Regardless Which Personality

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“Regardless of which personality you have, it doesn’t change the fact that you are the one & only person I love.”


If you have a lover or partner or crush, don’t just love them from a good side, a good personality, & a good behaviour. People also have a bad side, bad personality, & bad habit that they hide & only shown to those who are closer to them, when you learn about that, are you going to disgust at them or are you going to accept the way they are that sometime trying to change just for you.


Bunny Diary Chapter 04; Shy Paola

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Bunny Diary Chapter 04; Shy Paola


Every action always determine thing that happen, but sometime there is a time where a single thing change everything. Whether it is the right thing or the wrong thing to do, once it done it can’t undone. That’s how life is.


They keep giving you a second chance that called ‘Tomorrow’, & leave you with a choice to start your step or repeat the same mistake again.


Previously in front of Class 2-A, Lunchtime,

As Echa standing face to face with Panda,

*Using Sign Language*

<I’m sorry. I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?>


As Panda & his friend had a few second pause.

Blue & the other two are surprised that she using sign language,

“Woe Panda, did you have a fight with your girlfriend?” – Blue ask Panda with looking at him.

<Shut Up.> – Panda said little bit confused too.

“But still, why she propose to you? Did you teach her wrong?” – ask Blue still confused.

<Don’t ask me. I’m not the one who teach, but somehow I know what happened here> – Panda said with eyes that somehow understand what she trying to say exactly.


As Echa hear what Blue said she respond,

“Propose???” – she said with confused.

Looking back at her, Panda ask,

<You, are you trying to apologize just now?>

“S-Sorry, I can’t understand what you are saying, I just learn the word that I mean to say. So, if you could please, can you write it for me.” – she scared & surprised as Panda using sign language to her.

As Panda take his notepad from his pocket & write something,

(Its look like she just learn that, interesting.) – he thought,

[Come with me.] – As Panda show that notepad to her, he grabs her hand and brings her to somewhere else.

With Blue & the other two being left behind by Panda, he shouting,

“Panda, don’t forget our promise to hang out together, okey!!”

As Panda still can hear his shouting,

(Since when I promise you something like that.) – thought Panda with annoy eyes.


School Garden, The Garden of the School.

Near the Flowers Garden as Panda watering the flower & Echa sit on the bench close to the garden, Panda give her a notepad every time he passing her,

[I’m sorry to brings you here, it was my turn today to watering them.]

“It’s okey.” – Echa said after she read Panda notepad.

[So, what you actually try to say before.]

“Hhmm, I just want to apologize about that bump & calling you Deaf even you are not.” – she said timidly.

As Panda finish his duty to watering the flowers, he sit beside her on the bench,

[Don’t worry about it, people sometime confused & think that we’re the same.] – he give a notepad with smile.

“By the way, why your friends suddenly talking about ‘Proposal’ before?” – Echa wonder while remembering their words.

Panda surprised,

[About that, do you even know what is the meaning from the sign language you use before?] – also wondering.

“Hhmmm, if I’m not wrong I just try to say ‘I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?’ is there something wrong?” – Echa said trying to remembering what she said.



[The last part, it totally mess up.] – Panda said with cold sweat.

“Eh, really!? Then what I actually saying there?” – Echa surprised.

[I don’t think you want to know about it.]

“Oh come on, tell me where I make a mistake. If I don’t know my mistake then I will never be able to learn a single thing.” – she insisted.

As Panda looking at her,

(Hhmmm, Interesting.) – he thought with smile.

“Panda, are you listening?” – she ask, wondering why Panda smile.

As Panda giving a sign for her that mean ‘wait moment’, while he writing something,

[In the last part that you want to say ‘will you please forgive me?’ the sign are wrong. Instead saying ‘forgive me’ the sign language you use is mean ‘will you marry me.’]

As Echa read Panda notepad, her face turn into red and slowly ask him,


“D-Did I,, Did I really say that?” – she blushed.

With straight face,


* Blushing*

“P-ple,,,,please tell me, h-how many student understand sign language in your class?” – she ask timidly.

[All of them.]

“Arrgg please, don’t say it with a straight face like you have nothing to do about this.” – as she embarrassed, she cover her face with both of her hand.

With curious,

[Actually, who teach you sign language anyway?]

Looking at notepad he give to her,

“Hhmmm, it President Sheila from Drama Club. You know her, right?”

[I do know her. She is my brother girlfriend, & she is not someone who make a mistake deliberately. Knowing that she always busy, did she not send you any message?] – Panda wonder.

“Oh you mean Wolf-Boy, that’s your brother? I know about him, since President Sheila keep talking about him if she talking about love. And about my phone, it was split into 2 piece because of that bump, since it was flip-phone, you know, when I fell down and my phone was on my hand and you know what happened, hehehe.” – she explain with smile like nothing is happened.

[Wolf-Boy? Who?] – Panda confused.

“So-Sorry, I don’t mean it, I hear President Sheila called him that way.”

[I thought as much, no it is fine, it suit him. And sorry about what happened to your phone.] – Panda give a notepad as he apologize.

“Hhmm,, no, don’t worry about it, it’s not like your fault or anything else, it’s my own fault for being careless.” – she said with little bit awkward.


[You are quite clumsy, hah.]

“Heh? How you know that?” – she surprised.


Before he answer her question that obviously she is quite clumsy herself, Panda take a look at his watch,

[I’m sorry. The President of Student Council is absent today, so I need to go back to the Student Council Room. I’m sure the other already waiting, so tell me why you are looking for me beside apologize?]

“Woah, I’m actually forget about that! I’m sorry to take your time, it’s about my manuscripts, President Sheila said you could help me as the second character that’s why I’m looking for you, can you help me out this time?” – she said realizing she forget something important.

As Panda seem in hurry,

[Fine by me. Meet me in front of Class 2-B after school, we need her. See ya.] – as he give a notepad to her, he going to the Student Council Room as fast as he can without explaination.


But Echa seem not understand what Panda writing,

“Help? Her? Who he is talking about?”



*The writer notepad.*

Don’t you think there is something to asked here? It’s not actually complicate question or complicate thing to understand, because it quite simple. How Panda will play his role while he is Mute?


Any consideration why Sheila still choose him?


Seem Echa not thinking about that, since she always focus on her study & club activity, that sometime made her become clumsy.



After School, in front of Class 2-B.

(Hhmmm, Why Panda ask me to go here.) – Echa thought as she standing in front of Class 2-B & looking for Panda that nowhere to be found.

As someone open the door from the inside,

<You are here?> – said Panda with sign language.

Seeing Panda standing there, Echa see a hands is grabs his back showing that someone is hiding behind him,

“Hhmmm, who is that?” – she ask casually out of curiosity.

As Panda looking at his back he using sign language to her,

<Hey, you promised to me that you won’t hide from her.>

As she using sign language only by her right hand,

<But I don’t know her. Is she gonna eat me?>

<She is not carnivore.>

<How you can be so sure? What is her name then?>


“Hhmmm, I’m sorry. What you guys talking about?” – Echa ask looking at their conversation that made her confused.

Panda looking back at Echa, as he forget about her,

[Sorry about this, but how Sheila called you in Drama Club?]

“President Sheila? Oh, she called me Enchi The Bunny, why?” – she ask little bit surprised.

He using sign language again to the girl behind his back,

<Her name is Enchi The Bunny, and Bunny not eating meat, they eat carrot.>

<I can hear that.>

“Hey, even I can’t understand what you guys talking about but I feel being mocked or at least that is what I feel.” – Echa said feeling little bit annoy.

[No one is mocked you, at the very least that is what I think.] – Panda smile.



[Just kidding. The girl behind me is Paola The Squirrel, as you can see she is a very shy person, and scared with people.] – explain Panda with his notepad.

“People? But you are also people.” – Echa confused.

<No! Panda is Panda!> – as Paola responded with sign language to what Echa saying.

“Huh?” – Echa getting more confused.

[Please, don’t mention that to her.] – after he show that note to her, he talk to Paola with sign language,

<Paola, say hi to her.>


As she respond nicely to him, she just wave her right hand to Echa,

<Nice to meet you.>

“Oh, nice to meet you there. My name is Echa from Class 2-C.” – Echa said responding to Paola hand she notice it mean ‘Nice to meet you’.

But she just give her a sign language as a answer & one word only that of course Echa can’t understand,

“Bunny.” – she said with making a ‘Bunny’ sign with her right hand.

“I’m sorry, What is that mean again?” – ask Echa looking at Panda with confused.

As he saw the sign Paola have been make he write a note,

[She said ‘You’re not Echa, You are Enchi The Bunny’. It seem she will stick with that nickname of your.] – he give a note with expressionless face.

Little bit annoy,

“And whose fault is that? Anyway, why you ask me coming here?” – Echa said still confused.

[You still don’t understand, are you?]

“Understand what?”

[If I’m going to the stage, how I’m supposed to talk there?]

As Echa respond without thinking,

“Of course you just need to go there and read the scripts and,,,,” – but as she realizing thing in the midway, she have a pause.


Few second later,

“Oooohhhh No!!!! I’m forget that you can’t talk! But President Sheila said you are the only person who can play the role! What should I do? What should I do?” – as she realize the most important part she going panic.

Yet Panda calmly show another notepad to her,

[Calm yourself, Enchi. That’s why I ask you to come here, to meet the person who may help our problems.]

“What do you mean by that? And why you calling me that too?” – Echa said while still don’t got it & little bit annoy by Panda who called her that way too now.


[Stay focus, Enchi.]

Little bit annoy,

“You are the one who need to focus, Panda. So, who is this person you’re talking about?” – Echa ask casually.

[She is right behind my back. Maybe Paola is a very shy person, but she can imitate or change her voices like others.] – Panda give a note with smile.

“For real? That’s so cool Paola, I just hope we have someone like you in Drama Club.” – Echa admire Paola.


After hearing that Paola become more timid behind Panda back, as Echa seeing what is happened, she getting more confused with the way she act,

“Paola? What happened? Panda, did I said something wrong to her?” – she ask.

[Well about that, she like reading a book & her voice are good, but she is not coming from Library Club or Glee Club. Originally she is one of from yours, Drama Club.] – Panda give a note with expressionless face again.

As Echa surprised reading that,

“Eh? Really? S..sorry about that. Paola, I’m sorry okey. It’s just we never met before,,”

Before Echa continue her words, Panda show another notepad,

[That’s because Sheila is the one who drag her to join the club.]

“I don’t know why I’m saying this, but I’m sorry about our Club President.” – she said as she feels the same thing has happened to Panda.

[No Problem. Just give me the manuscripts, & the schedule to practice, I need to adjust with my schedule & Paola won’t come or even practice without me, so if you don’t mind about the trouble.]

“No, it’s fine. Here is the manuscripts & schedule for the practice.” – Echa said as she give the manuscripts & the schedule to Panda, then he give them to Paola.

But suddenly Paola poking Panda back,

<What is it?> – ask Panda as he looking at her.

<I think you did forget something?>

(Oh!) – Panda thought remembering the thing he forgot & then he write something on the notepad fast,

[Enchi, I forgot to tell you that Paola had own manuscripts for the next show & because of her fear she can’t ask anyone for help even after being approves by Sheila.] – he give a note with worry,

[In exchange for helping you, Paola ask a favor, ‘Would you like to be the second main character in her manuscripts?’] – Panda give another note.

“Hhmm? Of course, I will. There is no need for her to ask a favor. If you need help, just ask me, I definitely help you.” – Echa said with energetic & smile.

<You see Paola, she is a nice person.> – Panda said with smile.

“Y-yeah.” – she answer with a very timid voice.


As the conversation between them still going on and on, they continue their conversation on the way home. The next morning, they start to practice every time they had time to do so. For Paola who always hide behind Panda back, no one know how she actually look like. Yet many of the member trying to approach her.


But she sure are clingy to Panda the whole time, not to mention she surprised everyone in the Drama Club with her ability to change her voice to whoever she want & can perfectly adjust her voice to how Panda lip sync or the opposite.


In the end, everything is going smoothly.


Well, it’s not that smooth since Panda really busy with Student Council stuff & Class Representative that need to be attended, make it practice become more difficult for him. As for Echa & Panda who play the role for main character, both have extra practice because of those two reason.


As for Paola, despite she is a shy person & not talking to anyone except Sheila & Panda though she using sign language, she have been enjoying as voice-over for Panda.


The day after The Show.

The Show was just like President Sheila predicted, it is a Big Success for the Drama Club and even Paola who become famous among the others member, can’t do much except running behind Panda or Sheila back afterward, and cry whenever the other try to pull her.


But still, because of how she behave people can’t describe her clearly. Timid  and quiet person, her body is small it make others difficult to see her once she hide behind Panda or Sheila. Her brawn hair are so long that it covering her face, and she always use a hoody jacket, that make more difficult for other to recognize her.


But everyone seem don’t mind about her, since Sheila & Panda is explaining her situation to them to understand her more. By the time passing, some member already accustomed with her & few are still trying to approach her since they want to be friend, but her respond are always the same, & that is how her daily activity in club from then on.


Even with her behavior, thanks to that, many of member are willing & supported Paola manuscripts. Instead, they really want to know how the story goes on, trying their best to make Paola more comfortable in  the Drama Club, to made her feel like her own home, to heal her fear of people, & to become her friends.



As Panda seeing that, he just standing there laying on the wall with a smile. A smile that no one ever see it, his real smile without a sadness being hide, and yet without knowing, Echa seeing that smile.


With her heart starting to feel weird. Beating much faster every single time, she just standing there, staring those smile of him, while blushing.




To be Continue.

This story is fiction.
All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story

Stone Expectation

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“‘Expecting’ is like you tell a Stone that he can Fly and throw him far away only to Fall somewhere else.”


Did you ever “Expecting” things from people who would never grant those expectation of yours. Trust & Love, in this case, expecting something from those two from someone who doesn’t love you back or not trust you at all is doing nothing but killing every single day.

The Same Plate

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“Blaming someone without Prove is Rude,

but Blaming somebody without considering yourself,

just put thing as the same Plate.”


Did you ever being blamed for something that you don’t know about or mistake that you never did before, but they push you so far as far as making you look like the culprit behind it. Well, I can understand those things. Talking with someone who don’t believe on anyone but himself sometime is the same like talking to a wall. When you try to explain, it only being look as excuse & lie. while you try to put the truth on it, they don’t believe anything while blaming everything on you. Is that a wall you talking with or a windows that wanted to be thrown by stone. -_-

All about Respect

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“If all is about Respect,

Then why you act like As$hole.”


Sometime people keep asking for respect from the other, just because they are elder or even have higher status, but here is the problem. There so many people doing whatever they want after that Respect being given, making them loss respect to it. Respect is not something you can ask, Respect is given when you deserve it. You want it? then act like it.

Wasting Energy

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“When people start to get tired while working, & become more quiet, sometimes they just think, ‘Talk is a Wasting Energy’.”


When fatigue are unavoidable but work are still much, some of people will try to distract themselves with something that interest them, but there are also some who still focus on their work, shut their own mouth to safe their energy & work quietly.

Bunny Diary Chapter 03; Silence Words (Boy)


Bunny Diary Chapter 03; Silence Words (Boy)


Can I ask you something, how did you seeing this world? From which edge you seeing it, or even how you seen our sky up above? Are you seeing it as it is or as an endless sky & realize just how small you are, in this world. How a single weakness can determine your entire life? What is the purpose of life when you just focus on a single weakness?


I think that is too much question already but, every question keep me wonder how each perspective people have. None of us have the same perspective over everything, it pretty simple to make other understand if we had this kind of thing.


A single weakness make us different, a single mistake make us being judge, but none of us is perfect neither. What give them the right to judge people, when some people don’t look at themselves beforehand.


But whether they are normal or less, people always have interesting way to make their decision & that’s the more reason why I like to observe them.


Whether they giving up or keep trying till the end. Every choice they make only lead to one future yet, there are so many possibilities to how it actually ended. That part alone, was the interesting part, keeping people to wonder how the future will lead them.


Previous chapter, inside Classroom 2-A.

As I stared at the sunset from the window,

(The Sunset is beautiful, it so calm after finishing all this paper. I wonder what time now,) – I thought while checking the time,

(17:30!!! What the? All homework is done but all this paper from the teacher is making me this late, hope there is still teacher in Staffroom.) – I thought as I put all papers together in hurry & walk to the door fast,

(Again, why I’m the only one who got this, I’m not the only Class Rep, though. Better fast.) – I thought as complain.


But something unexpected is happened, as I opened the door in hurry,


“Ouch, ouch, ouch.” – she said while feeling pain.

(What happen? Did I bump to someone?) – I thought with scratching my head.

“Hhhmmm, what I hitting on?” – confused.

(A girl voice?) – surprised.

“Ah, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to, I will help you to compile the book.” – she said with compile my book.

As I open my eyes, I see a girl with a long hair helping compile the book,

(Who is that girl? Well, it doesn’t matter as long as she helped too.) – I thought as I also helping to compile my own book.

View second later, she suddenly ask,

“Uhhmmm I’m sorry, are you by any chance Panda?” – she ask timidly.

As I respond to her question by looking back at her,

(Panda? Ah she knows from those manuscripts, is she from Drama Club? Don’t tell me Sheila send her here. Not again.) – I thought with cold sweat.

“Ah, I’m talking about these manuscripts you know. How did you have these? Are you playing as Panda, three month ago?” – she said trying to explain & remind me.

(As I though, she is from Drama Club. But, as I can remember correctly none of them can use ‘Sign Language’ except Sheila & Paola.) – I thought as I looking for something to write.

“Hallo, are you listening to me?” – she said while waving her hand in front of me.

(Arg, I need to answer her, but where is my notepad, anyway? Or at least something to write with.) – I thought as I still looking for pen or pencil.

She already lost her patience,

“Hay, don’t ignoring me, I’m talking to you! Hallo, earth to Panda, Earth to Panda.”

(Yeah, yeah, I know. But I need to find my notepad first, where is this guy anyway?) – I thought with little bit panic.

She raise her voice little bit,

“Seriously, can you even say a single word? Halloooo, I’m talking to you! Are you a Deaf?”

(Heee, so she mad at me, huh? Ah there it is, better take a pen & write something for her.) – I thought little bit surprised by her.


As I found my pen, I start to write something on my notepad, & give her a notepad that saying,

[I’m sorry, I’m not Deaf. I’m Mute.]

“……” – with silent she look surprised reading my note.

[But I’m figuring out that you don’t know sign language, so I don’t how to answer you.]


[You talking so fast, I can’t write that fast.]

As she look gloomy she keep quiet,



And before I could write everything to explain everything to her, he suddenly show up from her back,

“Hay brother, how long you gonna make me waiting? Mama will going to mad when we are late. Huh? Hay, are you alright?” – he said seeing both of us on the floor.

(Oh right, I forgot mama asking us to go shopping since there is a big discount near the station on 17:00, need to hurry.) – I thought while taking all the paper & book that already compiled,

*Using sign language,*

<I’m fine. Sorry to make you waiting, I will come.>


As I standing up & I try to help her standing too, I give her one last notepad,

[Sorry about the bump, & thanks for helping. I’m in hurry, sorry I must go. See ya.]

(Ah she is become more gloomy, I hope it just my imagination.) – I thought as I leave her behind.


As we run trying to catch up with time, I leave her alone in there.

“Hay brother, who is that girl? Is that your girlfriend?” – ask him tempting.

*Using sign language,*

<Don’t be ridiculous, I don’t know her but she is from Drama Club I think.>


“Hohoho, this will be an interesting story if I told mama that you have a girlfriend now.” – he said not really listening.

<And it will be more fun if I told Sheila that you looking at another girl.> – I said with little bit annoyed & bored eyes.

“Hay, that is going too far, Brother.” – he said with surprised,

“And that’s also a lie, Sheila won’t believe you for that, haha.” – he said with confident.

<Who know, did you even remember the last thing that happen to you when you made her mad just because a little misunderstanding?> – I said with emotionless face,

<And what is more, just now you were talking about that girl, right? There is more than enough evidence to tell the truth, you know.> – I said with cold eyes & smirk.

“Brother, you are so cold.” – he said with scared & cold sweat.

<You started first.> – I said with bored eyes.

“Urg, okey, okey, but you keep call her ‘that girl’ don’t you know her name?” – ask him confused.


“The heck? Well, whatever as long as we can buy what we need to.”

<Can’t do, I need to go to Staffroom to give this paper work to the teacher first.> – I said with showing the paper that needed to return.

“Roger that.”



As I speak, just after we give the paper to the teacher, we decide to racing whether to catch the time before the discount time are finish or to know which one of us is the faster. And that is how we leave the school, to get what we need to, just hoping not sold out yet.


The time has pass by.

Present Time, 5 day after the actual accident, Monday.

As I walk into gate of the school, I keep thinking for what actual reasons Sheila send her to me. And what make worst is, Mother send me to Uncle place to help him for 5 days straight. Currently he is the owner of famous restaurant & always ask for my help whenever he don’t have enough worker,

(Well it doesn’t matter for me, I got paid anyway.) – I thought,


(But honestly, the place was really crowd. I barely have no time to rest) – I thought with sleepy eyes,

(Luckily, I have no duty this morning & since I just got home today morning, I’m still sleepy here.) – I thought.


What make worst is actually not how much work to do in the restaurant but that girl. Knowing how Sheila doing thing, she most properly send her to my class every single day. It became awkward to meet her after that ‘Bump’ and gone for 3 days.


*Sign Language*

As I open my classroom door & knock before I’m going in, *knock, knock,*

<Good Morning>

“Oh, Good Morning Panda.” – they respond, as everyone notice me.

Little bit confused,

(Arg, why everybody call me Panda now?) – I thought with cold sweat.

As I walk to my seat, on row 4 number 3, one guy greet me,

“Yo, long time not see, Panda.” – he greet with a smile.


<Not that long, Blue.> – I said with bored eyes.


Little note for this guy.

His name is Ursiblue, his hair maybe brawn, but his eyes & all his staff is blue, that’s why everybody else called him ‘Blue’ even the Teacher.


*Sign Language*

<So, what is the clue, Blue?>

“Woe, I’m not the dog who give a mark on something as a clue, you know.” – Blue said little bit annoy.

<Oh come on, give me one clue.> – I said as I put my bag beside my desk.

“You really don’t know about it?” – Blue ask wondering.

<Like I told you, what are you talking about actually?> – more confused.

“Your girlfriend, Echa from Class 2-C, right? She have been waiting for you in front of the class every lunch time even after school, & she only asking one question, ‘is Panda here?’” – Blue trying to explain.

<Girlfriend? I don’t have,, wait, you said her name was Echa? Who?> – I ask with surprised & confused.


“Oh don’t be shy, everyone in class think that you are her boyfriend, you know. Especially she keep coming only to looking for you, don’t you think it romantic?”

With a bored eyes,

(No wonder everyone call me Panda now, especially this guy who doesn’t listen to anyone.) – I thought.

“Hai,,hai,, Panda, how about next time we are going to the Park together, my girlfriend and yours with the others too.” – happily suggested.

(Not listening. Not listening. Not Listening.) – I thought as I get annoyed by him.

“Ah but don’t mention her name to Angela, okey. She have been in ‘Bitchy mood’ after hearing those rumors.”

<It’s not like we are dating, we are even barely know each other.>

“But those rumors is true right? I really can’t wait until we can hang out together. So, when did you confess to her & how did you confess to her? You are so good at hiding thing, you know. We will celebrate this for you, when the party & where is the place, come on, don’t forget to invite me, okey.” – he said with exciting.

Together with everyone else in class that listening & watch to their conversation, with bored eyes,

(This guy really not listening.) -_-


<Talking about Angela, where she is? She is nowhere to be found?> – I ask Blue while looking around the classroom.

“She have Student Council meeting in other school if I’m not wrong or something like that.” – Blue said trying to remember.


“Hai,,hai,, why you are looking for her? Did you miss her? Don’t cheat on your girlfriend, Panda. She is a nice girl, you know. If you compare with Angela, she is better than her.” – Blue said with curious.

<Are you even listening, I told you, we’re not dating. And just try to say that thing in front of her.>


“Who? Angela? You must be kidding me, Panda.” – Blue said got scared,

“She is such a scary President Student Council & Class Representative whenever she is in serious mode or bad moon. I can’t understand how people can work together with her anyway.” – he explain with scared.

<Hey, don’t you forget that the one you talking about here is her, & the one you just give comment is me.> – I said as I looked at him.


“Sorry, sorry, I forget about it,,. Please, don’t tell Angela about that.” – Blue said little bit scared of her.


As he try to keep talking even more, the Teacher is coming,

“Okey everyone, back to your seat. We will start the lesson soon. Pao, can you take the map in the library.”

As I standing up,

<Yes, Mrs. Cindy.>


‘Pao,’ that is how the Teacher called me. Though it’s not really my name but that’s how the others call me before they changed it to ‘Panda.’ They said it much shorter & easier to call,

(Well they had the point, though.)


Everyday is the same. Everyday is almost this way, maybe I was lucky to have friends like them.


As I stared at the sky from corridor the windows, sometime I do pity myself. Being different from others, or being unable to say any words in my mind, but how possible I make myself down when I’m not the only one.


There are so many people that less than me, but they never give up trying to reach up there. It’s not that easy, it never been easy.


So why giving up, if there are someone who trying their best to not, even if there are none, be the first one sound not so bad either.


Maybe that’s how I reach where I am, right now. Where I’m stand, with my friends, & with my family.


And maybe you have one or two question you did like to ask from me,

One of them is, ‘How all your friends understand ‘Sign Language’?’



All is began from there, neighborhood, childhood, even every Teacher I met, they told me,

“You are good at teaching. Why don’t you become a teacher someday?”


From then on, one by one they ask me to teach them everything, especially ‘Sign Language.’ When I ask the reason of it, do you know what their answer?

“Because we want to Understand you.”


Unbelievable, is not it?

Even I have the same thinking about it. It was just like a sweet dream that never ending.


Especially her, the one who is always waiting for me those few days. Never stop surprising me, and unbelievable she willing to doing it.


In front of Class 2-A, Lunch Break,

It’s as surprise as I standing in front of my class & seeing what she is trying to say,


*Using Sign Language*

<I’m sorry. I’m sorry to call you that way before, will you please forgive me?>


There is nothing as surprising as her willingness, but there are also question behind her action,

(For what reason she doing all of this.)




To be Continue.

This story is fiction.
All persons, groups, places, laws, and names appearing in it have no relation to the real world.

By; Resaid of Story