Imitation of Friends

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“if you are led around by these Worthless Imitations of friends, it will be very Unpleasant.”


There is few people who live their life in freedom, just like a lone wolf, taking a decision without even need being led around by others. and there are some people who just being led by these worthless imitations of friends, led around with a decision that they even can’t take by themselves & as what they really wanted. the outer layer of your desire is one thing, but what did you really desire & fit on you are different matter. Why following other to become someone you are not, if you can become yourself. these few people only understand, are one of them? or you just the rest of them.


Bunny Diary Chapter 08; Pity (Girl)

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Life is different when you have a weakness, not about nobody’s perfect but it’s about the life itself. Some say life are always the same, some say life are always different, but all of this is only the way people perspectives of life.


What will you do to those who have a single weakness or more in their life. Are you going to help them out of pity or you just make fun of them.


Make fun of them, avoid them because the different, & bully would be the first option in school or even in our current society, don’t you think so? Pity is also not an answer for this, a support is what they really needed. To reach their dream, to stay strong in life, & to keep moving forward even a storm are awaits.


The problem here is not about the problem itself, yet the problem is a question with ‘how’ as ‘how to support them’ since each of them are different. Different person, different weakness, different personality, need a different support as well. It’s not as easy as I thought I would do even to convince myself. Now I can understand, how difficult my family trying to convince me when I’m down.


March 07.

Inside Class 2-C, Echa sitting on her chair alone, early in the morning:


It already two week Panda has been absent from school, it happen the day after Valentine days. What happen to him & how he is doing, is he fine or not, all of this question make me worried & think that all is my fault,

(I should listen to Sheena warning that time, but I don’t know if her warning was this kind of thing.) – I thought as I lay my head on my desk,

(What should I do? I can’t help but worried over him, every time I try to ask his classmate, they all saying the same thing, ‘Sorry, I don’t think I can tell you.’)


As I try to look at the windows, I talk to myself,

“It will be nice if I could meet Angela, she seem to know a lot about Panda. But I wonder why I feel that she have been avoided me? The first time we meet & have actual conversation is when I’m looking for Panda and that was also the last one, though.” – wondered by myself,

“Hhmmm, who else I should ask? Asking for Panda to the teacher would be embarrassment since he is not from my class. Asking President Sheila or Terra would be difficult since both of them are busy this week, especially Terra that seem doesn’t know anything about him.” – (Arg, I’m not much different though.), as I realize inside my head.


While I try to think the solution for my problem, I close my eyes to relax myself on my desk,

“Hhmmm,, I hear Panda really good with the third-grade but, they will just misunderstand me as one of Panda fans if I just ask them directly. Which mean the only option I have is to ask for Sheena help,,”

As I said that, suddenly a voice can be heard from my back,

“What about me?” – she said while going in to the classroom.


“Wach Sheena!! Why you are here?” – I said as I’m surprised that she just coming the moment I say something about her.

With straight-forward face Sheena answer,

“Uhm, because this is my class?” – she said as she walk to her desk.


“Arg, sorry.” – awkwardly I just realized & forgotten that we’re actually attend in the same class.

“So, why you talking to yourself early in the morning & mentioning my name on top of it?” – she ask while preparing her stuff & looking at my direction.

“O-Oh,, that was,, hhmmm, about Panda,, I,,” – (why I got nervous?), as I wondering why I got awkward while I try to ask her about him.

But suddenly the way she look at me turn into a cold eyes just like last time,

“Are you not satisfied after you screwed him on that day?” – she said as she walk away from me after that.

*Surprised by her word*,

“Arg,,I-I’m sorry I didn’t listening to you!” – I shout as I respond her word fast.

As she stop her step, she turn & looking back at me,


“But I really didn’t mean to, I didn’t mean to hurt him at all,,” – I said as tears start to dripping for feeling guilt,


“If, only if I know what will gonna happen, if I can turn back the time, & prevent myself to give that chocolate to him, I would do that! But I can’t,,” – I said as I try to wiped my tears,

“I know that can’t change the past, but that’s the more reason I have to ask apologized to him. I know that I know nothing about him, but please, at the very least I want to know how is he doing right now.” – I said as I begging to her.

Suddenly she come closer to me, wiped my tears with her handkerchief and said,

“If you really want to know how he is doing, then wait for me at the rooftop after school.” – she said with a warm smile that I never see before,

“And stop crying, the others will come soon, so dont let them worry about you seeing you in this state.” – she said as she pat my head.

With a relieved I said,

“Y-yeah.” – I answered her,

(I’m relieved that finally someone help me out but, I really surprised by her smile, I never thought she had that warm smile. And why she want me to meet up at the rooftop after school?) – I thought as my head full with question.


Her expression, I don’t know why but that expression is remind me of the way Panda look at me. It’s nothing like the ‘Ice Queen’ from Class 2-C, the only person that no one dare to speak to. Since she always put a cold tone & give a cold eyes to anyone & everyone, but somehow the way she look at Panda are different.


As I put all of those thought aside, I try to focus on my activity club, but I can’t. My sister once told me, “people who have those kind of expression usually seeing things that remind them of something important to them. Either they lost someone precious or make unforgettable mistake,” that will make them sad.


After school, at Rooftop.

When I opened the door to the rooftop, someone is shouting at me,

“You are Late!!” – shout her while she sit on the bench & looking back at me.

“Arg, Sorry.”

“……” – with her silence, I try to walk toward her.

“Can I sit beside you?” – little bit scared.

“Say Enchi, do you like the sunset?” – ask her with her eyes looking at the sunset.

As I sit beside her, I take a look at the sunset & answer her,

“Yes. Yes, I do like them.”

With a cold eyes she turn at me,

“I didn’t saying that you can sit beside me.”


“Urg,, I’m sorry.”


“Hahaha, just kidding. You are just like Pao said, so stiff but also scaredy-cat in the same time.” – she laugh at me.

(Woah, this is the first time I saw her smile. She is so beautiful.) – I amazed by her smile.

“You don’t need to be scared like that, Enchi. I just want to told you few thing.” – she said with a calm tone.


“First of all, I’m not Pao girlfriend as the rumor said.” – she said with smile.



“As I thought, you think that I’m his ex-girlfriend that still hoping for him, right?” – she guessing with calm tone.

*Cold Sweat*,

“Argh,, (Busted.)”

But suddenly, she give a sad expression on her face, with saying,

“The second thing I want to tell you is. You don’t need to feel bad about Pao, Enchi, because you are not the only person who accidently hurt him.”

“Huh? What do you mean by that?” – With surprised & confused I respond to her.

“You don’t know about it, huh? Seem Sheila & the rest of class 2-A keep their secrets tight as they promise. Well, since you want to know a little bit about him, I will be glad to tell you. all is began 2 years ago before the entrance exam begin,,” – as she tell the story, her expression become more sadder than before.



2 Years ago, before the entrance exam. Inside the restaurant that my father own, dinner time.

“I’m home.” – I said that just coming home from cram school.

“Oh, Welcome home dear. How is your cram school?” – ask my mother with a short hair that coming out from a kitchen.

With looking around,

“Everything is okey, Mom. I just need to improve my math little bit more and,, Oh Pao, you were here?” – I surprised seeing Pao just sitting & lying his head on the table.

Waving his hand & sign language,

<Hy there,,> – looking tired.

“Are you alone? Where is Big Brother Wolfrik & Big Sister Shecillia? I thought she is home today? And why you are looking tired?” – I ask while looking around.

<Maybe because you throw all those question nonstop?> – said Pao with a emotionless face.

“Wait, so it is my fault now?” – I said little bit irritated.

“Hahaha, Now, now, not fighting.” – my mother said while she taking sit.

“But Mom, he start it!” – I said with pointed my finger at Pao.

As Pao just give me a tongue,

(Weeeekkkkk,,,) – he try to make me mad.


“Gggrrrrrr..” – little bit piss off with Pao.

With straight face & bored face he respond to her,

<If you are looking for Big Brother Wolfrik, he just out to buy some supply. As for Big Sister Shecillia, she is going back to the hospital knowing that I don’t have any medicine left, after that she hit me on the head before she actually going back to hospital afterward.> – he said sign language.

*Cold Sweat*,

“So basically, the reason you are lying down over there is because Big Sister Shecillia hit you on the head?” – I ask with little bit worried since I know well that the way my Big Sister hit are painful.


<Yups.> – he respond with bored eyes.

*Looking around*,

“By the way, Mom, where is Dad?” – I ask her.

“Your Dad have a meeting with his client on the second floor, that’s why we are closing earlier. Let hope we got another opportunity to open another big restaurants.” – my mother said with smile while she going back to the kitchen.

“And who is gonna take care of it, Mom? You know that Big Sister Shecillia is a doctor & she refused to inheriting your restaurant.” – I ask with bored eyes.

“That will be your part, my dear.” – My mother said with big smile & hoping that come true,

“Oh yeah, we just finish cleaning up here, so better you take a bath first before eat.” – My mother said looking at my clothes that little bit dirty.

“Okeeyy. So, who is cooking today?” – I ask before I’m going to take a bath.

“Pao is the one who cook today.” – said My Mom while she stirring Stew slowly in the kitchen.

With looking down on him,

“Hhhmmm, you do like Stew that much, huh?” – I said with big smile.


<Right back at you.> – Panda answer with sign languages.

“Hehe, how about letting me cooking for you once in a while?” – I said with smile.

<No thanks. You are terrible at cooking & you have cram school, anyway. Why you going to cram school again?> – said Panda with emotionless face.

“How dare you! I’m not that bad you know, & I’m going to cram school because Angela said you guys will attend that elite school, right? So I just want to be together with you guys.” – I explain with little bit irritated.



“Anyway, they said if I can stay improving my score like this & promoted their cram school to other student, so that they would attend the cram school. If I do so, I will get paid too, you know.” – *Giggle*, I said with big smile on me.

*Cold Sweat*,

<Urgh, so that is your real intention, huh? Aunty, she is really is your daughter.> – said Pao with looking at My Mom & pointed his finger to me.


“Hei,, What do you mean by that?”


And so our fight began, it’s always ended up like this. Ours humor, how we talk each other & a little fight, not real one but all of those kind of thing is enough to fill a feeling that called, ‘Family.’ Though, it is not until that day.


5 Days later, at the restaurant, closing time. Everyone gathering in to have dinnertime together.

“Here we go.” – I said as I proudly putting a bowl of Stew for everyone.


“Wach, Sheena, you cook this by yourself?” – said Big Brother Wolfrik.


“Of course I did, who do you think I am?” – I said with a big head.

“From the look at it, I think it’s edible to eat. Perhaps. Probably. Maybe.” – said my Big Sister Shecillia while looking at the Stew cautiously.

*Little bit annoyed*,

“Urgh, Mom, Dad, please say something to Big Sister.” – I got annoyed by my Big Sister who always said the same thing.

With the same time,

“I’m sorry, Dear.” – said them looking at me with a smile.


“Ah, why both of you saying thing on the same time. It’s like there is something wrong with the Stew even though you guys not trying yet.” – I said with little bit mad as I remember that there is someone who not giving any comment yet,

“Pao, Pao, what do you think of my cook?” – I said with hoping got a sweet comment.

And with an innocent smile Pao answer,

<At the very least, how you decorate the Stew is nice, Sheena.> – said Pao with sign languages.


“Wait, how about the taste? The taste?” – I said little bit mad.


“You don’t need to worry about the taste, Sheena. What you need to do is to improve next time, right Pao?” – Said my Big Sister Shecillia take the Stew following with the other, but as she look at Pao face,

“Pao, you okey?” – she worried.

*Holding his vomit.*


As I got worried too,

“Hey, you don’t need to push yourself to eat it you know. Is it really that bad?” – I said trying to stop Pao eating his Stew.

“What is with you, Brother? I think the taste is fine for me, you eat too fast you know.” – said Big Brother Wolfrik while still eating.

With a pale face he respond to his brother,

<There is no taste.> – Pao responded with little bit confused.


“Huh!?!?” – Everyone surprised.

“Woe, Brother, are you really okey? Your face is getting more pale now.” – ask Big Brother Wolfrik getting more worried seeing that there is something wrong with him.

As Big Sister Shecillia stand up, she walk to his direction with worried,

“Hey, are you alright, Pao?” – ask her while checking his temperature.

*Cough, cough.*,

(……..) – as he coughing, he try to covering his mouth with his hand, & as he feel something on his hand, he try to look,


(Blood!! How!!) – he thought as he surprised.


“Blood!!!” – as Big Sister Shecillia surprised seeing blood on Pao hand.


(……) – as Pao conscious is start fading, he collapse.

“Pao!!!” – and as everyone got panic, as they seeing Pao collapse with blood on his hand.


Soon after Pao collapse, he sent to the hospital with My Father, Big Brother Wolfrik, & my Big Sister Shecillia accompany him. They not allowed me & Mom to come, soon I learn that my Big Sister Shecillia forbid anyone to come or even visit him, it doesn’t matter whom.


Back to the present day, Rooftop.

“Since then, he can’t eat indiscriminate food or even taste them.” – tell Sheena with a sad expression.

“What happen to him?” – I ask with little more worried.

“I don’t know. My sister wouldn’t tell me for whatever is the reason. The only person know about what happen to him is only Wolfrik Parent, Big Brother Wolfrik, My Parent, & Angela.” – She said with looking down,

“My Big Sister Shecilla of course know about it too, since she is his doctor. Meanwhile I know nothing about what happen to him. What I do know is that he can’t eat something that too sticky, too much taste, & food that’s too hard. Not only because he can’t taste anything anymore, but I heard he also have a wound in his throat. That’s why he need to be careful.” – Explain Sheena to me looking down.

“So, that’s the reason why he only drink mineral water & not much eating on lunch, but he eat Ice Cream, is that okey for him?” – ask me remembering what we eat back in last Christmas.

With little smile,

“Yeah, it’s okey for him to eat Ice Cream, since they are cold the wound won’t open. In one exception, there is nothing inside the Ice Cream.” – she said.

As I looking at Sheena, I’m thinking,

(Woah, I think I understand little bit. The reason why she always worried about him & care to him. No wonder people misunderstand them as a couple. The way she become so cold toward anyone is exactly like my big sister always do. In order to protect the love one, huh?) – I admired her, & for a second she remember the real question & reason why she is being there,

“Uhmm, Sheena, Uhm,, About Panda, is he okey?” – ask me with worried.

“He is fine. He is being take care by my sister, you don’t need to worry about him. My Big Sister is a great doctor, after all.”

*Exciting & happy*,

“Then, he will come back soon then.” – I said.


“You are being honest to yourself, aren’t you?” – said Sheena with a smile, then continue,

“But, unfortunately he won’t check out from the hospital for at least 6 week.”


“Huh?? Why??” – I ask while getting confused.

As Sheena smile at me again,

“I told you right, I don’t know the detail. My Big Sister always lock him at his room to get some rest.”

Getting more confused,

“Heeeeee, what do you mean he got locked by your Big Sister?”


“Hahaha, because he is easy to get bored. Especially in the hospital, & you should be happy Enchi, it just 4 week more to go, right?” – said Sheena trying to cheering me.

“Yeah, thanks.” – I said little bit cheer.

“And almost forgot, but when the time come that you meet Pao, please prevent yourself to say sorry or even apologize for what happen.” – said Sheena looking at me.


“Eh? But why? It’s my,,,” – before I could finish my words Sheena cut my words.

“Just promise me.” – Sheena said suddenly with serious face.

“O-okey, I promise.” – I answer her with guilt,

*Curious & Confused*,

(Though, actually I want to know why she ask me to promise that but, her expression is serious & sad. I couldn’t ignored her being like that.) – I thought.

“Thanks, Enchi.” – said her with a smile,

“Okey, that’s all I want to tell you, I need to go back now, before my mother got worried. She is scary when she know that I have no cram school yet late to get home. See ya.” – she said with running to the door.

“Yes, be careful on the way.” – as I said that with waving my hand at her, suddenly she stopped.

She looking back at me with a serious expression & said,

“I almost forgot one last thing that I need to tell you, ‘No Matter What Happen, Stay Away From Angela.’”

*Confused & Surprised*,



As I get confused with what does she mean by saying that, Sheena just leave me alone at the Rooftop afterward. Sitting on the bench with the big question just like when she give me her first warning,

“What does she mean?” – ask to myself with wondering & feel that was more than a warning.


The more I learn about Panda & Angela, the more questions & mystery that can’t be answer by other people but themselves. This is how I spend my day on that day, where I just sitting on the bench watching how beautiful is the sunset, with full of question that make me remind silent, until the dark has come & stars filling the sky with their light.




With a wondering mind, she stay to watch the sunset little bit longer, trying to understand what does Sheena saying about Angela, even there is no answer at all. Because the way Enchi looking at everybody as her friend. She doesn’t know the difference or for what reason Sheena warn her about Angela, she doesn’t understand at all, except for Panda. The way Angela looking at him are different than with anyone else.


Meanwhile inside Track Club, back to an hour before Enchi coming at the promising place. Changing Room.

“President, I’m going back first, is that okey?” – said one girl on the way out.

“Yeah, I’m fine. I will lock the door myself later. Be careful on the way back.” – answered a girl from the inside shower room.

“Thanks, President. Bye bye.” – she said as she leaving.


*Few minutes later*,

As a girl with triple-braided ponytail coming out from shower room,

“So, how long are you going to standing beside the changing room. You are creeping me out.” – she said while she try to drying her hair with towel.


“Don’t you think it will be bad if I just going in without permission, by the way you had such a nice body, over there.” – with smile,

“So, how long you noticed that I have been here.” – ask mysterious girl that standing in the shadow.

“Both your presence & smell are disgusting as always. How long do you think I have been know you.” – answered her casually.

*Malicious smile*,

“Hooo, The President of Track Club have a quite good nose. I thought she is just a cat, but I’m surprised that even a Cheeta have a nose like a rotten dog. I wonder if she is going to bark next time, right Cecily?” – said her with going in to changing room of Track Club & revealed herself.


“Angela.” – Cecily said with annoyed eyes glancing at Angela who is standing behind her this whole time.


Cecily is The President of Track Club, she is from Class 2-F. She won the golden medal many time, not only from Track Championship or Marathon, but she also won in every Athletic Games & Martial Art. No one dare to challenge her, except Angela herself.


As for the fact that she is Pao & Angela childhood friend, she really not getting along with Angela. Since she have been toyed many time by Angela. And another fact, that she never won against Angela, even in martial art duel. That’s just how scary & perfect she is.


Despite her record that being perfect in every Athletic Games & Martial Art, she is not so good at study. Making Pao teaching her & help her for her study, it’s the best option she had, rather than asking a devil herself. In fact, she actually had a crush on him.



“Haha, you are always the faster to run & most attractive girl among your club, yet you guys stay friendly each other, don’t you know that in the world where you are going to in everyone is your rivals.” – Angela said with looking her down,

“I really want to vomit watching all of your act.” – she said with smirks.


“What do you want, Angela? You know that, you are not welcome here.” – said Cecily while changing her clothes.


“Yeah, I know about that. But I’m the President of Student Council, I can go anywhere without your permission, right Cecily?” – Angela said as she making fun of her.


“Don’t call my name so casually, it annoying.” – Cecily said while she continue what she doing,

“From the very beginning we are never getting along, huh? And yet Pao is the only one who connect us, though I think he failed many time even for now.” – said Cecily while she try to calm down knowing what happen to Panda.

With looking down,

“Yeah, that’s because we have really a bad blood within us. Even so, no matter how fast you are, how attractive you are, you still can’t chase after the one you love, aren’t you?” – said Angela putting fuel into the fire.


“You do know how to get people nerve, huh?” – Cecily said while she just finish putting her school uniform on & turn at Angela.

*Malicious Smile*,

“And you do know that is my specialized.” – she said with malicious smile.


“I’m finish changing my clothes & I don’t want you to be here either. So, unless you want me to lock you in this room, I will be glad to do so?” – said Cecily taking her bag & going out from changing room.


“You mean that thin wood? Lock me? You must be kidding, right? Hahaha, you know that I can break that door easily, right?” – Angela said with arrogant,

“And the moment I do so, we are going to fight each other, until one of us lying to the ground. For what? For fun, of course! There is nothing more fun than playing with you. I don’t really mind spilling your blood, but explaining things to the Principal will be pain in the ass, you know. And that will also make ‘Little Panda’ sad too.” – Angela said with malicious smile.

“You are a devil.” – Cecily said while she stop her step.

*Malicious Smile*,

“Thanks you, I’m honored being called that way by such a low creature like you.” – said Angela with smile.

“So, what do the devil want from me?” – she ask with looking at Angela direction.

“Hhmmm, so, is the dog finally going to listen to what her Master said?” – say Angela with getting closer to Cecily.

*Holding her Rage*,

“You are the master of no one, be quick with your word.” – Cecily said with trying to holding her anger.

“Hhmmm, what is this? Are you holding your anger toward me? Is that a behavior of someone that going to listen what I’m going to say?” – said Angela with smile.

As Cecily can’t do much, she remain silent as Angela do whatever she want,


*Malicious Smile*,

“Good. That is the way.” – Angela said with touching Cecily shoulder,

“You know, I’m not the one you should getting mad at. You always try to protect ‘Little Panda’ just like he protect you from bully back in Elementary School, yet you always failed. In the end, you are always being protected by him.” – said Angela while walking behind Cecily slowly,

“That is why you are trying your best. That is the reason why you want to be stronger, so that someday he will looking at you in the same way like you do. I know you very well, well enough to get in your head, you always payback those who hurt ‘Little Panda’, & revenge for those who hurt you in the past. So that they no longer become your nightmare.” – she said with smile.

“And your point is?” – Cecily ask with looking at Angela.

“My point is, do you know what happened in last Valentine’s Day?” – Angela whisperings her.


“I don’t know.” – answered Cecily casually.


“Well, this is a event between me, ‘Little Panda’ & his new acquaintances.” – Angela said.

As she said that, Cecily face become serious, and said,

“I’m listening.”

*Giggle, Malicious Smile*,

“This will be interesting.”


And so, ‘Questions vs Answer, Love vs hated, and everything else hanged on the balance. Let’s the game begin.’ That would probably what Angela said after Cecily listening to her. The game that no one know what is the point to doing so, or what is really fun from it. There are a thousand games in this world, and yet she still choose to play with people.


No one can understand her reason or purpose behind all her action, even for Panda himself who is in the end being toyed by her twisted feeling & personality. That never changed until she get to the point where she want to be. Yet, that desire seem nearly have no limit.



To be Continue.



This story is fiction.

All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.


By; Resaid of Story.

The Way to Die

Choice of the way to Die

“All living beings will die eventually, the question is ‘Will it End by your own hand or Will it End by fate.'”


Did you ever hear that ‘Death is Certain, but Time is Not.’ Even some people said Life is too short to take it serious all the time but, doesn’t mean you put every toxic that give you temporary happiness or calmness only to letting them to kill you slowly like a living hell. If fate say something, then all we can do is to be stronger, but when fate say nothing, poisoning yourself only for fun is just a stupid decision.


When you Bored

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“When you Bored with somebody, it whether they make you Bored or you just Bored with yourself.”


Sometime it happened because they repeat the same thing, sometime just because how stupid they are, sometime it because that was obvious thing, but there is also a time when you get bored with yourself while your perspective saying you bored with everything.


Coin of Love

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“Protecting & Hurting are like two different face on a single coin that’s called, Coin of Love.


Sometime there is a think that I really can’t understand, why a couple slap or hurting their partner for a simple mistake that can be compromise easily yet the one who got hurt apologize, where is love in there?


It called Love

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“This is not something to understand, but it something to prove.

Do you know what is it?

It’s called Love.”


It’s not something to understand because  it can’t be explain by a mere word & complicate. Only can be prove yet there are always challenge for it, one of them, make your partner understand what you try to show them.


Bunny Diary Chapter 07; Tasteless

Bunny Diary Chapter 7; Tasteless

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May I ask you something?

When did you show your love? Or for whom is it those love? The answer is not always the same, since every perspective are different.


Love is not only coming from those who you think is the one for you, it can be also from your family & your best friends.


Even if you show your love in Valentine’s Day, Don’t Stop There, show your love & smile everyday.


But it different story when you can’t even tell the difference between love & admirable feeling. Between love as a friend or love as opposite gender, is it really love or just misunderstanding with complicate feeling that can’t be describe or even to explain.


How she could explain that to herself, when she never thought about it before. It is embarrassing to ask her sister or even ask her crush for what happening. Pretty obviously that we’re talking about Echa or rather known as Enchi The Bunny.


And talking about her crush, it been over a month since the last time they talk to each other, to be precise it just after watching the Big Christmas Tree together. Even she could see him in front of The School Gate, where the Student Council correcting the uniform from each student. But it’s almost like there is no chance at all to talk to him.


Inside Class 2-C, Lunchtime.


As Echa sighing & laying her head on her desk, one of her friend coming at her,

“Hai,,hai,,” – waving to Echa that look trouble.

“Oh Hi, Terra.” – she respond with low voice.

Then she ask,

“What is with that respond? And what is it this time?” – with smile she sit on empty seat in front of Echa.

As Echa seem don’t understand with her tone,

“What do you mean Terra?” – confused

“Oh come on, I’m talking about that boy, your crush.”

Hearing that Echa got shock & panic,

“Wach, Terrrraaaa,,, SSSShhhhh,, Not so loud! It embarrassing you know.” – she said with blushing a steam are coming out from her head.

“Hhmm? Why? You still use your uniform, what are you embarrassed about?”


(Sometime I really can’t understand how she can joking like that.) – Echa thought.


For you to know, Terra is a good friend of Echa, since she is a Class Representative from Class 2-C, you can say that she is quite reliable. Though she is also in category that being called tomboy, hidden tittle given by the boy within the classroom. She got those kind of category since she always protect the weak & act like a boy, but most of the time she protect only the girls. And back to normal after the problem is solved.


As Terra don’t get any respond from Echa, she throw another question at her,

“So, is there any progress with him?” – with a straight face.

Surprised with the question that she got panic,

“Progress? What progress, Terra?”

“Come on, you know what I’m talking about. You already talking about him over a month, right? And I got tired hearing you always talking about him, that’s why I ask you ‘is there any progress with him?’”

With blushing & whisper voice she answer Terra question,

“N,,No. There is no progress at all.”

“You must be kidding me.” – she said with cold-sweat.

“No I’m not, but for started I’m not sure if this is exactly what you told me. So I feel awkward to even greeting him.”

“So, if you said it’s not exactly what I thinking is, what is it then?”

“I don’t know.”

With bored eyes,

“Picture the following.”


Without waiting her respond, she said,

“You and him alone in a classroom.”


“Arg..” – Echa blushing,

“You and him alone at the movies.”

As Echa face getting more red & she try to look at another way,


“You and him alone on an uninhabited island.”

Echa start to panic,

“Please, stop it Terra. If you continue any further I’m afraid my heart will explode.” – she blushing.

“That’s what I have been trying to say to you, that kind of reaction is called ‘Love’. You have been fall in Love with him.” – trying to explain.


“Just greet him like you usually do, you meet him every morning, right? And he also come to your club to help your club, right?”

*Little bit down*,

“Hhhmmm, Yes I meet him every morning but, my heart beating so fast that my mouth can’t say a single word. And about that, President Sheila said he got busier with Student Council stuff & he also have some project in his hand. So, basically he have been absent since then.”

“Okey, but you still meet him every morning, right? Just come at him, and greet him like you greet your lover.” – said Terra little bit annoy, losing her patience.

“I told you already, it’s not that easy to just greeting him suddenly, that way will created another misunderstand, that is for sure.” – said Echa Panic.


As Echa trying to stop Terra from giving her funny idea that’s bad for her heart, Terra remember something,

“Echa, today is February 5th, right?”

Casually answer,


“Then, how about giving him a Chocolate on Valentine’s Day?”

As Echa shock with her idea, she shouting at her,


Hearing her shouting, she closed her ears with both of her hand,

“Ow,,ow,,ow,, You don’t need to shouting like that Echa. In that case, we can ask Sheena whether he like chocolate or not. Since she is also member of Student Council.” – after she said that, she immediately walk to Sheena.

“Wait, Terra,,,,” – Surprise hearing her idea, she try to stop her.

But before she could stop Terra, Terra already call for Sheena that preparing the paper before she going to the Student Council Room,

“Sheena, Sheena, did you listening to our conversation?” – ask Terra casually.

“Yeah, you guys talking pretty loud. It difficult for me to ignored your voice.” – said her with little bit annoyed while ignored us.


Sheena is the Secretary of Student Council. With her long sides hair & her dark green eyes, she look so elegant & beautiful. But behind those beauty, it come a cold presence that no one dare to approach her when she is in that state. Even though she is not a class representative like Terra, she have more authority in the class. The reason is because many of them admired her & in the same time, they scared, whenever she have a bad mood. This is also why Terra hated her & the real reason why Echa try to stop Terra.



“Come on, don’t be so cold like that. Hey, do you mind if I ask you something about your Vice-President?”

As Echa still try to stop Terra, she standing behind her back, trying to pulling her,

“Terra, stop it. It’s embarrassing.” – whisper Echa with blushing.

“Ssshhh,, be quiet will you.” – Terra said to Echa without feeling guilt.

*Little bit annoy*,

(Aarrggg,, Don’t act like a class representative in this situation, though it is what you are but my heart is on the stage here.) – Echa thought while blushing.

As Sheena looking at them with curious eyes, she ask,

“About what?”

“About whether he like chocolate or not?” – answer Terra casually.

But suddenly the way Sheena look at them turn into a cold & scary look,

“Forget what I said, don’t make any chocolate for him or even try to give him directly. Now if you excuse me.” – as she said that, she turn around & walk away.

Confused with her answer Echa & Terra looking at each other,


And out of curiosity Echa ask her,

“Wait, Sheena. What do you mean by that?”


But Sheena not listening to any of her words and just walk away like that. With Terra that annoyed with her attitude she said,

“Hemd, yeah just go away! who need your help anyway!!” – she shout,

“Echa you don’t need to bother about her, I forgot that there is a rumor about both of them are dating. Maybe she want to give him something by herself, that’s why she is so pissed, I guess she being dumped by him. That sound more reasonable for her temper.” – Explain Terra with annoyed eyes.


“Both of them? What are you talking about Terra?”

“Oh that, Panda & Sheena of course, what else?” – answer her casually.


“Eh? Y-You mean she is his ex-girlfriend?”

“Yeah, that’s why she warn us that way. Aaarrggg, it annoying to talk about her, I never get along with her anyway. Now I get hungry, let’s go to Cafeteria, Echa.” – she said while get more annoyed.

“(But you are the one who try to talk to her.) O-Okey.” – after she said that, she look at the way Sheena walk to & think,

(Why I have a feeling that was more than a warning.)

With Terra that already going ahead, she turn to Echa & ask,

“Echa you coming? If you still thinking about the Valentine’s Day, don’t worry I will help you, I hear home-made chocolate are more romantic than obligatory chocolate. Though I’m not confidence with my cooking skill either.” – giggle.

“That make me worried, but thanks Terra.” – as she said that she turn around & walk following Terra.

“Hahaha, no problem. that’s what it called friendship, right.” – She said with smile to Echa.


As both Echa & Terra going to the Cafeteria, back to Sheena that walk to the Student Council Room,

(If you insisted to give him chocolate, don’t say that I did not warn you.) – she thought with a bit down expression.


Meanwhile, inside the Student Council Room.

Angela the President of Student Council is sleeping. As she laying her head on the desk, with her long layered hair as black raven silk that covering her, she let Panda do all the paperwork,


“Hhmm,,Pao, did you finished yet?” – she ask as she awake with her head still laying down on the desk.


*Tap, Tap.* – Panda answered her by ‘Tapping’ his pen twice to the table that mean yes.

“Why you taking so long to finish that many paperwork.” – ask her with bored eyes.


“……” – he continue his work.

“Pao, I’m bored. Tell me a joke, that’s an order.” – said her with bored eyes.

As Panda Notepad are in front of him, he write something,

[Sorry. Still busy. Order are invalid. Try again next month.] – he give the notepad to her.

“Haha, nice try you Little Panda. I’m not a computer.” – say her with dry laugh.

As Panda ignored her childish side, he stay quiet & do his work,


“Seem I can’t disturb you for one bit, huh? You are too serious on this.” – she said with lazing around.

As Panda turn away looking at Angela,

<Most of this paperwork is your job not mine.> – said Panda with sign language.

“Your face, & your sign are not telling the same thing. Anyway I’m bored, cheer me!” – she said while leaf up her head from the desk,

“Oh! What do we have here?” – she said while she notice something out from Panda bag & taking it.


“……” – as Panda ignored her, he continue his work.

“Oh, PSP. I thought bringing game console in the school is forbidden? Did you break your own rule, Little Vice-President,,” – *Giggle*



“Hey, while you still busy with those paper can I play this?” – ask her while she taking his PSP out of his bag.

*Tap.*  – Panda answered by ‘Tapping’ his pen once that mean yes,

(As long as you can be a little quiet.) – he thought.

“Hhmmm, what is this? Elysium Legends? Is this a failure project?” – she ask while she play.

*Tap, Tap.* – answer Panda by ‘Tapping’ his pen, & continue his work.

“Then, you must have a reason to bring this to the school, even though it against the rule.” – she said trying to guess.

*Tap.* – he answered by ‘Tapping’ his pen.

“So, what is this game? Fighting? Adventure? Sci-fi? Well I hope this is RPG game.”

<It’s RPG game.> – Panda said with sign language using his right hand.

“Oh, really?” – she said with smile,

“But wait, why you only created 9 avatar only in this game?” – she complain.

<Prototype.> – Panda said with sign language.

“Arrgg,, Okey, I will test them then. You don’t mind, do you?” – she ask.

*Tap.* – Panda answered by ‘Tapping’ his pen.


As Panda continue his paperwork & Angela who continue playing game, they keep the conversation in strange way. While Angela keep talking about the game, Panda only answered her by ‘Tapping’ his pen, between ‘Yes’ or ‘No’. Since Angela is Panda childhood & for her their conversation is more or less like a game that fun being played only for her.

Few minute later, someone coming to Student Council Room,

*Door Open*,

“I’m sorry, I’m late.” – a girl with many book & paperwork coming into the room.

“Katherine, you are late.” – Angela said while looking at her.

“I did already said sorry, right?” – she said while putting all book & paperwork on the table,


“I’m beat.” – Katherine said with taking sit & look little bit tired.

“If you are already beaten up while you just coming here, do you want me to beaten you up?” – ask Angela with bored eyes & scary smile.

“Arg, No. Thanks.” – Katherine answered with scared,

“Hhmmm,,” – she turn around look at Panda direction.

<Welcome.> – Panda said with sign language & smile.


“Ach, yeah. Thanks.” – Katherine answered with little blush.

“So, why you are late? And why that paperwork with you? That supposed to be Sheena part, right?” – Angela ask while playing game.

“I’m sorry, but my brother currently sick, & since my mother is a nurse, I thought it would be easy. But actually not, & because his condition getting worse he is now being nurse in the hospital.” – Katherine said trying to explain.

“Yeah, I know. Your homeroom teacher said that today morning.” – respond Angela casually.

*Cold sweat*,

“Arg, then why you ask?” – little bit annoyed.


“To know whether you are lying or not.” – she answered with smile,

“And how about the second question? Why Sheena paperwork with you?”

“Oh this, I got this from Sheena herself. I met her on the way here but she got order from the teacher to go to the first year building, & she ended up giving her paperwork to me.” – explain Katherine.

“Hhmmm, is that so.” – said Angela while playing game & sound like she don’t care.

“Hahaha, yeah. But, by the way Angela, where is your paperwork?” – she ask while she just realized that Angela only playing game.

“Little Pao doing it for me.” – she answered casually with focus on games.

*Cold Sweat*,

“Arg, don’t you think you supposed to be doing your own paperwork, Angela?”

“Hhhmm, Maybe. But I’m too lazy to do that & too bored to doing any paperwork. So, I leave everything to my Vice-President.” – *Giggle*,

“Anyway, he look like he doesn’t mind about it, right Little Panda?”

*Tap, tap.* – Panda responded with ‘Tapping’ his pen.

As Katherine notice what Panda doing she said,

“Eee, isn’t that mean he do mind about that?” – trying to remember what Panda mean.

“Well, leave him. He will finish all the paperwork in another 20 minute anyway. And it all his fault anyway.” – she said.

“What do you mean?” – Katherine ask.

“He is smart & a good  guy, but the moment I turn away, he helping a club activity without my permission. Knowing his project still much to do & not to mention his position in Student Council. So I think something like this is a piece of cake for him.” – Angela answered with little bit annoyed & wreak her emotion to the game.


“Oh I know what mean, are you jealous that you can’t keep him for yourself, Princess?” – ask Katherine trying to tease Angela a bit.


“I do. Have problem with that?” – Answered Angela glaring at Katherine.

*Cold Sweat*,

“Hehehe, I’m sorry for trying to teasing you.” – she said little bit scared,

(Woah the way she glaring at me is scary.) – she thought.


As Katherine having conversation while doing her paperwork perfectly with Angela who is still playing game, Panda trying hard to focus & ignored those two.


20 minute later,

*Tap, Tap.* – Panda trying to call Katherine by ‘Tapping’ his pen.

“Hhmmm, yes?” – she noticed.

<I’m finish with my paperwork, give me half of yours, I will help.> – Panda said with sign language .


*Glared*, but before Katherine finish her words, Angela cut her word & glaring at Katherine again,

“You don’t have to, I will help. You need to finish your project, right?” – said Angela little bit serious,

“Here your PSP, I’m lost many time in that dungeon, it really difficult game you created there. But, I’m having fun. That’s the important part, right?” – she said looking at Panda.

<You sure?>

“Yeah, pretty sure.”

<Then I will take my leave.> – he said with sign language while putting his PSP in the bag.

“Hey, before you leave, can I ask you something?” – she ask with different tone.

<What is it?> – Panda answer with a calm expression.

“Where are you going last Christmas?” – looking at him with curiosity.

As Panda looking at Angela, he throw another question,

<Just how many time you will ask me about that & answering you with the same answer every single time until you satisfied.>

“Come on, don’t be stingy.” – she sullen.


<It already 341 time you asked about it. Well whatever, I’m going with Enchi to watch Big Christmas Tree.>

As she change the way she looked at Panda,

“Did you guys dating?”

<No. She just want to return the favor & I just want to repay her phone, since her phone are broken because of me.> – answered Panda casually with sign language.

With ominous aura surrounded her, she say,

“I hope you present on Valentine’s Day, Little Panda.”

<It’s not that I’ll be absent on that day.> – he responded.

“This will be interesting.” – She said with malicious smile.


Meanwhile Katherine that being ignored as a third person between them, doesn’t have any chance to talk at all. Where actually she enjoy the conversation between both of them & having little bit fun looking at how Angela jealous. As for Panda, with his personality, he is too good to not knowing that she have the plan for him, to be played with.


Everyone in Class 2-A know, that Angela also had a feeling for him. Since she always so strict & devilish to whoever break the rule but so childish & friendly with Panda. Even for Sheena, her childhood friend, can’t do a thing but smile at how she behaves. Yet she always sad, by the fact that Angela never holding back to show her ugly side to someone she doesn’t like. Whoever it is, stepping back from them are merely a mercy for Angela, The President of Student Council.


As the days are passing by, Valentine’s Day has arrived.

Lunch Time, In front of Class 2-A, are become crowded place, the reason for this ruckus is no other than there are so many girls that trying to get in to Class 2-A. But they are being held by 4 boys which is not letting them to go in. Their purpose actually not far from the event on that day, the only problem is the person who they try to give the chocolate, is only one person. It’s for Panda.


Eventually one of the boy that holding the door shouting,

“Aaarrggg, girls please, calm yourself,,” – with trying to holding them to get in, he shouting,

“Meg, are you done yet?”

Since it crowded she respond with shouting too,

“Not yet! And can you please make them quite? I can’t concentrate here.” – as she continued where she leave before,

“Okey, now how I can solve this question again, Panda?” – ask her with pointed her finger to the question in the math book.

With Casually he using sign language,

<Page 93, inside the yellow box there’s a formula, you can use them as the second formula and combined with X to find Y. Then you need to,,>

As Panda try to explain math to Meg, she interrupt him,

“Wait, wait, wait, Panda. If you excuse me.” – she turn slowly & shouting,

“can you guys please shut up!” – she get annoyed by the crowd that trying to get in.

Since, one of the boy that holding the door is Ursiblue, he try to confront them with sweat on his head,

“Ladies, you hear that, right? Our class have study session now, so can you little bit quite.”

“No, Let me pass, I want to give my chocolate to Panda! Let me Pass!” – said one after another with the same line.

Realize that no one is listening to him, he look at Meg with a depress expression,

“No one care.”

She got annoyed,

“Yeah, maybe that’s because you are too soft!!!”


Meanwhile, two girl are standing not so far from Class 2-A. As Terra shock seeing the crowd in front of Class 2-A,

“The Heck! Are you sure about this Echa? Where you are going to is a war zone, I mean look at those girls, it definitely a war zone.”

As Echa carry a small  box covering with pink fabrics & a nice red ribbon she said,

“Y,,yes, I will give this chocolate to him.”

Little bit worry,

“On the first place, why you don’t give that chocolate to him in the drama club? You don’t need to pass those war zone thing, you know.”

“Maybe you are right, but he leave a note on his locker yesterday that saying, [Sorry for the disturbing, I’ll leave everything to you.] At first nobody know what he mean, only President Sheila do. But then today morning there are so many chocolate box & bouquet of flower in front of Drama Club, it was mean for him. Now everybody know what he mean.” – Echa trying to explain.


“Heh? What he is? Is he a super stars or what?”

“Yes, he is, or rather it’s not only him, anyone who play the main role or get a character to play, they all have a fans now even from outside of the school.” – answer Echa casually.

“Wow. Wait, don’t tell me you also got many chocolate from your fans too?”

“Yes, but I share the chocolate with the rest of the member, since I can’t finish it alone, do you want some?” – ask Echa casually.

*Cold Sweat*,

“Ack, No Thanks. Now let’s go there, I’ll open the way for you.”

“Thanks, Terra.” – she said with smile.


But before Echa & Terra getting close to the crowd, a loud voice can be heard from the inside of Class 2-A,

“Hey look! I saw Panda running to the backyards!!!”


Hearing that, all girls respond,

“Heh, really?” – then one girl trying to get out from the crowd & start to run with shouting,

“I will be the first who give Panda the chocolate.” – following by,

“Don’t even think about that!” – then the other said,

“I won’t let you to do that!” – said another girl, then they start chasing the girl who running first one after another until the door is free to pass.


After all girls are gone, the boys who holding the door with a heavy breathing & their annoyed eyes directed to Meg, as she respond,


*Ursiblue annoyed*,

“Why you don’t do that from the first place?”

“Don’t blame me, you guys look almost dead holding them anyway. Thanks would be good, and ,,,oh!” – just before she could finish her word, she saw Echa coming in into their class.

As she nervous because of everybody inside the class looking at her,

“Em, Excuse me.” – say Echa with a low tone.

“I’m sorry but we are having,,” – before Meg finish her word, Panda pat her back then with a sign language,

<It’s Okey.>

With worried eyes,

“Are you sure about this?” – ask Meg.

<Yeah. Meg, look at her finger. She have been trying hard. It would be rude to decline a home-made, right?> – said Panda to Meg using different sign language that he use in Drama Club.

“Just don’t push yourself.” – said Meg warn him.

With Echa getting close to Panda,

“I’m sorry, did I disturb your study session?”

“Nah, don’t worry about that,, Hhhmmm,, Enchi, right?” – said Meg trying to remember Echa name.

“Agh, my name is Echa, but I’m fine either way.” – said Echa little bit embarrassed.

“Okey. So, why are you here again?” – ask Meg casually.

“I,,I,,I’m here to give the chocolate. T-To Panda.” – said Echa embarrassed.


“Ah no, I’m with my friend. But she said she want to make sure that the other girls keep distracted.”

*Cold Sweat*,

“Yeah, I guess that would be the best move. Good job Enchi friend.” – said Meg with cold sweat.

As Panda take a look at Echa finger that full of band aid,

<Enchi, What happen to your finger?> – ask Panda casually.

“Th,,this? Ah don’t worry, this is nothing. I just careless & accidently touch a hot pan 2 days ago.” – explain Echa with little bit panic & think,

(Though, I actually did that because I overthinking about the chocolate, but it’s impossible for me to say that, am I.) – as she trying to give the chocolate to him, but she blushing beforehand,

“P-Please, accept my chocolate.” – said Echa while giving him the chocolate.

<Thanks.> – with smile Panda accept her chocolate.



As Panda notice that Echa have been staring at him,

<What is it?>

“Please, try it.” – she shy,

“I’m not sure that will be good, but I try my best to make it.” – she said.

<Okey, I will try one.> – after he said that with his sign language, he take one piece of chocolate from the box & put it in his mouth,

<It was delicious.> – he said with his sign language & smile.

As Ursiblue suddenly show up from Panda back,

“Really? Then I guess I will take one.” – as he stealing one chocolate from Panda, he suddenly make a funny face afterward,

“Uurrgghh, it salty. Panda, are you sure this chocolate is delicious or you just can’t,,”

“Blue!!!” – Just before Ursiblue finish his word, everybody shouting on him & startled Echa.

“Oops..” – as he realized what he have been trying to say,

“Pao, I didn’t mean to,,”

<It’s okey, Blue.>

As Echa confused & doesn’t understand why they are shouting on Ursiblue in the same time or even why he try to apologize to Panda, then she ask,

“What’s going? Wha,,”


But before she could throw another question to everyone, she look at Panda face, Panda expression, she remember that look. That expression is what she saw when they are going to the Aquarium Park.


As Echa worried over Panda, she try to ask him,

“Panda, are you alrig,,”

Before she could finish her word again,

“Pao, what are you doing here! There are so many worksheets in Student Council Room, I need your help.” – Sheena is calling Panda from outside the class.

With his expression still the same, he answer with sign language,

<I’m coming.> – as he passing everyone like it was nothing happen, class become awkward for a moment.

“Uummm,, What is going on?” – ask Echa that still confused & trying to break the awkward.

“Okey everyone, who is hungry? It lunchtime, don’t waste your time,, let’s go to cafeteria!” – shout Ursiblue trying to distract & dodge the question.

“Yeah good idea.” – said one of them,

“I’m coming with you buddy.” – respond the other student.

“Hei wait, how about my math problem?” – ask Meg panic.

“Don’t worry I already have a note from what Panda explain.” – said the girl beside Meg.

“Thanks, then let’s go.” – said Meg, and following her, everybody else leave the classroom.


As everything happen so fast, without Echa realizing she have been left alone in the classroom. With nothing but a question, ‘What is going on here?’


Back to Panda that walk alongside with Sheena,

“Are you alright?” – ask Sheena worried.

*Cough, cough*

<Yeah.> – answer Panda while he covering his mouth with handkerchief.

As Sheena take a look at Panda handkerchief, she see a blood,

“You should not push yourself, Pao. Do you want spew that chocolate?”

<No, thanks.>


“You are really persistent, huh? As your cousin I’m worried, you know. Here, take this.” – said Sheena give a mineral water to Panda.


“It was Angela who ask me to buy the drink for you & give it to you. I don’t know what is her reason, until I saw what happen there.” – explain Sheena.

<Why I’m not surprised hear that.> – said Panda with his expression still down.


<It’s not your fault.>

“Thanks for trying to cheering me, but it doesn’t change the fact that I let thing happen. Sometime I don’t understand her as her friend, why she played you around yet she care to you.” – Sheena confused.

<That’s one thing that I agreed with you.>


Along their way, they continue their conversation as they continue their step. Many  student misunderstanding & think that Sheena is Panda ex-girlfriend which is still chasing after him, though actually she just like Wolfrik, care to Panda like a real relative. She is Wolfrik cousin, and she seeing Panda like a big brother, she is the second daughter of famous restaurant, the place where Wolfrik & Panda have part-time job.


Maybe it is true that she is Angela childhood or even the longest friend that can stand with her behavior. She do can’t understand her as a friend but, she really do understand what exactly she is. Rather than hated & sarcastic the person who have the same feeling like her to Panda, she chose to played them so that they fall into despair & tear them apart slowly. And that’s is how ugly her ugly side.



To be Continue.


This story is fiction.

All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story.