Old friend or New friend

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“Old friends or New friends, if you’re there at my Darker Hour, you are My Best Friend.”

 

What is the point to have friends who is only coming at Brightest hour, making fun of her/his while what he need is support/help, & not understand a single things about you, even she/he ask you to understand them.

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Unnecessary Feeling

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“,,Maybe you are right, there are so many unnecessary feelings within our life. But without any of those feelings, how people can appreciate love. How they know that they being happy without knowing sadness. How they know about royalty without being betray. How they know about hope without Despair. How they know which feeling is which, if they never know the other feeling.”

 

Even there is a time when we don’t want any of this unnecessary feeling, they keep coming to us, make us depress, & gloomy, that made us sometime wish to not having any of those. But did you ever think, what happen if you never know those unnecessary feeling? How do you know about Happiness when you don’t know sadness. How you know about hope without knowing Despair. Without it we know nothing.

Bunny Diary Chapter 04.5; Theatrum – Ghost Ship I; Lonely Girl

Bunny Diary Chapter 04.5; Theatrum – Ghost Ship I; Lonely Girl

Bunny Diary Chapter 4.5; Theatrum – Ghost Ship I; Lonely Girl

“You never know what kind of fate you have ahead, you never know what kind of person awaits you, & you never know what kind of story will be written for you. Only fate that filling with question & mysterious, that make everything more fun to play with. Don’t you agree with me.” – she said with smile.

 

As I can hear unrecognized voice into my head, it lead me to another direction as I try to listen where it coming from, that is not far from my side.

 

While I try to find whose voice it is, she ask me,

“So, why don’t you finish your story?” – with smirk.

 

It very simple question, yet I can’t answer that question easily. How even I began the story, when everything is changed. Everything is, gone, empty.

 

Two hour earlier.

All seem normal to me, passengers on board, crew are standby at their post, & captain is greeting all passengers in front of the gate,

(Seem weird, even it natural on  Cruise Ship like this.) – I thought.

 

Many passenger just having fun, have shopping, & make a lot of noise for their party,

(Seem annoying to me, though.) – I thought with bored eyes.

 

And the rest, they just rest in their cabin or relaxing under the sun. It’s not something to be surprised for, since some of them are tired from their traveling that will be going onward.

 

Yet not all passenger can sleep with so much noise like this,

(Doesn’t matter if you had cabin or not, either way you can’t sleep this way.) – I thought as I get annoyed.

 

Walking between the crowd, alone, using my headphones & music on, to repelled all noise in this world. It’s not that I don’t want to enjoy the party or spend all the money to buy unnecessary stuff, but what is the point to buy the same things all over if the old one is still good. I called it ‘efficient’, but my friends called them ‘stingy’. Can’t blame them for what they look at the surface only. Arguing what you believe is right to someone who don’t listen or even open their mind is pointless.

 

Called it ‘strange’ for I can’t enjoy this kind of party, called it ‘weird’ for I choose this kind of choice for my life & called it ‘heartless’ for I really don’t care for those who make fun of me.

 

As the time passing by I try to get myself out from the crowd, I found an empty bench close to balcony fence, where I can see ocean & less people passing by. Though it doesn’t change much about the noise that still disturbing me,

*Yawn*

“I’m tired.” – I said while sitting.

 

But by the time I try to close my eyes, everything suddenly become quiet. More than quiet, all noise from the music & all voice from people whose talking out loud is gone. Even the music from my headphone. That basically, there are nothing but a silent,

(Should I be happy about that, that I finally could sleep peacefully or should I worried over something that bothering me the whole time.) – I wondering.

 

No noise, no voice, it’s just me & the silence now. Even when I try to move my body, I couldn’t do it. I feel like floating, in the mid of darkness that filled with emptiness.

 

Until her voice reached me. A voice that filled the emptiness. A voice that awake me from the darkness. A voice, that I didn’t recognize at all, a beautiful voice yet all her words that she have been saying, they feel lonely.

 

As I’m awake, I opened my eyes. Surprisingly that I’m awake inside the cabin, where there are many seats on & she is over there, sitting on the other side, close to the windows. With the fact that it only the two of us is here, alone.

 

All others passengers is gone, crew are nowhere to be seen, & all place that I have been seen become darker. Even though, I try to sleep at the noon time.

 

The moon from the windows is the only light we have, with nothing I can heard except her voice, the wave from the sea & wind was so quiet.

 

While reading a book, she said,

“Don’t you think it little bit awkward to be like this?” – She ask one question after another’s, without even looked at me.

 

While everyone is gone & everything is different, she keeps asking like there was nothing happened. Yet she keep talking without waiting any of my answer, telling her story like there was no tomorrow, that make me lose a track of the time itself.

 

‘How long I have been here?’ is the only thing that popup to my mind, wondered about the time with the broken clock on the wall. I truly can’t tell the time difference with this kind of atmosphere surrounding me.

 

And suddenly she said something else,

“Isn’t that beautiful, the stars between those darkness.” – she said with looking up to the sky from the windows,

“So pity tiny from here, yet it still beautiful, don’t you think so?” – said her with her little smirk she putting on.

 

Can’t say a single word, can’t say I understand all her words, while she always put it in a strange way.

 

As she staring out to the windows, as my eyes adapted with this darkness, I try to look at her once more. With a silky black hair & long white dress, that really suits her, though it’s look like for a party dress rather than casual.

 

She also wearing a glasses that covering her red eyes. She sit there, under the moon light, looking at them so deeply & she is rather beautiful than scary,

(Just how deep she staring at those stars & moon in the sky?) – I thought with wondering.

 

“Don’t you think it impolite, to staring a woman like that.” – she said suddenly with her eyes glance at me & smile she give to me.

 

As she smiled at me, as I realized my mistake, I got blushed,

*Blush*

“S-Sorry.”

 

Then she put her book to the side, & start to standing up from her seat,

“So, do you want to get a fresh air?” – she ask kindly.

 

As I could understand her word, & without I thinking I respond to her,

“Sure.” – with I standing up as well.

 

It’s not actually I respond to her without thinking, but there are many thing that I want to know even it enough to make my head full of question. Like, ‘where am I right now?’ or something like, ‘is this some kind of weird dream?’ but even all those question is popup inside my head, ‘why it really feel so real for I am here, right now.’ Is the most thing that make me confused.

 

While we are on the way to going out to feel the wind & the world, I realize something. This ship is really empty & without any trace of living being. Rust, dust, & shattering glass can be seen everywhere, even the ship have many hole & crack. The pool is empty, the shopping district & the party place are in a mess, like being abandoned for a long time.

 

When we got outside, the wind that blows on us are colder than snow that falling,

(Wow, it quite cold here.) – I thought with freezing.

 

As I look up to the sky, I saw beautiful stars & moon that filling the darkness on the sky, without a single cloud floating. Just like what she said,

“The stars between those darkness, so pity tiny from here, yet it still beautiful.” – I said to myself.

 

The views from here are pretty nice, though for some people is creepy. When I saw her, she closed her eyes as she feel the winds that blows at her, & the way her hair got blows are so beautiful.

 

But then the rain suddenly pouring, even there are no cloud on the sky. As she open her eyes, she just standing there feel the rain over her. She turning around & around, she just dancing, & feel the rain surround her. Just like a little girl that happily playing under the rain.

 

As I walk closer to her, she looked at me & saying,

“Are you going to stand there or will you pull me inside?” – she said with giving me her hand,

“Because if you not gonna dance with me, both of us gonna get wet.” – said her with smile.

I looked at her with thinking,

(Dancing or not, the results is still the same for both of us. Let’s just go inside, shall we.) – I thought, as I take her hand, I pull her inside to take cover.

 

Yet she already dry by the time she passing the door to the corridor. As we walk into the dark corridor, she lead the way, ‘where we are going?’ I don’t have the answer for that either way.

 

Afterward things become more quiet, since she not start conversation & even it awkward for me to start conversation while she give me a silence.

 

As we walk into the darkness night, the moon is the only light we have. He lighting our way through the windows, though it still quite dark but it much better than nothing.

 

With her steps still onward, she looking back on me, while saying,

“Did you ever feel lonely?” – ask her with curious expression.

Surprised with her question, I answer her casually since I do understand that kind of thing,

“You only feel lonely when there are people.”

“Then what happened when all people is gone?” – answer her questioning my answer.

“Rather than feeling lonely, it’s more likely, Empty.” – answer me with looking outside the windows.

As she do the same thing as I did, she respond,

“Empty? It a very troublesome, huh.” – she said with a boring eyes,

“Then what happen when you throw all those unnecessary feelings?” – she looking back at me, this time is with a deep stared,

“Will you have love or will you have happiness within you from that?” – ask her curious.

Surprised with her statement, I respond,

“Maybe you are right, there are so many unnecessary feelings within our life. But without any of those feelings, how people can appreciate love. How they know that they being happy without knowing sadness. How they know about royalty without being betray. How they know about hope without Despair. How they know which feeling is which, if they never know the other feeling.” – I explain.

As she give me a moment of silent, she keep staring at me deeply,

“Wow, you do know your stuff, huh. Impressive.” – she said with smile,

“But then how about you throw all those feelings? By all, I mean all of them.” – she said with turn to my direction.

Surprised with what her said,

“Huh?” – I stopped my step.

But knowing I stopped my step, she continue her steps,

“I wonder which one of us is not human anymore that way.” – she getting closer,

“Isn’t that an interesting statement?” – she said with malicious smile.

 

As I hear those words coming out from her, I’m awake in the same place as I’m awake before, while she sit there reading her book on the same place when the first time I saw her.

 

Confused,

“Is it a dream that being repeated,”

“Or is it an event that being looped,” – she said while cut my words,

 

As she looking at me with her smile, she closed her book & start telling me all her story again. Without any hesitation or even holding back, like a teacher telling all her history to her student. She tell what she want to tell. Laugh, angry, confused, exciting, I could tell all her emotion alongside her story, & the way she tell me all her story, is just make me wonder,

(How long she have been here?) – curious.

“Must pretty Lonely.” – she said suddenly while stopped on the mid of her story, as she keep looking at me in the eyes, she keep questioning thing that I don’t really understand,

“Do you want to coming back,” – she said with serious tone,

“Or do you want your heart back?” – she ask casually.

 

But when I started to understand her words, in the same time I surprised by what she really mean by it. But before I could ask her, she disappeared before my eyes. For a moment ago she was there, on the same seat together with her book, telling me her story, yet just a blink eyes, she disappeared.

 

Without thinking much, I try to looking for her. ‘What reason I have to do that?’, even I have no idea the reason behind my action, but one thing that I’m sure, it’s not a panic it more likely worried.

 

As I try to looking for her in every single place, in every cabin, shopping district or even the party place, yet I couldn’t find her.

 

But suddenly I saw a flower petal falling behind me, one after another, it’s like they try to guide me to somewhere else,

(Perhaps they will guide me to where she is.) – I thought as I feel relieved.

 

Later on.

Finally I arrived to the final petal which is led me to this door, they guide me quite far from the point I saw them,

(If I remember correctly this door is, the door to restaurant, right? Last time I check it still in a mess, why they led me to here?) – wondering to myself.

 

As I open the door, I’m surprised with what I saw. The restaurant is not in a mess, even everything in this ship is in a mess, & what is more I check this place before but,

“How could it become like this?” – confused & wondering.

 

Everything is tidy. Bar, table, decoration, wall, ceiling, & even the red carpet are clean like new. As I walk to one of the closer table to me, I see the candle are match with the atmosphere. Fork & knife was on their place correctly,

“Just how did this happen?” – I wondered as I pull the chair & try to sit.

“It takes you long enough to coming here, I’m hungry you know.” – she said suddenly appear in front of me.

“Ah, sorry about that.” – I respond casually.

“Hehehe, you are quite strange you know that, but I like that.” – she said with a smile at me,

“So, do you want to have dinner now?” – she ask me kindly.

“Yeah.” – I respond.

 

Just as I thought, I feel relieved when I can find her unharmed. Though the possibility of her got injured are zero. Since from what I have learn, she have been here for such a long time.

 

Each of her words was twisted, each of her story mean one day she have been lonely. I don’t know how long she have been here, or how lonely she must be this whole time, even I have no idea what she is.

 

Each of her story, telling me the truth about her. Each of her words, telling me her feeling. Yet each time that passing by from this moment, I couldn’t hear her voice properly, as if she vanished again, before I could ask her name.

 

As I walking into those dark corridor again with her, the moon give a light toward me, I can see her, she have been waiting under the shadow, I can see her with her red eyes glowing within the darkness like a devil.

 

“I don’t remember the last time I meet a person like you.” – she said with smile,

“I don’t even remember this feeling,” – she said with her tone little bit sad,

“It’s not about being lonely.” – ,

“But how it feel to have accompanied by someone like you.” – she said while she trying to keep her smile,

“Though I’m the only one who always talk, you still listening to me calmly with the eyes of curiosity that ready to ask all about my story,” – ,

“It’s difficult to put farewells into words, huh, but,” – ,

“Let’s meet again in the other side.” – she said with smile on her face.

 

As she giving me her final smile, with waving her hand as her farewells, a bright light coming from behind her, getting more, & more bright till everything white blank.

 

As I wake up in the same place when I try to sleep, I really can’t tell whether it’s real or just a dream. Everything seem like just a dream, but how I explain this, this sensation, this feeling, was like real. Since everything that happened back then seem so real to me, it like almost impossible to be just a dream.

 

“A dream, huh?” – I questioning myself.

 

After I awake, I could hear all loud voice as clear as day again, all passenger that gone are back, & all mess are also vanish.

 

As I arrive to my destination, while I trying to forget everything, there is yet one think that still bothering me, what does she mean by “Let’s meet again in the other side.”?

 

The END..?

 

 

As he walk away, back to the ship, there is a beautiful girl with a silky black hair, white dress & glasses covering her red eyes, waving her hand as if she try saying farewells to a certain person, with her sweet devil smile she said,

“Let me have your soul for myself next time.”

 

 

To be continue,

Note;

This story is fiction.

All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story

Don’t Trust Me

 

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“sometime when people saying ‘don’t Trust me’,

they do really understand how it feel being ‘Betray’.”

 

Betrayal is not something that easy to forgive, they destroy people, change them, & turn them into someone who you know now, either they become wild or wise is up to them, but knowing one thing, they do really understand how it feel being betray.

Regardless Which Personality

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“Regardless of which personality you have, it doesn’t change the fact that you are the one & only person I love.”

 

If you have a lover or partner or crush, don’t just love them from a good side, a good personality, & a good behaviour. People also have a bad side, bad personality, & bad habit that they hide & only shown to those who are closer to them, when you learn about that, are you going to disgust at them or are you going to accept the way they are that sometime trying to change just for you.

Bunny Diary Chapter 04; Shy Paola

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Bunny Diary Chapter 04; Shy Paola

 

Every action always determine thing that happen, but sometime there is a time where a single thing change everything. Whether it is the right thing or the wrong thing to do, once it done it can’t undone. That’s how life is.

 

They keep giving you a second chance that called ‘Tomorrow’, & leave you with a choice to start your step or repeat the same mistake again.

 

Previously in front of Class 2-A, Lunchtime,

As Echa standing face to face with Panda,

*Using Sign Language*

<I’m sorry. I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?>

 

As Panda & his friend had a few second pause.

Blue & the other two are surprised that she using sign language,

“Woe Panda, did you have a fight with your girlfriend?” – Blue ask Panda with looking at him.

<Shut Up.> – Panda said little bit confused too.

“But still, why she propose to you? Did you teach her wrong?” – ask Blue still confused.

<Don’t ask me. I’m not the one who teach, but somehow I know what happened here> – Panda said with eyes that somehow understand what she trying to say exactly.

 

As Echa hear what Blue said she respond,

“Propose???” – she said with confused.

Looking back at her, Panda ask,

<You, are you trying to apologize just now?>

“S-Sorry, I can’t understand what you are saying, I just learn the word that I mean to say. So, if you could please, can you write it for me.” – she scared & surprised as Panda using sign language to her.

As Panda take his notepad from his pocket & write something,

(Its look like she just learn that, interesting.) – he thought,

[Come with me.] – As Panda show that notepad to her, he grabs her hand and brings her to somewhere else.

With Blue & the other two being left behind by Panda, he shouting,

“Panda, don’t forget our promise to hang out together, okey!!”

As Panda still can hear his shouting,

(Since when I promise you something like that.) – thought Panda with annoy eyes.

 

School Garden, The Garden of the School.

Near the Flowers Garden as Panda watering the flower & Echa sit on the bench close to the garden, Panda give her a notepad every time he passing her,

[I’m sorry to brings you here, it was my turn today to watering them.]

“It’s okey.” – Echa said after she read Panda notepad.

[So, what you actually try to say before.]

“Hhmm, I just want to apologize about that bump & calling you Deaf even you are not.” – she said timidly.

As Panda finish his duty to watering the flowers, he sit beside her on the bench,

[Don’t worry about it, people sometime confused & think that we’re the same.] – he give a notepad with smile.

“By the way, why your friends suddenly talking about ‘Proposal’ before?” – Echa wonder while remembering their words.

Panda surprised,

[About that, do you even know what is the meaning from the sign language you use before?] – also wondering.

“Hhmmm, if I’m not wrong I just try to say ‘I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?’ is there something wrong?” – Echa said trying to remembering what she said.

 

*Sigh*,

[The last part, it totally mess up.] – Panda said with cold sweat.

“Eh, really!? Then what I actually saying there?” – Echa surprised.

[I don’t think you want to know about it.]

“Oh come on, tell me where I make a mistake. If I don’t know my mistake then I will never be able to learn a single thing.” – she insisted.

As Panda looking at her,

(Hhmmm, Interesting.) – he thought with smile.

“Panda, are you listening?” – she ask, wondering why Panda smile.

As Panda giving a sign for her that mean ‘wait moment’, while he writing something,

[In the last part that you want to say ‘will you please forgive me?’ the sign are wrong. Instead saying ‘forgive me’ the sign language you use is mean ‘will you marry me.’]

As Echa read Panda notepad, her face turn into red and slowly ask him,

*Blush*,

“D-Did I,, Did I really say that?” – she blushed.

With straight face,

[Yups.]

* Blushing*

“P-ple,,,,please tell me, h-how many student understand sign language in your class?” – she ask timidly.

[All of them.]

“Arrgg please, don’t say it with a straight face like you have nothing to do about this.” – as she embarrassed, she cover her face with both of her hand.

With curious,

[Actually, who teach you sign language anyway?]

Looking at notepad he give to her,

“Hhmmm, it President Sheila from Drama Club. You know her, right?”

[I do know her. She is my brother girlfriend, & she is not someone who make a mistake deliberately. Knowing that she always busy, did she not send you any message?] – Panda wonder.

“Oh you mean Wolf-Boy, that’s your brother? I know about him, since President Sheila keep talking about him if she talking about love. And about my phone, it was split into 2 piece because of that bump, since it was flip-phone, you know, when I fell down and my phone was on my hand and you know what happened, hehehe.” – she explain with smile like nothing is happened.

[Wolf-Boy? Who?] – Panda confused.

“So-Sorry, I don’t mean it, I hear President Sheila called him that way.”

[I thought as much, no it is fine, it suit him. And sorry about what happened to your phone.] – Panda give a notepad as he apologize.

“Hhmm,, no, don’t worry about it, it’s not like your fault or anything else, it’s my own fault for being careless.” – she said with little bit awkward.

*Giggle*,

[You are quite clumsy, hah.]

“Heh? How you know that?” – she surprised.

 

Before he answer her question that obviously she is quite clumsy herself, Panda take a look at his watch,

[I’m sorry. The President of Student Council is absent today, so I need to go back to the Student Council Room. I’m sure the other already waiting, so tell me why you are looking for me beside apologize?]

“Woah, I’m actually forget about that! I’m sorry to take your time, it’s about my manuscripts, President Sheila said you could help me as the second character that’s why I’m looking for you, can you help me out this time?” – she said realizing she forget something important.

As Panda seem in hurry,

[Fine by me. Meet me in front of Class 2-B after school, we need her. See ya.] – as he give a notepad to her, he going to the Student Council Room as fast as he can without explaination.

 

But Echa seem not understand what Panda writing,

“Help? Her? Who he is talking about?”

 

***

*The writer notepad.*

Don’t you think there is something to asked here? It’s not actually complicate question or complicate thing to understand, because it quite simple. How Panda will play his role while he is Mute?

 

Any consideration why Sheila still choose him?

 

Seem Echa not thinking about that, since she always focus on her study & club activity, that sometime made her become clumsy.

***

 

After School, in front of Class 2-B.

(Hhmmm, Why Panda ask me to go here.) – Echa thought as she standing in front of Class 2-B & looking for Panda that nowhere to be found.

As someone open the door from the inside,

<You are here?> – said Panda with sign language.

Seeing Panda standing there, Echa see a hands is grabs his back showing that someone is hiding behind him,

“Hhmmm, who is that?” – she ask casually out of curiosity.

As Panda looking at his back he using sign language to her,

<Hey, you promised to me that you won’t hide from her.>

As she using sign language only by her right hand,

<But I don’t know her. Is she gonna eat me?>

<She is not carnivore.>

<How you can be so sure? What is her name then?>

 

“Hhmmm, I’m sorry. What you guys talking about?” – Echa ask looking at their conversation that made her confused.

Panda looking back at Echa, as he forget about her,

[Sorry about this, but how Sheila called you in Drama Club?]

“President Sheila? Oh, she called me Enchi The Bunny, why?” – she ask little bit surprised.

He using sign language again to the girl behind his back,

<Her name is Enchi The Bunny, and Bunny not eating meat, they eat carrot.>

<I can hear that.>

“Hey, even I can’t understand what you guys talking about but I feel being mocked or at least that is what I feel.” – Echa said feeling little bit annoy.

[No one is mocked you, at the very least that is what I think.] – Panda smile.

*Annoy*,

“Hey,,,”

[Just kidding. The girl behind me is Paola The Squirrel, as you can see she is a very shy person, and scared with people.] – explain Panda with his notepad.

“People? But you are also people.” – Echa confused.

<No! Panda is Panda!> – as Paola responded with sign language to what Echa saying.

“Huh?” – Echa getting more confused.

[Please, don’t mention that to her.] – after he show that note to her, he talk to Paola with sign language,

<Paola, say hi to her.>

 

As she respond nicely to him, she just wave her right hand to Echa,

<Nice to meet you.>

“Oh, nice to meet you there. My name is Echa from Class 2-C.” – Echa said responding to Paola hand she notice it mean ‘Nice to meet you’.

But she just give her a sign language as a answer & one word only that of course Echa can’t understand,

“Bunny.” – she said with making a ‘Bunny’ sign with her right hand.

“I’m sorry, What is that mean again?” – ask Echa looking at Panda with confused.

As he saw the sign Paola have been make he write a note,

[She said ‘You’re not Echa, You are Enchi The Bunny’. It seem she will stick with that nickname of your.] – he give a note with expressionless face.

Little bit annoy,

“And whose fault is that? Anyway, why you ask me coming here?” – Echa said still confused.

[You still don’t understand, are you?]

“Understand what?”

[If I’m going to the stage, how I’m supposed to talk there?]

As Echa respond without thinking,

“Of course you just need to go there and read the scripts and,,,,” – but as she realizing thing in the midway, she have a pause.

 

Few second later,

“Oooohhhh No!!!! I’m forget that you can’t talk! But President Sheila said you are the only person who can play the role! What should I do? What should I do?” – as she realize the most important part she going panic.

Yet Panda calmly show another notepad to her,

[Calm yourself, Enchi. That’s why I ask you to come here, to meet the person who may help our problems.]

“What do you mean by that? And why you calling me that too?” – Echa said while still don’t got it & little bit annoy by Panda who called her that way too now.

*Giggle*,

[Stay focus, Enchi.]

Little bit annoy,

“You are the one who need to focus, Panda. So, who is this person you’re talking about?” – Echa ask casually.

[She is right behind my back. Maybe Paola is a very shy person, but she can imitate or change her voices like others.] – Panda give a note with smile.

“For real? That’s so cool Paola, I just hope we have someone like you in Drama Club.” – Echa admire Paola.

 

After hearing that Paola become more timid behind Panda back, as Echa seeing what is happened, she getting more confused with the way she act,

“Paola? What happened? Panda, did I said something wrong to her?” – she ask.

[Well about that, she like reading a book & her voice are good, but she is not coming from Library Club or Glee Club. Originally she is one of from yours, Drama Club.] – Panda give a note with expressionless face again.

As Echa surprised reading that,

“Eh? Really? S..sorry about that. Paola, I’m sorry okey. It’s just we never met before,,”

Before Echa continue her words, Panda show another notepad,

[That’s because Sheila is the one who drag her to join the club.]

“I don’t know why I’m saying this, but I’m sorry about our Club President.” – she said as she feels the same thing has happened to Panda.

[No Problem. Just give me the manuscripts, & the schedule to practice, I need to adjust with my schedule & Paola won’t come or even practice without me, so if you don’t mind about the trouble.]

“No, it’s fine. Here is the manuscripts & schedule for the practice.” – Echa said as she give the manuscripts & the schedule to Panda, then he give them to Paola.

But suddenly Paola poking Panda back,

<What is it?> – ask Panda as he looking at her.

<I think you did forget something?>

(Oh!) – Panda thought remembering the thing he forgot & then he write something on the notepad fast,

[Enchi, I forgot to tell you that Paola had own manuscripts for the next show & because of her fear she can’t ask anyone for help even after being approves by Sheila.] – he give a note with worry,

[In exchange for helping you, Paola ask a favor, ‘Would you like to be the second main character in her manuscripts?’] – Panda give another note.

“Hhmm? Of course, I will. There is no need for her to ask a favor. If you need help, just ask me, I definitely help you.” – Echa said with energetic & smile.

<You see Paola, she is a nice person.> – Panda said with smile.

“Y-yeah.” – she answer with a very timid voice.

 

As the conversation between them still going on and on, they continue their conversation on the way home. The next morning, they start to practice every time they had time to do so. For Paola who always hide behind Panda back, no one know how she actually look like. Yet many of the member trying to approach her.

 

But she sure are clingy to Panda the whole time, not to mention she surprised everyone in the Drama Club with her ability to change her voice to whoever she want & can perfectly adjust her voice to how Panda lip sync or the opposite.

 

In the end, everything is going smoothly.

 

Well, it’s not that smooth since Panda really busy with Student Council stuff & Class Representative that need to be attended, make it practice become more difficult for him. As for Echa & Panda who play the role for main character, both have extra practice because of those two reason.

 

As for Paola, despite she is a shy person & not talking to anyone except Sheila & Panda though she using sign language, she have been enjoying as voice-over for Panda.

 

The day after The Show.

The Show was just like President Sheila predicted, it is a Big Success for the Drama Club and even Paola who become famous among the others member, can’t do much except running behind Panda or Sheila back afterward, and cry whenever the other try to pull her.

 

But still, because of how she behave people can’t describe her clearly. Timid  and quiet person, her body is small it make others difficult to see her once she hide behind Panda or Sheila. Her brawn hair are so long that it covering her face, and she always use a hoody jacket, that make more difficult for other to recognize her.

 

But everyone seem don’t mind about her, since Sheila & Panda is explaining her situation to them to understand her more. By the time passing, some member already accustomed with her & few are still trying to approach her since they want to be friend, but her respond are always the same, & that is how her daily activity in club from then on.

 

Even with her behavior, thanks to that, many of member are willing & supported Paola manuscripts. Instead, they really want to know how the story goes on, trying their best to make Paola more comfortable in  the Drama Club, to made her feel like her own home, to heal her fear of people, & to become her friends.

 

*Smile*,

As Panda seeing that, he just standing there laying on the wall with a smile. A smile that no one ever see it, his real smile without a sadness being hide, and yet without knowing, Echa seeing that smile.

 

With her heart starting to feel weird. Beating much faster every single time, she just standing there, staring those smile of him, while blushing.

 

 

 

To be Continue.

Note;
This story is fiction.
All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story

Stone Expectation

September 11, 2017, Stone Expectation.jpg

“‘Expecting’ is like you tell a Stone that he can Fly and throw him far away only to Fall somewhere else.”

 

Did you ever “Expecting” things from people who would never grant those expectation of yours. Trust & Love, in this case, expecting something from those two from someone who doesn’t love you back or not trust you at all is doing nothing but killing every single day.