In exchange for helping you, Paola ask a favor, ‘Would you like to be the second main character in her manuscripts?’] – Panda give another note.

“Hhmm? Of course, I will. There is no need for her to ask a favor. If you need help, just ask me, I definitely help you.” – Echa said with energetic & smile.

<You see Paola, she is a nice person.> – Panda said with smile.

“Y-yeah.” – she answer with a very timid voice.

 

As the conversation between them still going on and on, they continue their conversation on the way home. The next morning, they start to practice every time they had time to do so. For Paola who always hide behind Panda back, no one know how she actually look like. Yet many of the member trying to approach her.

 

But she sure are clingy to Panda the whole time, not to mention she surprised everyone in the Drama Club with her ability to change her voice to whoever she want & can perfectly adjust her voice to how Panda lip sync or the opposite.

 

In the end, everything is going smoothly.

 

Well, it’s not that smooth since Panda really busy with Student Council stuff & Class Representative that need to be attended, make it practice become more difficult for him. As for Echa & Panda who play the role for main character, both have extra practice because of those two reason.

 

As for Paola, despite she is a shy person & not talking to anyone except Sheila & Panda though she using sign language, she have been enjoying as voice-over for Panda.

 

The day after The Show.

The Show was just like President Sheila predicted, it is a Big Success for the Drama Club and even Paola who become famous among the others member, can’t do much except running behind Panda or Sheila back afterward, and cry whenever the other try to pull her.

 

But still, because of how she behave people can’t describe her clearly. Timid  and quiet person, her body is small it make others difficult to see her once she hide behind Panda or Sheila. Her brawn hair are so long that it covering her face, and she always use a hoody jacket, that make more difficult for other to recognize her.

 

But everyone seem don’t mind about her, since Sheila & Panda is explaining her situation to them to understand her more. By the time passing, some member already accustomed with her & few are still trying to approach her since they want to be friend, but her respond are always the same, & that is how her daily activity in club from then on.

 

Even with her behavior, thanks to that, many of member are willing & supported Paola manuscripts. Instead, they really want to know how the story goes on, trying their best to make Paola more comfortable in  the Drama Club, to made her feel like her own home, to heal her fear of people, & to become her friends.

 

*Smile*,

As Panda seeing that, he just standing there laying on the wall with a smile. A smile that no one ever see it, his real smile without a sadness being hide, and yet without knowing, Echa seeing that smile.

 

With her heart starting to feel weird. Beating much faster every single time, she just standing there, staring those smile of him, while blushing.

 

 

 

To be Continue.

Note;
This story is fiction.
All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story

Bunny Diary Chapter 03; Silence Words (Boy)

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Bunny Diary Chapter 03; Silence Words (Boy)

 

Can I ask you something, how did you seeing this world? From which edge you seeing it, or even how you seen our sky up above? Are you seeing it as it is or as an endless sky & realize just how small you are, in this world. How a single weakness can determine your entire life? What is the purpose of life when you just focus on a single weakness?

 

I think that is too much question already but, every question keep me wonder how each perspective people have. None of us have the same perspective over everything, it pretty simple to make other understand if we had this kind of thing.

 

A single weakness make us different, a single mistake make us being judge, but none of us is perfect neither. What give them the right to judge people, when some people don’t look at themselves beforehand.

 

But whether they are normal or less, people always have interesting way to make their decision & that’s the more reason why I like to observe them.

 

Whether they giving up or keep trying till the end. Every choice they make only lead to one future yet, there are so many possibilities to how it actually ended. That part alone, was the interesting part, keeping people to wonder how the future will lead them.

 

Previous chapter, inside Classroom 2-A.

As I stared at the sunset from the window,

(The Sunset is beautiful, it so calm after finishing all this paper. I wonder what time now,) – I thought while checking the time,

(17:30!!! What the? All homework is done but all this paper from the teacher is making me this late, hope there is still teacher in Staffroom.) – I thought as I put all papers together in hurry & walk to the door fast,

(Again, why I’m the only one who got this, I’m not the only Class Rep, though. Better fast.) – I thought as complain.

 

But something unexpected is happened, as I opened the door in hurry,

*Bump*

“Ouch, ouch, ouch.” – she said while feeling pain.

(What happen? Did I bump to someone?) – I thought with scratching my head.

“Hhhmmm, what I hitting on?” – confused.

(A girl voice?) – surprised.

“Ah, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to, I will help you to compile the book.” – she said with compile my book.

As I open my eyes, I see a girl with a long hair helping compile the book,

(Who is that girl? Well, it doesn’t matter as long as she helped too.) – I thought as I also helping to compile my own book.

View second later, she suddenly ask,

“Uhhmmm I’m sorry, are you by any chance Panda?” – she ask timidly.

As I respond to her question by looking back at her,

(Panda? Ah she knows from those manuscripts, is she from Drama Club? Don’t tell me Sheila send her here. Not again.) – I thought with cold sweat.

“Ah, I’m talking about these manuscripts you know. How did you have these? Are you playing as Panda, three month ago?” – she said trying to explain & remind me.

(As I though, she is from Drama Club. But, as I can remember correctly none of them can use ‘Sign Language’ except Sheila & Paola.) – I thought as I looking for something to write.

“Hallo, are you listening to me?” – she said while waving her hand in front of me.

(Arg, I need to answer her, but where is my notepad, anyway? Or at least something to write with.) – I thought as I still looking for pen or pencil.

She already lost her patience,

“Hay, don’t ignoring me, I’m talking to you! Hallo, earth to Panda, Earth to Panda.”

(Yeah, yeah, I know. But I need to find my notepad first, where is this guy anyway?) – I thought with little bit panic.

She raise her voice little bit,

“Seriously, can you even say a single word? Halloooo, I’m talking to you! Are you a Deaf?”

(Heee, so she mad at me, huh? Ah there it is, better take a pen & write something for her.) – I thought little bit surprised by her.

 

As I found my pen, I start to write something on my notepad, & give her a notepad that saying,

[I’m sorry, I’m not Deaf. I’m Mute.]

“……” – with silent she look surprised reading my note.

[But I’m figuring out that you don’t know sign language, so I don’t how to answer you.]

“……”

[You talking so fast, I can’t write that fast.]

As she look gloomy she keep quiet,

“……”

 

And before I could write everything to explain everything to her, he suddenly show up from her back,

“Hay brother, how long you gonna make me waiting? Mama will going to mad when we are late. Huh? Hay, are you alright?” – he said seeing both of us on the floor.

(Oh right, I forgot mama asking us to go shopping since there is a big discount near the station on 17:00, need to hurry.) – I thought while taking all the paper & book that already compiled,

*Using sign language,*

<I’m fine. Sorry to make you waiting, I will come.>

 

As I standing up & I try to help her standing too, I give her one last notepad,

[Sorry about the bump, & thanks for helping. I’m in hurry, sorry I must go. See ya.]

(Ah she is become more gloomy, I hope it just my imagination.) – I thought as I leave her behind.

 

As we run trying to catch up with time, I leave her alone in there.

“Hay brother, who is that girl? Is that your girlfriend?” – ask him tempting.

*Using sign language,*

<Don’t be ridiculous, I don’t know her but she is from Drama Club I think.>

*Giggle*,

“Hohoho, this will be an interesting story if I told mama that you have a girlfriend now.” – he said not really listening.

<And it will be more fun if I told Sheila that you looking at another girl.> – I said with little bit annoyed & bored eyes.

“Hay, that is going too far, Brother.” – he said with surprised,

“And that’s also a lie, Sheila won’t believe you for that, haha.” – he said with confident.

<Who know, did you even remember the last thing that happen to you when you made her mad just because a little misunderstanding?> – I said with emotionless face,

<And what is more, just now you were talking about that girl, right? There is more than enough evidence to tell the truth, you know.> – I said with cold eyes & smirk.

“Brother, you are so cold.” – he said with scared & cold sweat.

<You started first.> – I said with bored eyes.

“Urg, okey, okey, but you keep call her ‘that girl’ don’t you know her name?” – ask him confused.

<Nope.>

“The heck? Well, whatever as long as we can buy what we need to.”

<Can’t do, I need to go to Staffroom to give this paper work to the teacher first.> – I said with showing the paper that needed to return.

“Roger that.”

<Ok.>

 

As I speak, just after we give the paper to the teacher, we decide to racing whether to catch the time before the discount time are finish or to know which one of us is the faster. And that is how we leave the school, to get what we need to, just hoping not sold out yet.

 

The time has pass by.

Present Time, 5 day after the actual accident, Monday.

As I walk into gate of the school, I keep thinking for what actual reasons Sheila send her to me. And what make worst is, Mother send me to Uncle place to help him for 5 days straight. Currently he is the owner of famous restaurant & always ask for my help whenever he don’t have enough worker,

(Well it doesn’t matter for me, I got paid anyway.) – I thought,

*Sigh*,

(But honestly, the place was really crowd. I barely have no time to rest) – I thought with sleepy eyes,

(Luckily, I have no duty this morning & since I just got home today morning, I’m still sleepy here.) – I thought.

 

What make worst is actually not how much work to do in the restaurant but that girl. Knowing how Sheila doing thing, she most properly send her to my class every single day. It became awkward to meet her after that ‘Bump’ and gone for 3 days.

 

*Sign Language*

As I open my classroom door & knock before I’m going in, *knock, knock,*

<Good Morning>

“Oh, Good Morning Panda.” – they respond, as everyone notice me.

Little bit confused,

(Arg, why everybody call me Panda now?) – I thought with cold sweat.

As I walk to my seat, on row 4 number 3, one guy greet me,

“Yo, long time not see, Panda.” – he greet with a smile.

*Sigh*,

<Not that long, Blue.> – I said with bored eyes.

 

Little note for this guy.

His name is Ursiblue, his hair maybe brawn, but his eyes & all his staff is blue, that’s why everybody else called him ‘Blue’ even the Teacher.

 

*Sign Language*

<So, what is the clue, Blue?>

“Woe, I’m not the dog who give a mark on something as a clue, you know.” – Blue said little bit annoy.

<Oh come on, give me one clue.> – I said as I put my bag beside my desk.

“You really don’t know about it?” – Blue ask wondering.

<Like I told you, what are you talking about actually?> – more confused.

“Your girlfriend, Echa from Class 2-C, right? She have been waiting for you in front of the class every lunch time even after school, & she only asking one question, ‘is Panda here?’” – Blue trying to explain.

<Girlfriend? I don’t have,, wait, you said her name was Echa? Who?> – I ask with surprised & confused.

*Giggle*,

“Oh don’t be shy, everyone in class think that you are her boyfriend, you know. Especially she keep coming only to looking for you, don’t you think it romantic?”

With a bored eyes,

(No wonder everyone call me Panda now, especially this guy who doesn’t listen to anyone.) – I thought.

“Hai,,hai,, Panda, how about next time we are going to the Park together, my girlfriend and yours with the others too.” – happily suggested.

(Not listening. Not listening. Not Listening.) – I thought as I get annoyed by him.

“Ah but don’t mention her name to Angela, okey. She have been in ‘Bitchy mood’ after hearing those rumors.”

<It’s not like we are dating, we are even barely know each other.>

“But those rumors is true right? I really can’t wait until we can hang out together. So, when did you confess to her & how did you confess to her? You are so good at hiding thing, you know. We will celebrate this for you, when the party & where is the place, come on, don’t forget to invite me, okey.” – he said with exciting.

Together with everyone else in class that listening & watch to their conversation, with bored eyes,

(This guy really not listening.) -_-

 

<Talking about Angela, where she is? She is nowhere to be found?> – I ask Blue while looking around the classroom.

“She have Student Council meeting in other school if I’m not wrong or something like that.” – Blue said trying to remember.

<Thanks.>

“Hai,,hai,, why you are looking for her? Did you miss her? Don’t cheat on your girlfriend, Panda. She is a nice girl, you know. If you compare with Angela, she is better than her.” – Blue said with curious.

<Are you even listening, I told you, we’re not dating. And just try to say that thing in front of her.>

*Scared*,

“Who? Angela? You must be kidding me, Panda.” – Blue said got scared,

“She is such a scary President Student Council & Class Representative whenever she is in serious mode or bad moon. I can’t understand how people can work together with her anyway.” – he explain with scared.

<Hey, don’t you forget that the one you talking about here is her, & the one you just give comment is me.> – I said as I looked at him.

*Giggle*,

“Sorry, sorry, I forget about it,,. Please, don’t tell Angela about that.” – Blue said little bit scared of her.

 

As he try to keep talking even more, the Teacher is coming,

“Okey everyone, back to your seat. We will start the lesson soon. Pao, can you take the map in the library.”

As I standing up,

<Yes, Mrs. Cindy.>

 

‘Pao,’ that is how the Teacher called me. Though it’s not really my name but that’s how the others call me before they changed it to ‘Panda.’ They said it much shorter & easier to call,

(Well they had the point, though.)

 

Everyday is the same. Everyday is almost this way, maybe I was lucky to have friends like them.

 

As I stared at the sky from corridor the windows, sometime I do pity myself. Being different from others, or being unable to say any words in my mind, but how possible I make myself down when I’m not the only one.

 

There are so many people that less than me, but they never give up trying to reach up there. It’s not that easy, it never been easy.

 

So why giving up, if there are someone who trying their best to not, even if there are none, be the first one sound not so bad either.

 

Maybe that’s how I reach where I am, right now. Where I’m stand, with my friends, & with my family.

 

And maybe you have one or two question you did like to ask from me,

One of them is, ‘How all your friends understand ‘Sign Language’?’

 

Teaching.

All is began from there, neighborhood, childhood, even every Teacher I met, they told me,

“You are good at teaching. Why don’t you become a teacher someday?”

 

From then on, one by one they ask me to teach them everything, especially ‘Sign Language.’ When I ask the reason of it, do you know what their answer?

“Because we want to Understand you.”

 

Unbelievable, is not it?

Even I have the same thinking about it. It was just like a sweet dream that never ending.

 

Especially her, the one who is always waiting for me those few days. Never stop surprising me, and unbelievable she willing to doing it.

 

In front of Class 2-A, Lunch Break,

It’s as surprise as I standing in front of my class & seeing what she is trying to say,

 

*Using Sign Language*

<I’m sorry. I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?>

 

There is nothing as surprising as her willingness, but there are also question behind her action,

(For what reason she doing all of this.)

 

 

 

To be Continue.

Note;
This story is fiction.
All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story

Bunny Diary Chapter 02; Silence Request (Girl)

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Bunny Diary Chapter 02; Silence Request (Girl)

 

Did you know, whenever you said something bad to others & feel bad about it, what you feel is nothing but regret. The words you’ve said cannot be taken back, so you must take action to paint over what you have already said.

 

And sometime apologize doesn’t mean that you were wrong, or the other person was right. Mistake & fault once is done can’t be undone but, prolonging an awkward situation out of Stubbornness is just silly.

 

The day after the accident, Wednesday, inside Drama Club,

*Sigh*

“………” – gloomy.

A while later,

“Oh it rare to see you come to the Club early in the morning, Bunny.” – greeting President Sheila.

Gloomy,

“Hhmmm, oh good morning, President.” – Echa answered with feeling down.

“So, what happen here, did someone steal the carrot from your garden early in the morning?” – said Sheila trying to give a little joke.

“No, Nothing happen.” – Echa respond getting more down.

“You know what, whenever people said ‘Nothing happen’ basically there is something happen. So, would you like to tell me what’s going?” – Sheila ask with worried.

“I said something.”

“Okey, I’m listening. Is it something bad or good?” – Sheila ask again, while sit down beside Echa.

“Something bad.” – she said getting more gloom.

“For example?” – Sheila ask casually.

“I called him Deaf. That time I was mad at him & accidently called him that. I don’t know that he actually Mute.” – Echa said while covering her face with both of her hand.

“Hhhmmm,, wait, let me guess. Are you talking about Panda? And both of you accidently bump each other. While you help him, you try to talk to him but he doesn’t answer you & that is make you mad, is that what happened?” – said Sheila trying to guess casually.

Looking at Sheila surprisingly,

“H-how you know that, President?”

“Well, there are so many story in novel with similar thing happen, not to mention I forgot to tell you that he is Mute, sorry.” – Sheila said casually.

“Yeah, you right.” – Echa said with eyes that saying ‘it all your fault’.

“Hey, don’t look at me with that eyes, I’m sorry okey, I’m sorry. I was thinking you did remember about him even little bit.”

Suddenly down again,

“Yes, you are right. If I did remember him a little bit, this will never happen.”

 

“Are you feel bad about it?” – Sheila ask with little bit worry looking at Enchi down.

“Yes, I am.” – said Echa sad.

“So, why you still here?” – ask Sheila with smile.

“What do you mean, President?” – ask Echa little bit confused.

“What I mean is, if you feel bad about it, what you should do then?” – ask Sheila with tempting.

“Meeting him?” – Echa guess as she turn at Sheila.

“That’s right. And?” – Sheila ask with smile.

“And apologize to him for what I have said to him.” – Echa guessing as her spirit up little bit.

“So I’ll repeat my question, why you still here?” – ask Sheila tempting again.

“I need to go meet him.” – Echa said with her spirit up.

“That’s right.”

As Echa standing up,

“I need to waiting for him.”

“That’s the spirit.” – said Sheila with smile.

As Echa looking at Sheila,

“I need to apologize to him.”

“Okey, that is good too, but don’t push too hard, okey. The outcome can be backfire on yourself.” – said Sheila little bit worry.

“Ach, you right.”

“Now go get me My Super Stars!” – Sheila said as pointed her finger outside.

As Echa running with her spirit up high,

“Yes Ma’am.” – she leave her.

“She called me ‘Ma’am’, hah? Hope she is okey, I’m worried.” – said Sheila more worried.

 

As Echa leaving Sheila, she immediately going to Panda Classroom, hoping that he is there & able to apologize for what she have been said to him. But as she waiting for him at lunch time & even after school, he is nowhere to be seen. Just like before, even she ask his classmate no one know where he is. Or at least that is what they said to her.

 

The next day, Thursday, inside Drama Club,

As Sheila looking at Enchi being depressed again in the same place,

“Hay, you okey, Enchin?” – ask Sheila with worried.

With gloomy aura getting stronger around her, Echa said,

“He hated me. He totally hated me. I’m so Screw. He,,”

As Sheila cut her word cause her worried,

“Wait, wait, wait. What happen? Are you alright, Enchi?” – she said trying to make Echi calm.

“Yeah, I’m fine President. It just, yesterday, he is not there.” – Echa said getting more gloom.

“Oh, is that so. But listen to me Enchi, if he is not there doesn’t mean that he hate you. Maybe he busy with his Council stuff at other school or have family business.” – Sheila said trying to cheer her.

As Echa surprised,

“Heh??? He was one of Student Council member?” – she turn at Sheila

“Hhmmm, you don’t know that?” – Sheila surprised too.

“Of course I don’t know about it, I was thinking that the Vice-President of Student Council is Mute just a rumor only.”

“Well, it seem the rumor become real, Enchin.”

“I guess you are right, President.” – said Echa still little bit surprised hearing that.

“If I may add, he always stand in Rank Two in every exam, but always Rank One in final exam. Everyone know that he is doing it on purpose, knowing his weakness. That is why that little Angel always beating him up, & push him to join the Student Council with her.” – said Sheila as she do some paperwork.

“Th, Thanks for clearing thing, President. But by ‘Angel’ you mean ‘Angela’ from Class-2A, right?” – Echa said getting more surprised.

Listening while getting busy,

“He’emd, it is her. Don’t give up my dear, if you truly want to apologize do it now or never.”

As Echa smile hearing that, she said,

“Thanks, President.” – while she going to Panda Classroom again.

 

With her smile giving her hope, she trying to waiting for him again. From the morning, break time, lunchtime, & afterschool.

 

Unfortunately the result is still the same, but this time is different.

 

This time she coming back to Drama Club with smile like she usually do, Friday.

As she greeting everybody in the Drama Club,

“Good Morning, President. Good Morning, everyone.” – with smile.

“Oh good morning, Enchi. What is with happy smile friday, did you get a date?” – Sheila give a little joke while busy with her things.

“Nope.” – Echa said with big smile on her face.

“Do you apologized yet?” – Sheila ask casually.

“Nope.” – answered Echa with the same smile.

As Sheila stop what she is doing right now,

“Okey, now I’m little bit worried. What you planning?” – she ask while she turn at Echa.

As Echa confused,

“Ech? What do you mean, President?”

“Enchi, I know you, when you happy like this in the ‘awkward’ situation, it mean you have something on your mind to break those ‘awkward’ situation, am I right.” – Sheila guessing.

*Giggle, 😛 (Giving tongue)*,

“Te-he, please you make me shy, President.” – Echa said little bit blush.

“Honey, I’m pretty busy right now. In the next 3 days we have Show in 3 different place, so better now or later.” – Sheila said while looking at the schedule she have.

As Echa little bit panic hearing that, she try to put in the point,

“I’m sorry, President. Anu,, Hhmmm, Please, teach me Sign Language.”

Surprised,

“Huh? Say what? What do you mean , Enchin? Why so sudden?” – Sheila ask little bit confused too.

“Hhmmm, Well, you know, since up till now I try to apologize but he never show up, I think it have something to do with his family. So that’s why I have idea, why I’m not learn Sign Language & Surprise him, & since you know him, I’m pretty sure that President can teach me.” – Echa trying to explain.

As Sheila looking at her phone with a bad mood,

“You probably right, Enchi. Even that Wolf-Boy doesn’t contact me at all, & about your idea, it is a great idea, but why don’t you go to School Library or Internet to do so?”

 

(Actually, I’m more concern about Wolf-Boy, that dare to make President in a state of bad mood. Hope everyone is safe.) – thought Echa hearing that & got scared looking at Sheila in a Bad Mood,

“S-school Library is being renovated, to go to bookstore in Saturday or Sunday is impossible since my sister had a plan for me, & about internet, I never use one.” – she explain.

“Woah, I will pretend I do understand all, but I will just show you once & you need to remember it, okey? Our time is running my dear Enchi.” – said Sheila looking at her watch that it almost time for the first period start.

“Yes I will, President.” – Echa said with energetic.

“Okey, I’ll show you how to say ‘I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?’ in Sign Language, is that too long for you?”

As Echa put her concentration to remember what Sheila will teach her,

“No, please continue, President.”

 

As Sheila show Sign Language to Echa,

< I’m sorry. I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please,,>

 

Just before Sheila finish, one girl is coming to her,

“President, about the Wedding costumes that you ask me to modified, I need more time since I’m doing it alone.”

“Then, you can take the other girls who have finish their part to help you. We need it for today, can you finish it today?” – said Sheila as she talk to that girl she doesn’t realize what she show to Enchi.

“I’m afraid it will be not much help, because it quite complicated design you have there.” – the other girl complained.

 

*School Bell Ringing.*

As Sheila realizing what she is doing she turn to Enchi,

“Okey, Enchi, how about I send you MMS later? Huh? Where she is?” – said her while looking for her, & just realizing that Echa already going back to her class,

(Well, I hope I giving her the right Sign to her.) – she thought.

 

With worried pass her head, Sheila can’t do anything but hoping it was the right Sign Language that she teach to Enchi. As she going to help finishing the Wedding costumes & other preparation for the Show.

 

But those hope are really not stand for that long, since she actually did give her the wrong sign language.

 

(Is she showing the right or the wrong sign language.)

Such a thought are never passed through Echa mind, since she believe Sheila just like she believe her sister.

 

As she try to memorize what Sheila show to her, all her classmate was confused for what she is doing exactly. Well, how they can understand her circumstance when even herself not sure if she doing it exactly like Sheila did or not.

 

Echa is good at memorizing book & baking a cake, but she have vague memory to remember someone face. Especially people who don’t speak much or rather he not talking at all.

 

He is famous but he is quiet. He is calm but look scary. His smile has a thousand unspoken words, that sometime cute. His silent is either it make him cool or just make an awkward situation. We are talking about Panda that is.

 

And without Echa realizing, she give the Vice-President from Student Council & the Second Class Representative a new nickname, as well as the weird rumors that being spread around.

 

Monday, inside Class 2-C Classroom.

As Echa confident about her sign language,

(Alright. I’m sure I’ll be able to say sorry to him, and I’ll ask him to help me. Okey that sound good. Just, don’t be weird, don’t be weird, and, – – -) – she thought but, she being look weird by the other student.

 

To be honest, she is not that good at dealing people, especially opposite gender. As she trying to get her sources to apologize to him, she spending the whole morning. Fact about Echa, she always coming to schools earlier than Student Council and everyday she bake a cookies only to share them with all her friends.

 

In front of Class 2-A, as everyone out for lunchtime, there is a girl waiting for a boy, at the same time & the same place she waiting for a certain person, yes we are talking about Echa that waiting for Panda.

 

As Echa seen Panda walk out from his classroom,

(Okey, now is the time.) – she thought as she walk to his direction.

 

As Echa walk toward him, in the same time Panda notice her & stop his step. As she stop her step in front of him, she try to use sign language,

*Using Sign Language*

<I’m sorry. I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?>,

(I hope I doing it, right.) – she thought.

 

But as she show her sign language, everyone from his class have a pause as if they are surprised about something that obviously she doesn’t realize it.

 

 

To be Continue.

Note;
This story is fiction.
All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story